“I’m sure. Just…go slow?”
“I will.”
I did.
Wonderfully, painfully slowly.
Sweat gathered on my brow. I was nearly all the way inside of her, and my cock throbbed with the tight grip her body had on it. I caressed her skin, leaned forward, and drove myself the rest of the way in.
“Oh, fuck…baby!” I cried out. Every muscle in my body seemed to contract at once with the sheer level of emotion I felt as I was enclosed inside of her. I reached up and wrapped my hand in her hair, pulling back slightly. My eyes blazed down at her as she turned her head to look at me. “You’re everything to me, you know that?”
“I know,” she nodded.
“Everything,” I repeated so she would have no doubt.
I moved.
Slowly…carefully.
Her body adjusted, and soon I felt her pushing back against me with her ass.
“That’s it,” I whispered. “So good…”
I pulled out most of the way and then entered her again. My thumb pressed against her clit as I drove forward, and Lia moaned softly into the sheets. Her legs trembled, and I ran my free hand over her thigh.
My pace increased, back and forth, until I could feel her pussy clenching around my fingers and her ass squeezing my cock.
“Ugh…ugh…oh, shit…baby…” I groaned as my legs began to shake with the effort of holding back. “You feel so…damn…so good!”
Lia’s hands reached out and gripped at the rails on the headboard. She tightened her fingers around them as she cried out incoherently, her ass bucking back against my cock. I kept stroking around her clit as she thrashed below me but wrapped the other arm around her waist and leaned forward, pushing myself deep inside of her.
The tightness of her ass and the depth of my penetration were too much. My balls tightened, and it felt like electricity was shooting through my cock as I filled her ass.
With my energy completely spent, I fell on top of her. Lia’s legs gave out, sending us both to the mattress as my cock popped free.
“Jesus Christ,” I mumbled. “If I had known it was going to be that good, I would have pushed for this a lot more and a lot sooner.”
Lia giggled.
“I’m surprised,” she remarked.
“By what?”
“How good it felt. I thought it would hurt.”
I rolled off of her and pulled her against my chest.
“Did it?”
“Maybe just a little at first, but not really.” She looked up to my face and stroked my cheek. “Stop looking like that.”
“Like what?”
“Like you did something wrong.”
“I didn’t want it to hurt at all,” I said.
“It was wonderful,” she said.
I relaxed as she continued to run her hand over my jaw.
“You’d do it again?” I asked.
“Definitely.”
I smiled and began making plans in my head. She smiled at me, and my heart felt like it could rupture under nothing more than her gaze.
I rolled to my back and held Lia against my chest. For a long time, I just felt her skin against mine in the warmth of the room and wondered how, after everything I’d done, I still managed to end up with the girl. In some ways, it didn’t seem to be universally fair, but I wasn’t going to point that out to God or anything.
Maybe He finally decided He owed me a little peace.
I was still pissed at Him, though.
So we both had scars, but I didn’t have nightmares when she was with me, and she felt safe as long as she was in my arms. If that was what life was going to give us, we were going to take it. In my head, I couldn’t think of a better way to exist than with her, out in the middle of nowhere, exactly the same as we had started.
So here I would stay.
Lia at my side.
God willing, we’d remain otherwise unharmed.