Its no use waiting for events to catch us. We must be ready to meet them when they come. You agree, I am sure.
Yes, I do.
She waved her hand rather imperiously to denote that the interview was over. I rose and went to the door.
When I reached it she said: I shall be calling on your help soon.
I said I would be ready.
As I went out I almost fell into Frau Graben.
Come to my sitting-room, she said, and Ill give you a cup of tea.
I followed her there; the kettle was already on the boil.
There, said Frau Graben as she poured out.
What do you make of that?
There was no need to ask how she knew the gist of the conversation. I knew and she knew I knew that she had been listening all the time.
I suppose its wise to be prepared. If there is a war there will be casualties and it is well to have hospitals.
I wonder why she came to see you.
She will want as many helpers as she can get.
I know. I know. But why come to see yow? Is her High and Mighty Grace going to interview all those who will be called in to help?
Perhaps she thinks as Im a foreigner my case is different.
She warned me I/should leave, as you heard.
Frau Graben narrowed her eyes.
I wonder what she knows. They`ve got spies everywhere. You can depend upon it Maxis visits here have been noted. And why should he come here, theyll be asking themselves, and when they ask themselves a question like that they come up with the same answer every time. A woman!
She gave no indication that she knew.
As if she would! Close, she is. Cold as ice on top. And whats underneath? I wonder what shell do. People! Theyre worth watching.
If she thinks youre just another woman she might plague you for a bit, but if she knew you were his true and lawful wife . Frau Graben began to laugh so much I thought she would choke.
It seems to amuse you, I said coldly.
Sometimes I think youre a wicked woman.
I have my parts like everyone else. People-you never can be sure, can you?
How true that was! One could never be sure only of the one who was closest to you.
Oh Maximilian, I prayed, come back soon.
The next day a messenger arrived from the Count. He came in a carriage with the arms blazoned on it. They were so like the ducal arms that at first I thought that Maximilian was back. My disappointment was intense.
Frau Graben had, of course, seen the carriage and ascertained the reason for its coming.
Its from Fredy, she told me.
Youre to go to his schloss. He wants to consult you about the childrens lessons.
I stared at her in dismay. She nodded grimly.
We cant disobey an order from the Count not until youre recognized, you know. She giggled.
But he didn`t say anything about your going alone. Though I doubt not that he has that in mind. I know Fredy. Ill come with you.
I was glad of her company; she always brought a touch of lightness into everything that happened. Her intense interest in what was going on and her determination to extract the ultimate excitement from it was infectious.
Fredy wont be very pleased to see me, she chuckled.
But Maxi left you in my care, remember, and Im not one to forget my obligations.
Her eyes danced with excitement. I believed she would rather have something tragic happen than nothing at all.
We reached the Counts schloss. It was not unlike the ducal one, being only slightly less grand.
Fredy imagines himself the Duke, grunted Frau Graben.
As Ive said to him more than once in the old days, as long as he keeps it to his imagination Ill not quarrel with that.
We passed the sentries who all knew Frau Graben, and went into the Rittersaal where a servant in the splendid livery of the Counts household-as grand as the traditional ducal one and scarcely any different took us into an anteroom.
The Count himself joined us there. His eyes narrowed when they saw Frau Graben.
You! You old meddler, he said.
Now, Fredy, remember whom youre talking to.
I did not send for you.
Naturally I came. I cant have young ladies from my household visiting unescorted.
Although he was angry, I saw that she could still extract some sort of obedience from him. She could by a word or a look transport both the Count and Maximilian back to their childhood. She must have been a powerful force in the nursery, and that power lingered. She exasperated them but still kept that hold on their affections. This undoubtedly proved the truth of her observations about people. There were so many different sides to their character and the Count, who was undoubtedly an unscrupulous man, could remember the affection he had for his old nurse.
You wanted to see Miss Trant. Well, Ive brought her to you.
You will wait here, he said to her.
Miss Trant will come with me.
She could say nothing to that and I must go with him; but it was a great comfort to know that she was waiting for me.
He shut the door firmly on her and I followed him up a wide staircase to a small panelled room. There was a window in the embrasure with window-seats, and the magnificent views, which had become almost a commonplace, were evident.
Now, Miss Trant, he said, pray be seated. He brought a chair for me and placed it so that the bright light from the window was on my face. He seated himself in the window-seat, the light behind him. He folded his arms and studied me intently.
How are the children progressing with their lessons? question which he had not brought me here to answer, I knew.
I told him that they were progressing satisfactorily.
I have become very interested in their studies since you arrived. There was a gleam of humour in his face. He was implying of course that he was interested in me.
It is a fair distance to Klocksburg and I am a busy man. I should like to see more of them, so I am going to suggest that they come here.
I think it would be a mistake to move them, I said quickly.
Indeed. Why so?
K-locks burg has always been their home. The servants are familiar to them.
They can always visit Klocksburg and I do not wish them to become attached to servants.
They feel very secure under Frau Grabens rule.
I dont doubt it, he said grimly.
But I want the boys to be men, not little chickens cowering under the old hens wing. Moreover, it would be pleasant to see more of you. Miss Trant. You are a very interesting woman.
Thank you.
Dont thank me. Thank the powers above that made you so.
I stood up.
I think I will leave now.
Spoken like a Duchess! My God, you have the air! You have acquired that since you`ve been here. Of course, you were always ready to express your disapproval. Remember our first meeting? But you have changed since then. It is since my cousin returned.
I moved towards the door but he was beside me. He had gripped my arm.
I should be glad if you would remove your hand.
Come, Miss Trant, it is not the first time you have been touched.
You are insolent.
Forgive me, Duchess. He brought his face close to mine.
I know a great deal about you, you see. H& did not release my arm and I was uncomfortably aware of his brutal masculinity. I thought gratefully of Frau Graben.
If you do no release me this instant.