“God help me get through this,” Joe whispered to himself.
He waited until he was sure he wouldn’t get sick before he went to find the medical examiner. He purposely clumped his boots on the tile louder than necessary as he walked down the dark hallway to the great room, making sure he could be heard.
Graves was turned toward the cowboy on the couch, large crystal goblets of red wine on the table in front of them. Again, the cowboy wouldn’t look at Joe.
“Dr. Graves, may I ask you a few questions?”
Graves looked annoyed. Then he sighed, stood, and followed Joe back into the office.
“Why wasn’t there a toxicology report or an autopsy?” Joe asked.
Graves cinched his robe tight before answering. “There simply wasn’t any reason for it,” he said. “It was obvious that the cause of death was a selfinflicted gunshot to the head. We don’t do autopsies as a matter of course unless we have a reason. We know he didn’t die of a heart attack, Mr. Pickett. We’re like any other medical examiner’s office in the country in that respect.”
“So we don’t know if Will was drunk, or sick?” Graves shook his head. “No.”
“Is there any way to find that out now?”
The ME looked at Joe quizzically. “I’m sure there isn’t, since the body was cremated. What are you driving at?”
“I want to know why he did it,” Joe said.
Graves sighed. “Look, I’m sympathetic. But my job isn’t to try to determine why a victim takes his life. My job is to determine how it happened, and give my professional opin
ion as to cause of death. You seem to be looking for something I just can’t help you with.”
Joe rubbed his jaw and thought about it. He had watched Graves carefully as he spoke, looking for a false note, but hadn’t seen or heard one.
“Now, if you’ve looked at everything you wanted to look at . . .” Graves said, not needing to finish his sentence.
“Right,” Joe said, getting his jacket.
Graves was standing at the office door waiting to show Joe out into the hallway when Joe suddenly stopped and picked up the gun in the bag.
“You can’t take that,” Graves said.
“I don’t want it,” Joe said, smiling. “I couldn’t hit anything with it, anyway. But a question just occurred to me.”
Graves arched his eyebrows.
Joe sat back down in the chair and grasped the handgrip through the plastic. He extended his arm, pointed the revolver at the wall, then bent his elbow and wrist and turned the gun back toward himself so the muzzle of the revolver was a few inches from his face.
“Mr. Pickett, what are you doing?” Graves cautioned, stepping back into the hallway and peering around the doorjamb. “That gun is still loaded.”
Joe said, “Look how long the barrel is on this gun. I can barely reach my mouth with it like this, the barrel is so long. This is also a heavy weapon, and it’s real uncomfortable to hold it this way. When you go to fire a gun of this caliber, you really need to brace yourself and lock your arms when you fire, or it’ll kick right out of your hand.
From this position, if I pulled the trigger the bullet would go through the base of my skull straight into the wall behind me and the gun would probably flip out of my hand across the room.”
“Yes . . . but the bullet was lodged in the ceiling.”
“Right,” Joe said. “That’s what puzzles me.”
Graves said nothing.
“But if I turn it like this”—Joe brought his arm down against his chest and turned the gun upside down and aimed upward—“it would be much easier.” He bent his head forward as if to sip from a straw, and the muzzle touched his lips through the thin sheet of plastic. “See what I mean?”
“Yes, I see your point,” Graves said. “But I’d be more comfortable if you put the gun down on the desk.”
Joe ignored the ME’s request. “If I pulled the trigger with the gun in this position, the bullet would go straight up through my brain into the ceiling. It’s braced well enough against me that my body would absorb the kick, and the gun would probably drop away to the floor.”
“Yes.”
“But as you can see, the front sight is pointed down in this position, toward my lower lip, not my upper palate.”
Graves nodded.
Joe looked up. “So how is it that Will killed himself with this gun using such an awkward, uncomfortable position like I showed you a minute ago? Or that the bullet was lodged in the ceiling, not the wall? And why is it that the gun fired with such force that it cut his mouth and knocked his teeth out, but then fell to the floor beside him and wasn’t thrown clear across the table?”
He put the gun down and Dr. Graves stepped back into the room.
“I don’t think I can answer those questions,” the ME said.
“Neither can I,” Joe admitted.
“So what are you driving at?”
“Was the gun dusted for prints?”
“Yes. You can see there is still some powder residue on it.
Will’s fingerprints, and only his fingerprints, were all over the barrel and the cylinder.”
Joe examined the gun and saw the powder gathered in folds of the plastic. “What about the handgrip and the trigger?”
Graves cleared his throat. “We found no fingerprints on either.”
“At all?”
The ME nodded.
“So the gun had been wiped clean?”
“I didn’t say that,” Graves said. “The surface of the trigger itself is grooved, so it wouldn’t hold a print. The handgrip is checkered wood, which isn’t a good surface for lifting latents.”
“But it could have been wiped clean?”
“It’s possible,” Graves said. “But there’s no way to prove it. I wouldn’t testify that the gun had been wiped clean.”
Joe sat back. “Are these questions enough to reclassify this case as a possible homicide?”
The doctor set his jaw. “No, no. I think I need more than that. But let me give it some thought.”
Twenty Four
Joe was at his desk early Wednesday morning after breakfast at the Sportsman’s Café, and again there was something wrong with his head. He had not slept through the night because when he closed his eyes the ceiling spun and random images hurtled down at him: the crimescene photos, the bear’s eyes as they locked on him and he froze, Stella Ennis with parted lips and a flash of teeth. Now, he couldn’t seem to concentrate on the paperwork in front of him. Lines on the topo map blurred into one another, and the list of outfitter names, camps, and locations bled together into a blob. Not even four cups of coffee could cut through the fog.
It was an hour before the office opened. He had arrived well before, when it was still dark out, because he couldn’t sleep. After looking at his face in the mirror in the office bathroom—he swore there was something wrong with his eyes—he watched the sun paint the Tetons electric pink. It was otherworldly, and matched his mood.
Joe had torn the office apart looking everywhere for the missing notebook. There was nothing behind the file cabi
nets, and nothing had slipped between the hanging files. He had removed the desk drawers and looked inside the desk, finding only a gum wrapper. It was clean beneath the desk blotter, and there was nothing taped up behind the map or bulletin board.
When he had arrived that morning there was an envelope on his desk with his name on it in elegant script. Since there was no stamp or postmark, it had apparently been handdelivered. He pulled out a large card and reread it. It was an invitation to a reception on Saturday night for the vice president of the United States, at the home of Don and Stella Ennis in Beargrass Village. Jeez, Joe thought, the vice president!
On the bottom of the invitation, beneath the RSVP, was written: If you wear your red uniform shirt I’ll know you want to talk. If you don’t, I’ll leave you alone. But you ARE coming. It was signed “S.”