There were too many if’s in life.
The black bear lumbered closer. He saw saliva on the bear’s teeth. He saw snot drip from its nose.
Just when Nate thought it would attack, the bear came down on all fours, and turned. A grunt and it was gone, melting into the vegetation with ghostly stealth.
Bears were crafty. Sometimes they lumbered off, only to circle around and come at their prey from another direction. Nate didn’t linger. Holding his wounded arm to his side, he ran until his chest throbbed and his lungs were strained.
Slowing to a walk, Nate glanced back. The bear hadn’t come after him. He gave silent thanks and moved on. The spot of orange was bigger. He was getting close.
Over and over in his head he repeated the same vow: Winona is there. I must reach her. I must save her. It became a chant, a litany.
Nate couldn’t bear the idea of losing her. They had been together for de cades. He didn’t talk about it much because men didn’t talk about such things, but she was the heart of his life.
He had a friend who believed that women were for cooking and sewing and cleaning, and for keeping men warm under the sheets. His friend’s idea of love was a shallow stream watered by the runoff of need and not the deeper love that came from two hearts entwined.
Nate caught himself and shook his head in annoyance. Here he was thinking about love when he should be concentrating on one thing and one thing only. He raised his gaze to the orange. A quarter of a mile, he figured. And not much night left.
Nate walked faster. The slave hunters were bound to be up at the crack of dawn, and once awake, they would be that much harder to take by surprise.
“I’m coming, Winona.”
The sound of his voice startled him. Maybe being alone in all that vastness had gotten to him.
When he was a couple hundred feet out, Nate slowed. He didn’t want to; he had to. The crack of a twig could spoil everything. He moved with the care and patience of the Apaches he had tangled with years ago on a visit to Santa Fe.
The fire had burned low, which worked in his favor. The less light, the less likely they were to spot him before he was ready to be spotted.
At a hundred feet, Nate eased onto his belly and crawled. He wasn’t taking any chances. Not with Winona’s life at stake. And the lives of the Worths, of course.
Nate held the spear at his side and was careful it didn’t snag. Never had he missed his rifle and pistols and bowie as much as he did right then. With guns he would have stood a good chance. Without them…He frowned and continued crawling.
Nate was a realist. He might come out on top. He might not. He thought of his son, Zach, and Zach’s delightful spouse, Louisa. He thought of his best friend and mentor, Shakespeare McNair, and Shake-seare’s Flathead wife, Blue Water Woman. He thought of happy times and happy memories, and made his peace. If it was to be, it was to be. When all was said and thought, a man, any man, or a woman, any woman, had no more control over their destinies than the guiding hand of the Almighty allowed.
Now Nate was close enough to hear the crackling of the flames. He was close enough to see that the ground around the fire was empty of sleeping forms. No one was there. Not the slave hunters. Not Winona. Not the Worths. Nor were there any horses.
They had gone, and left the fire burning.
Anger brought Nate to his feet. He charged into the clearing, his chest heavy with worry. Without a mount he had no hope of overtaking them. Fighting off despair, he shuffled to the fire. Near it was a dry pool of blood. He dropped the spear, sank to his knees, and said the name that meant more to him than anything. “Winona.”
“She’s right here, Injun lover.”
Nate felt like the world’s biggest fool. “You were waiting for me.”
Six men ringed him with leveled rifles. One of the six was Peleg Harrod. “We were waiting for you, hoss. Let me introduce these other gents.” He did so, ending with, “And this is the famous Grizzly Killer. Word has it he’s killed more silver tips than any man alive.”
“Want me to kill him, Wesley?” Trumbo asked. “A twitch of my finger and I’ll splatter his brains.”
The hawk-faced slave hunter cradled his Kentucky and came to the other side of the fire. “This was my doing. I don’t like loose ends. I knew if I didn’t finish it, you would track me down and hold me to account.”
“You figured right.” Nate peered into the dark. He was weary and worn and drained, and longed for one thing. “Where are they? What have you done with them?”
“Not a thing to the darkies. They’re worth money. As for your squaw…” Wesley gestured at the dry blood. “There were seven of us, but she killed the boy standing watch. She shouldn’t have done that. I was willing to do her quick, but now it won’t be.” He gestured again, at the encircling dark. “Fetch them. And don’t forget the horses.”
Harrod stayed where he was. “I’m right sorry about this, but money is money and he’s paying me well.”
“Judas was paid well, too.”
Harrod jerked his head as if he had been slapped. “Hey now. I didn’t kill you like I was supposed to. That should count for something.”
Wesley faced the old frontiersman. “I’ve been meaning to talk to you about that, Peleg. We had an agreement, remember?”
“Of course.”
“And you broke it.”
“You have him, don’t you?”
“That’s not the point. You were to lead him back here into an ambush and we would kill him. With him dead, the rest would be easy to catch.”
“It worked out, didn’t it? The Worths and his woman rode right into your hands.”
“It worked out, yes,” Wesley said. “It worked out in spite of you not doing as I wanted.”
Harrod mustered a grin. “You’re not mad at me, are you?”
“I never get mad, Peleg. I never raise my voice. I never threaten. You should know that by now. I don’t forgive, either. You should know that, too.” Wesley’s right hand rose, holding a flintlock. He thumbed back the hammer.
“Wait!” Harrod bleated.
“What for?”
“You can’t kill me in cold blood.”
“Why not? You’ve served your purpose.”
“But you need me, remember. You need my experience.”
“I needed you to help cross the prairie. But now we’re heading back. I can manage right fine without you.”
“You bastard. You just want to get out of paying me the rest of the money you owe me.”
The pistol boomed and the back of the frontiersman’s head exploded. Peleg Harrod’s mouth fell open and his features went slack, and like so much mud he oozed into a heap and lay quivering.
Nate started to rise, but Wesley centered the Kentucky on him.
“I’d think twice, mountain man. But if you’re in a hurry to die, you are welcome to try.”
The others came running and stopped short at the sight of Harrod.
Olan laughed and slapped his thigh. “I never did like that old fart. Him and his airs about females.”
“Fetch them,” Wesley commanded, and when they hustled off, he turned to Nate. “Now it’s your turn.”
“Want me to turn my back to you to make it easy?”
“What I want is to know why,” Wesley said.
“Why what?” Nate was watching for Winona. At that moment nothing else in the whole world mattered.
“Why did you help the blacks? What are they to you that you went to all this trouble?”
“We like them.”
“That’s all?”
“What else should there be?”
“I lost my best friend back in Missouri and had to trail you halfway across the plains, and all because you took a shine to a bunch of wooly heads?”