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Women, for all these patriarchal centuries, have been adamant in the defense of lives other than our own. We died in

childbirth so that others might live. We sustained the lives of

children, husbands, fathers, and brothers in war, in famine, in

every sort of devastation. We have done this in the bitterness

of global servitude. Whatever can be known under patriarchy

about commitment to life, we know it. Whatever it takes to

make that commitment under patriarchy, we have it.

It is time now to repudiate patriarchy by valuing our own

lives as fully, as seriously, as resolutely, as we have valued

other lives. It is time now to commit ourselves to the nurtur-

ance and protection of each other.

We must establish values which originate in sisterhood. We

must establish values which repudiate phallic supremacy,

which repudiate phallic aggression, which repudiate all relationships and institutions based on male dominance and female submission.

It will not be easy for us to establish values which originate

in sisterhood. For centuries, we have had male values

slammed down our throats and slammed up our cunts. We are

the victims of a violence so pervasive, so constant, so relentless

and unending, that we cannot point to it and say, “There it

begins and there it ends. ” All of the values which we might

defend as a consequence of our allegiances to men and their

ideas are saturated with the fact or memory of that violence.

We know more about violence than any other people on the

face of this earth. We have absorbed such quantities of it— as

women, and as Jews, blacks, Vietnamese, native Americans,

etc. — that our bodies and souls are seared through with the

effects of it.

I suggest to you that any commitment to nonviolence which

is real, which is authentic, must begin in the recognition of the

forms and degrees of violence perpetrated against women by

the gender class men. I suggest to you that any analysis of

violence, or any commitment to act against it, which does not

begin there is hollow, meaningless— a sham which will have,

as its direct consequence, the perpetuation of your servitude. I

suggest to you that any male apostle of so-called nonviolence

who is not committed, body and soul, to ending the violence

against you is not trustworthy. He is not your comrade, not

your brother, not your friend. He is someone to whom your

life is invisible.

As women, nonviolence must begin for us in the refusal to

be violated, in the refusal to be victimized. We must find alternatives to submission, because our submission—to rape, to assault, to domestic servitude, to abuse and victimization of

every sort—perpetuates violence.

The refusal to be a victim does not originate in any act of

resistance as male-derived as killing. The refusal of which I

speak is a revolutionary refusal to be a victim, any time, any

place, for friend or foe. This refusal requires the conscientious

unlearning of all the forms of masochistic submission which

are taught to us as the very content of womanhood. Male

aggression feeds on female masochism as vultures feed on carrion. Our nonviolent project is to find the social, sexual, political, and cultural forms which repudiate our programmed submissive behaviors, so that male aggression can find no dead

flesh on which to feast.

When I say that we must establish values which originate in

sisterhood, I mean to say that we must not accept, even for a

moment, male notions of what nonviolence is. Those notions

have never condemned the systematic violence against us. The

men who hold those notions have never renounced the male

behaviors, privileges, values, and conceits which are in and of

themselves acts of violence against us.

We will diminish violence by refusing to be violated. We

will repudiate the whole patriarchal system, with its sadomasochistic institutions, with its social scenarios of dominance and submission all based on the male-over-female model,

when we refuse conscientiously, rigorously, and absolutely to

be the soil in which male aggression, pride, and arrogance can

grow like wild weeds.

7

L esb ian P rid e

For me, being a lesbian means three things—

First, it means that I love, cherish, and respect women in

my mind, in my heart, and in my soul. This love of women is

the soil in which my life is rooted. It is the soil of our common

life together. My life grows out of this soil. In any other soil, I

would die. In whatever ways I am strong, I am strong because

of the power and passion of this nurturant love.

Second, being a lesbian means to me that there is an erotic

passion and intimacy which comes of touch and taste, a wild,

salty tenderness, a wet sweet sweat, our breasts, our mouths,

our cunts, our intertangled hairs, our hands. I am speaking

here of a sensual passion as deep and mysterious as the sea, as

strong and still as the mountain, as insistent and changing as

the wind.

Delivered at a rally for Lesbian Pride Week, Central Park, New York City,

June 28, 1975.

Third, being a lesbian means to me the memory of the

mother, remembered in my own body, sought for, desired,

found, and truly honored. It means the memory of the womb,

when we were one with our mothers, until birth when we were

torn asunder. It means a return to that place inside, inside her,

inside ourselves, to the tissues and membranes, to the moisture and blood.

There is a pride in the nurturant love which is our common

ground, and in the sensual love, and in the memory of the

mother— and that pride shines as bright as the summer sun at

noon. That pride cannot be degraded. Those who would degrade it are in the position of throwing handfuls of mud at the sun. Still it shines, and those who sling mud only dirty their

own hands.

Sometimes the sun is covered by dense layers of dark clouds.

A person looking up would swear that there is no sun. But

still the sun shines. At night, when there is no light, still the

sun shines. During rain or hail or hurricane or tornado, still

the sun shines.

Does the sun ask itself, “Am I good? Am I worthwhile? Is

there enough of me? ” No, it bums and it shines. Does the sun

ask itself, “What does the moon think of me? How does Mars

feel about me today? ” No, it bums, it shines. Does the sun ask

itself, “Am I as big as other suns in other galaxies? ” No, it

bums, it shines.

In this country in the coming years, I think that there will

be a terrible storm. I think that the skies will darken beyond