"I … um … I wanted . . ." She stammered, unable to find her words beneath his harsh gaze.
He threw back the comforter and bounded out of the bed, dragging the sheet around his waist. Emily realized he was nude beneath it.
He paced the bedroom in long strides. "So this is what it's come to between us. You think you can waltz in here after you've made it clear what you think of me." He paused in his pacing to glower at her. "Do you think me so desperate I'd take any scrap you'd care to throw my way?"
Dumbfounded by his impassioned speech, Emily felt her mouth fall open.
He raked a hand through his hair and circled her. "How could you expect me to face myself in the
mirror tomorrow if I compromise my honor for a few fleeting seconds of ecstasy?" He caught her by
the shoulders and gave her a hard little shake. "Do you think you're so charming in that silly little nightdress that I can't resist tumbling you? Do you think I have no pride when it comes to you?"
"B-b-but I-"
"Well, you're right," he shouted. "I don't!"
With that, his lips came down on hers. Emily tilted her head back, giving the full measure of her mouth
to his possession. His tongue plundered her with warm, rough abandon. She answered his desperate plea with a soft swirl of her own.
He swung her around to the bed and laid her beneath him. His hands tore at her drawers, shoving them away with none of the artful preliminaries he excelled in. It was as if he were afraid any hesitation might give the lonely night cause to take her back. He pressed himself into her, groaning when he found her as ready for him as he was for her.
Emily wrapped her arms around him, shivering at his rough urgency. She had been cold before, but now
a molten fire was spreading through her blood. His tongue invaded her mouth, taking her there just as
his hips were taking her lower. There was a savage edge to Justin's love-making she'd never experienced before. Both shock and pleasure rippled through her as he dragged her hips to the edge of the bed and stood between her legs, spreading and molding her until she could feel each of his fierce strokes pounding at the mouth of her womb. She wanted to scream beneath the force of it. She bit her lip, tasting blood. She felt her eyes roll back as her body threatened to succumb to that dark netherworld between pleasure and swooning.
He cupped her face in his hands. "Look at me, Emily," he commanded her hoarsely. "Look at me now."
She met his devouring gaze, seeing the beautiful face of the man she loved strained in an agony of pleasure. Still holding her gaze in his golden vise, he pinned her shoulders to the bed, forcing her
writhing body still for an even deeper possession.
Without warning, spasms of ecstasy wracked them both, and not even Justin's mouth on hers could completely muffle her broken wail.
* * *
Emily awoke with her mouth pressed against Justin's chest. Their bodies lay in a sleepy tangle, her leg thrown over his, his arm cupping her rump. The fire cast fingers of flame against the shadows. Caught
in the cradle of Justin's arms, she found the massive bed warmer and cozier than she ever could have dreamed.
She rubbed her cheek against his chest, utterly sated. He had made love to her again after the first time, extinguishing the candle and taking her with such reverent gentleness it had made her weep. His hands had stroked and soothed her tender flesh as if to ease away the rough edges of their desperate coupling.
She sighed. If only the past were so easily vanquished.
Pulling the blanket over him, she sat up and delicately untangled herself from his embrace. As she crept out of the bed, every muscle ached in protest. She was surprised she could walk at all.
She had almost reached the door when Justin sat up. His bitter voice cut the shadows like a blade. "Leaving so soon? Did you get what you came for?"
Emily bit her lip, unable to stifle an odd little giggle. "No. Actually, I came to borrow some coal for my fire."
She eased open the door and slipped out, missing Justin's flabbergasted expression as he spread his
arms and flopped back among the pillows.
* * *
When Emily entered the parlor the following day, the tension was thick enough to cut with a knife. The servants hastened in and out with their feather dusters, shooting Justin nervous glances. Word of his relapse, hastened by the bizarre accusation made by the wealthy Italian at the Comtesse Guermond's
fete, had flown through their ranks. Emily had to admire his sisters' composure. They sat poking at their embroidery as if it were completely normal for their brother to be accused of murder, then to appear at midday garbed in nothing but his dressing gown and stockings. Although Justin was unable to explain the reason for his bizarre dress, he seemed to be maintaining a semblance of sanity while in their company.
Justin glanced up from his book as Emily claimed the balloon-backed chair opposite him. She was not completely able to hide her wince of pain as she sat. His gaze shifted quickly away.
The duchess beamed and held out an embroidered pillow. "Pillow, dear? Those unupholstered chairs
can be so uncomfortable.
"No, thank you," Emily mumbled.
Could his mother possibly have heard their uninhibited cries in the night? Justin wondered. He was saved from further speculation by the arrival of Penfeld, who tilted his disapproving nose in the air and announced, "A Mr. Saleri is here to call upon Miss Scarborough."
The color drained from Emily's cheeks. She exchanged a look of dread with Justin. Neither of them had expected Nicky to take the bait so quickly.
"Tell him I shall receive him in the garden," she said, rising.
Edith rose along with her, laying her embroidery ring aside.
"Down, Edith," Justin commanded. "Emily's a big girl. She doesn't need a watchdog."
Bewilderment touched Edith's eyes. "But I thought . . . surely a chaperone …"
The duchess rose and took her daughter by the arm. "I do believe I need a chaperone, dear. Shall we stroll to the conservatory and check the roses?" As she led Edith from the room, she cast both Emily
and her son a speculative glance over one shoulder.
* * *
Nicholas was waiting for her by a terra-cotta fountain, resplendent in a gray-striped morning suit. The
day was much cooler. As Emily approached him, she pulled the woolen hood of her cloak over her hair
to hide her expression.
He squeezed her hands and favored her with a melting smile. "Miss Scarborough, ever a delight. I
believe you are fresher than even the morning dew."
"Why, Mr. Saleri, you flatter me." He certainly did. There had been little time for rest between her nightmares and bouts of Justin's loving and she knew the bags beneath her eyes must be roomier than portmanteaus.
He drew her hands to his lips and Emily braced herself to be licked. The first haunting notes of Chopin's "Waltz in C-Sharp Minor" floated into the garden. Nicky paled and glanced toward the opaque plates of the drawing room windows. It was the first time she had ever seen him shaken.