"And was he like Ezekiel Jones?"
"Oh, no, he's the complete opposite. I knew Thomas before he became a preacher. We grew up together in the same parish, and I know for a fact that he's a good and decent man. He would never dupe anyone."
"So what happened?"
"Ezekiel was also in the congregation that day. He stepped forward and promised Kerriman that he had a sure way to help him. He pointed to the choir and said that if the members agreed, he would take us from town to town to sing, and all the donations would go to Kerriman's cause. He singled me out and said that my voice alone would guarantee large donations." She sounded ashamed.
"You have a beautiful voice, Genevieve," Adam remarked.
"Thank you," she replied. "My father used to tell me that God gives each one of us a special talent and it's up to us to decide if we will use that talent for good or evil. I didn't understand at the time what he meant. I do now."
"Because of Ezekiel?"
"No, because of me. I let him turn my head with all his compliments. I liked being singled out, Adam, and I started dreaming about fame and fortune. He easily drew me into his scheme. I was very full of myself back then, and Ezekiel fed my pride. I'm very ashamed of the person I became. I acted like a spoiled child," she added. "Fame went to my head, and before long the only friend I had left in the choir was Lottie."
"The woman who sent you the wire."
"Yes," she replied.
"So you went from town to town singing and collecting money."
"Yes," she said. "Ezekiel became more and more demanding. I was never allowed to go anywhere by myself or with my friend. He hired men to watch over me…"
"Lewis and Herman?"
She nodded. "Ezekiel told me they were there to protect me, but I was more afraid of them than the men they were protecting me from. I still stubbornly clung to my dream of being famous, and then something happened and I saw how shallow and empty my life was becoming."
"What happened?"
"My mother died and I didn't even know about it until two weeks after her funeral. We were singing in Birmingham, and one of her friends come all that way to tell me. I found out later that she had sent a wire to Ezekiel when my mother became ill, but he hid it from me. I will never forgive myself or him."
"If you didn't know-"
"I should have known," she whispered. "I should have gone home more often to see her, but I was so caught up in my own dreams I forgot what was the most important thing of all."
"Family."
"Yes, family."
"Would Ezekiel have let you leave?"
"No, but I could have found a way."
He put his arm around her shoulders and pulled her into his side. "What about your father?"
"He died a year before my mother."
He let out a sigh. "I understand why you want to go to Paris. Your grandfather's the only family left, isn't he?"
"I didn't exactly tell you the truth about my grandfather. He is in Paris…"
"But?"
"He died a long time ago. I'm going there to pay my respects."
"Why did you let me think he was alive?"
She glanced over at him. "If you had thought I was all alone in the world, you would have felt sorry for me, and I didn't want that to happen."
The tenderness in his eyes made her want to curl up in his lap and cling to him. She turned away, resisting the lure, and said, "Lots of people are alone, so stop looking at me like that. Now, do you want to hear the rest of this or not?"
"Yes, I want to hear the rest of it."
He was gently rubbing her arm. She never wanted him to stop, and as soon as that thought came into her mind, she pushed his hand away.
"When I heard my mother had died, I wanted to go home, and that's when Ezekiel started locking me in my room. I heard him tell Lewis I was his meal ticket. It was a horrible time. The shock of losing my mother put everything in perspective. I knew I was chasing a fool's dream and didn't want fame or fortune. I kept thinking about my father and what he'd told me. I
could use my talent for good or bad. The choice was up to me. I made up my mind that I would only sing for money when it was absolutely necessary."
"You sang for money in the saloon."
"Yes, but I did so out of necessity, not vanity, and I only sang hymns. We needed money for food and shelter."
"You have almost five thousand dollars," he reminded her.
"But that isn't my money. It belongs to Reverend Kerriman and his families."
He nodded to let her know he understood. "Tell me how you managed to get the money away from Ezekiel."
"One afternoon when we were in New Orleans I was sitting in the garden of a lovely old church and I happened to see Thomas in the courtyard. He was talking to Ezekiel, and I could see how upset he was. Ezekiel wasn't upset though. He was laughing and mocking Thomas."
"Where was your guard?"
"Lewis was assigned to me that day. I let him lock me in my room, and then I snuck out."
"Through the window."
"Yes, I went out through the window and ran back to the courtyard. I heard Ezekiel boast that he had collected over four thousand dollars and that he wasn't going to give Thomas one cent."
"And what did Thomas do?"
"He threatened to go to the authorities, and Ezekiel went into a rage. He told him he'd kill him if he said a word to anyone. Thomas didn't believe him at first, but Ezekiel told him he'd killed before and he could kill again.
"Lewis and Herman started beating Thomas. He fell to the ground, and then Ezekiel kicked him over and over again. I was so terrified for him I couldn't even scream. I ran toward him to make them stop pounding him, but some other people got there first. Lewis and Herman ran. Ezekiel didn't run though. As arrogant as ever, he turned around and strolled back to the church."
"And that's when you decided to steal the money from him, isn't it?"
"Yes. I went to his room and found it right away under his mattress. The stupid man slept on it every night. I put it in a satchel, and then I left."
"To go to Rosehill?"
She shook her head. "Thomas was taken to the hospital, and I hid in New Orleans and waited for him to recover so I could give him the money. I didn't dare go and visit him because I was afraid of being spotted by Ezekiel's men, and when I finally got up enough courage to sneak in during the night, I found out he'd already left for Kansas."
"And that's where you're headed now, isn't it?"
"Yes," she answered. "When I left New Orleans, I was going to go directly to the settlement in Kansas, but then I started worrying about Ezekiel. He knew I had seen what he and his men had done to Thomas, and he had to have figured out why I took the money. I was afraid he would follow me, and I didn't like the idea of being ambushed along the way."
"So you came to Rosehill."
"I thought the ranch was a perfect place to hide for a little while, and I was so sure Ezekiel wouldn't follow me there."
"I wish to God you had told me all of this when we were in the library together."
"I didn't want you to get involved. It was my problem, and I had to take care of it. If I had confided in you, you would have insisted on taking the money to Thomas for me, which would have put you in danger. Isn't that so?"
"Yes," he agreed.
"I don't want anyone else to give Thomas the money. It's important to me that he know I wasn't involved in Ezekiel's scheme."