He realised he had been following the routes any passenger might when entering an airport, albeit in a reverse direction. But there was another territory at Heathrow unknown to the civilian and Jane had unconsciously been respecting its boundaries, a throwback to those days of heightened security and the sheep mentality immediately assumed once you found yourself in a world of cordons, channels and arrows.
He checked that the rifle was loaded and pushed through a door badged with the words Staff Only. There was a brief moment when he felt he might be granted some glimpse of nirvana, but there was no mystique to this prohibited area, just a grey, quotidian continuation of what he’d left behind. Offices, storerooms, corridors. He felt the dead echo of the closed door hanging in these smothered heights. The impression that what had caused the sound had passed by this way recently was strong.
He moved past a canteen where he pickpocketed a security guard for a caramel wafer that was as tough as cardboard but brought Jane to the edge of tears while he devoured it. There was nothing else but broken crockery and pans coagulated with inedible plaque. A newspaper offered headlines from a time he couldn’t believe he had lived through. He was distracted from its fragile pages by a sound like a broom handle clattering to the floor.
As soon as he resumed his journey he felt a change, as if in the mood of the building. Prior to this moment he had not experienced any sense of wrongness, just the disorientation of an unfamiliar building and a mystery to be solved. Now came a foreboding similar to any number of awful events that had followed him down through the years. He was thinking about retreating, getting back out into the vast wilderness of the airfield where he would be able to see danger encroaching for miles in every direction, when he heard the grinding cry of hinges clotted by dust and years. And then a voice, muffled by the proximity of walls and ceiling, that called his name. It didn’t matter that that could only be a good thing. He screamed anyway.
Their voices scrambled over each other, trying to disguise fear and relief with news and gossip and apologies. Aidan kept putting a hand to his belly and Jane kept meaning to ask if he was all right, but then there’d be a pause and a look and another hug and the question had missed its cue and could wait. In their collision of stories, Jane heard something that slapped him out of his excitement at seeing Aidan again. He had to ask him to repeat himself. Now that they were allowing each other to speak, fear crept back in, aware of the little moments of quiet, the space that was inveigling itself between them.
‘Plessey is dead. I mean, he died. Was killed, is what I mean.’
‘An accident?’ Jane asked, knowing full well.
Aidan shook his head. ‘I arrived at the market in the morning. Nobody in the shop, even though I used a secret knock. I didn’t know what to do, so I was going to get over to one of the places you told me to find if I was in trouble or, you know, scared. Not that I was scared, but I was worried about Becky.
‘But then I found him. He hadn’t even made it out of the market. The Skinners had been at him, but his throat had been slit.’ He suddenly grabbed Jane’s arm, appeared unsure. He was fifteen – a wispy beard was a mask under which a man was being formed. But at moments like this, he was still just a boy. You looked hard enough, you could see the baby in him. ‘Skinners… they don’t do that, do they?’
‘No,’ Jane said. ‘It would be kind of nice if they did, compared to their usual MO.’
‘So maybe the same person who caught up with Fielding, you think?’
‘Or someone in league.’ Jane peered into Aidan’s eyes. They were dark brown, so dark it was hard to discern their pupils. The rest of his face was open, fresh. He’d have had an innocent look about him if it weren’t for those eyes and the soft frown above them. He’d seen a lot, Jane supposed. More than he ought. ‘Where have you been, Aidan? You’re your own man, I know, but we care about you. We’re not your mum and dad, but we’re your friends. It doesn’t stop us from worrying.’
Aidan pressed his lips into a flat line. When he spoke again, it was with forced brittleness. Jane saw behind it immediately; he knew him too well by now. His hand at his belly again. Hungry, probably. Jane wished he hadn’t snaffled that wafer.
‘Just… hanging out with friends. Experiments, you know. Down at the river. Checking the air quality. Someone has to.’
‘And how is the air quality?’
‘Epic fail,’ Aidan said. ‘Major no.’
‘Doesn’t look like the HQ’s moving in, does it?’
‘No.’
Jane scratched at his beard. The sound seemed enormous. ‘Fielding gave me the envelope…’
‘An envelope.’
‘Sorry?’
‘Fielding gave you an envelope. It wasn’t the envelope.’
‘You mean I was given false information?’
Aidan didn’t say anything. He couldn’t meet Jane’s gaze.
‘Why are you here, Aidan? You get the same dodgy map?’
‘Something like that,’ he said.
‘Something like that.’
The hand on the belly. A prickle of sweat drawing attention to the frown.
‘You OK, Aid?’ His mind went back to the first time they’d met. Becky’s concern. The thought of his blood conspiring against him.
‘Yeah. Just tired. Just hungry. You promised me a roast dinner once.’
‘Shit. You didn’t forget that, did you?’
‘Can I have it now?’
They had picked through the debris of countless restaurants and bars to no avail. Everything worth eating had been carried off. What remained were the bones of people who had decayed where they’d dropped many years before. No chocolates or fudge in the duty-free boutiques. No snack packs dangled in the vending machines.
‘What about out there?’ Aidan asked.
‘There’s nothing out there,’ Jane said. ‘You mean the houses beyond the perimeter?’
‘No. I mean the planes.’
They found a self-propelled passenger stairway in a maintenance hangar and trundled it out to a Virgin Atlantic 747 that had pushed back from its ramp at the moment the Event hit it, peeling off much of its paint and tearing the tail section clean off the rear of the aircraft. The flap canoe fairings had been snapped away from the underside of the wings like model parts, and the main jet-core shrouds were torn, revealing the intestinal squirm of the machine beneath. A telegraph pole had become a javelin, thrown by 200 mph winds from outside the perimeter fence, puncturing the fuselage above the sagging portside wing. Both wings had given up their yield of fuel; maybe 120 tons had poured out of the cracked tanks and evaporated, leaving a dark stain that reached out almost as far as the main runway. It was a wonder there had not been an explosion. The roof of the cockpit had been crunched in, a hard-boiled egg beneath a spoon, by something that was no longer in evidence. Jane thought he could see a white shirtsleeve, an arm thrown back on the flight deck, above a face that was nothing but shadow.
‘Maybe we should try a different plane,’ Jane said. ‘I mean, this one was just setting off. There’ll be a lot of bodies on it.’
‘Then there’ll be a lot of food too. They wouldn’t have started serving until they got into the sky, would they?’
Aidan was right. A smaller plane taxiing towards the terminal would have had an empty galley. What was the point of protecting him from bodies when they were everywhere you looked? Jane sighed. Just to give him a break, he supposed. It would be nice not to have all that grinning in your face all day, every day.
The doors were sealed; the holes pitting the skin of the jet too small to climb through. They pushed the stairs around to the back of the plane. There was a ragged hole where the empennage had been.