“I’m getting a work-to-rule headache out here, too, with those two clowns filing their complaint last night.”
“It’s handled.”
“Yeah, but why now, Jerry? I checked those two. They’ve never, ever, been upset by the very thing they jumped on this morning. Someone ask them to complain, perhaps?”
“I don’t like your implication, Griggs.”
“Well, I don’t like delays unless they are truly safety-related, and the reason I called you up here is so I could say this to you clearly and without excessive ears around. If you or any of your people—including that little gal from D.C. who’s been lurking around…”
“Dorothy?”
“The same.”
“She’s just doing routine safety audits.”
“Right. And I’ve got beachfront property in Phoenix for sale. If anyone starts using artificial safety reasons to delay this launch, Shear won’t be able to save the culprit from professional oblivion, you included.”
“Are we done here?”
“I hope so. I just want to make sure you understand. A presidential order means a national priority. If it’s really a safety issue, I’m with you. If it’s artificial, I’ll strap your ass on one of these SRBs and launch it myself.”
Chapter 28
Jerrod enters the smoky den tentatively, like his invitation might have expired and he doesn’t want to get caught gawking at the animal heads and plaques and other artifacts on what Mike Summers calls his “I Love Me Wall.”
He’s spent most of the day with Julie watching his father’s story and words. Even Sharon was decent to him, and he feels beaten down enough to appreciate that, putting his discomfort around her on hold so as to support his dad with his attention and his remorse.
“Sir?” he asks, pretty sure he sees Mike Summers’s form in a large swivel recliner across the den. Sure enough, the recliner turns and Big Mike spots him, getting to his feet and motioning him over.
“Jerrod. Come over here.”
“You want to talk to me?”
“I sure do. Come sit down. Would you like something to drink?”
“I’ll take a Coke if you have one.”
“Also have stronger stuff, son, if you’d like. As far as I’m concerned, you’re entitled.”
“Maybe a beer, then. Thanks.”
Mike gets a couple of longnecks from a small refrigerator and hands one to Jerrod before motioning him down and returning to his chair. Jerrod twists off the top and settles onto a small couch opposite, and they stare at each other in silence.
“You been watching all day?” Mike asks.
“TV? Yeah.”
“TV, and your dad’s writings?”
Jerrod nods, his eyes now down. He’s noticed the large stack of printed pages by Mike’s chair.
“I ditched going to my office today and pulled up a record of everything he’s said so far… there must be a thousand Web sites keeping track… and I printed it, and read it, and son, I gotta ask you something directly, man to man. All right with you?”
“Yes, sir.”
“It may be harsh.”
“Okay.”
“I’m pretty direct, Jerrod, so I’m just going to say this… as soon as you look at me, that is.”
Jerrod looks up and meets his gaze.
“Okay. Now, just what the hell are you so angry about?”
“I…with all due respect, sir…”
“Can the bullshit, Mister! Just talk to me. Why are you so damned furious at him? For marrying my daughter?”
“No, I mean… no.”
“Another pile of manure! Of course you are.”
“I don’t dislike her.”
“Son, listen. You don’t like her at all. Hell, she’s my daughter and half the time Idon’t like her, either! And I know it’s not because of who she is, but because he brought her in to replace your mom, right?”
He’s nodding. A good sign,Mike figures.
“Okay, and some of that’s natural. And I know my little girl, and I know she’s probably made a mess out of trying to get to know you, and with you not liking anyone female he brought in… I get it. That doesn’t bother me much. But what I want to know from you is, why are you so mad at your old man that you’ve… you’ve stomped his heart flat? Huh? What’d he do to deserve that?”
Tears are welling up now and Jerrod is trying to hide them, as well as hide his anger at being cornered.
“I was wrong, I guess. I should have forgiven him.”
“For what?”
“For… you wouldn’t understand.”
“No, I would, and I want to hear you say it. Why? Not because he found a girl and married her. Not because he asked you to respect her as his wife. Then why? Does it have anything to do with your mom’s fatal accident?”
“I’d rather not…”
“You think he set that up somehow?”
“Of course not.”
“She decided to go driving that day all by herself, didn’t she?”
“I suppose.”
“In fact, it was all her fault, wasn’t it?”
“No!”
“No? Why not? You tell me why. We both know she was sick that day and had no business driving. She told you she had the flu, right?”
“He made her drive! Okay? My sister was waiting at her school for hours for Dad to pick her up, but he couldn’t break away, so he leaves Mom to do it, knowing full well she was too sick.” The words are a snarl, and exactly what Mike wanted to elicit, and with the native abilities of an oil field negotiator, he eggs Jerrod on.
“That’s all bullshit, son!”
Jerrod is on his feet, his eyes aflame. “No, it isn’t! You don’t know anything about it. You weren’t there, and I was!”
“I don’t have to have been there. I know what you’re saying is bull. Your mama had no business driving that day. She killed herself.”
"No!”Jerrod’s eyes are closed, his arms in the air, fists clenched, his body shaking, as he tries to control the response, tries to avoid punching his in-law grandfather or throwing something at the big-mouthed bastard. He can hear his teeth grinding in pain and anger but doesn’t hear big Mike Summers rise quickly from his chair to suddenly grab him by the shoulders and swing him around.
“It’s okay, Jerrod. Those are the things I wanted to hear you say.”
Jerrod looks stunned and Mike continues, nose to nose.
“I wasn’t there, but there’s a lot more to the story you never knew, and your dad never told you, and it’s time you heard the truth.”
“What?” Jerrod’s voice is subdued, suspicious, like he’s just been maneuvered into a scam, yet Mike Summers is close to a force of nature and he can’t bring himself to completely disbelieve.
“Come here and sit.” Mike guides him back down and scoots his own chair as close as he can.
“I know you heard the crash, Jerrod. I know you ran to the end of the block, saw her car in flames, and ran the rest of the way to the wreck. I know you burned yourself trying to get her out, and that you watched her burn to death. I can’t erase… no one can erase those terrible images. But, son, your mama was having a hard time psychologically. She was, in essence, emotionally disturbed and taking several drugs from several different doctors, none of whom knew about the other. Two of them… a very powerful antidepressant and a drug called Ritalin… should never have been taken together, because one of the dangerous side effects is making really bad decisions, and hallucinating.”
“Hallucinating? Like… like on LSD?”
“Or worse. Or maybe just seeing things that weren’t there, or not seeing things that were. Like a stoplight. Like the one she ran through.”
“I didn’t know this.”
“I know you didn’t. And your dad wrongly believed that if he told you, you’d be even angrier with him for slandering your mom.”
There is a long silence as Jerrod searches Mike’s face for any sign that he’s being lied to.