Mary arched her eyebrows in a way that told Joe he was wrong about that. But she didn’t pursue it.
“You probably heard that Don Ennis hired Marcus Hand as his defense lawyer,” Mary said. Hand was a flamboyant attorney who lived in Jackson and was nationally famous for freeing guilty clients.
“I heard.”
“Hand’s already claiming it was entrapment,” Mary said.
“And that Pete Illoway and Shane Suhn are lying to keep themselves out of jail. If they don’t find Stella’s body soon, he’ll claim Ennis didn’t even murder her.”
Joe nodded. He could only imagine how the recorded words and images from the studio would be twisted and reinterpreted for a jury. He tried not to think of what Stella’s body would look like when it was finally found. The image made him shiver. The condition of her body would likely be beyond any possibility of providing evidence that she had been injured before drowning, and Hand would no doubt make an issue of that.
Tassell’s men had found a receiver in Shane Suhn’s office at Beargrass Village that was tuned to the transmitter in Will’s truck, as well as cassette tapes of Jensen’s radio communications. They also brought back the developer’s telephone log, which Joe got a look at. The most interesting thing on the log was a call to Ennis immediately following Pi and Birdy’s call. It was from Randy Pope, urging Ennis to contact him immediately. Luckily, Ennis had already left for Wildwater Photography and hadn’t been warned off.
“Don Ennis will be out on the street within a year, is my prediction,” Mary said.
Joe shrugged in a “what can you do?” gesture.
“But it looks like there won’t be any Beargrass Village,”
she said, her expression of relief revealing, for the first time, what she thought of the project. “Not with Pete Illoway 300
pulling out of it. Without his blessing, it would be just another milliondollar housing development, and Jackson has enough of those.”
Joe wasn’t sure what to say next. He picked up his box.
“I rented a car until they replace my pickup,” he said. “The county attorney will need Will’s truck for evidence at the trial.”
She looked up. “Will you be coming back?”
“Do you mean for the trial, or for good?”
“For good.”
He looked away. “I don’t know where I’ll be,” he said, thinking of Pope’s threats, knowing his career probably hinged on who was elected governor. “I’m still suspended.”
“I hope you come back,” Mary said, a softness around her eyes Joe found touching. “I think you’re a good man.”
Not as good as you think, Joe thought but didn’t say.
“Right now, I need to get home,” he said, and carried his box out the door.
It felt strange to be in a compact rental car instead of a highprofile pickup, he thought, as the National Elk Refuge passed by his window. It felt like he was sitting on the pavement as he drove, and when he looked in his rearview mirror he saw the grilles and headlights of vehicles behind him, not the drivers.
While he drove, Joe reviewed what had taken place in Jackson. He had been instrumental in bringing down a multimillionaire and stopping a Good Meat development, and in the process had partially avenged a game warden’s reputation. He had also killed a man he had no ill feelings toward. Now, Joe was returning to Saddlestring under suspension, with a cloud of guilt still hovering over him in regard to his feelings for Stella, in a compact car with a motor already struggling with the ascent into the mountains. But he couldn’t wait to get home. It felt like he’d been gone a year.
The sight of the gleaming white Tetons in his rearview mirror did nothing for him. Neither did the thought of Don Ennis skirting the charges due to the machinations of a celebrity lawyer.
When Joe first met Sheriff Tassell following Will Jensen’s funeral, the sheriff had said, “There are people here who don’t think they need to play by the rules.” Later, Smoke Van Horn had called it all a big game. Both, Joe thought, were right.
He pictured Marybeth, Sheridan, and Lucy. How little he had thought of them recently, how his life and struggles had been his alone. How he had almost strayed. He pulled over to let the little engine cool down and put his head in his hands.
Joe couldn’t remember ever having felt so small.
Thirty Nine
It was mid afternoon when Joe turned off Bighorn Road. The sight of his home filled him with joy and trepidation, Lucy’s bike in the yard, Toby nickering to him from the corral, dried leaves in the grass that needed raking. Unfortunately, his mother inlaw’s SUV was in the driveway next to Marybeth’s van.
He climbed out of the rental car and stretched, not used to being cramped up like that for hours. Maxine didn’t recognize him until he got out—she was looking for his pickup—and came bounding outside through the screen door.
“Dad!” Lucy yelled from her window. It was one of the best things he had ever heard. Marybeth appeared smiling at the front door, looking blond, fit, and beautiful. They embraced just inside the front gate, Lucy now running out to see him.
“Joe,” Marybeth said, “why didn’t you call ahead?” “My cell phone burned up in the fire,” he said.
“Your face,” she said, running her palms over his features, “it’s bruised. You need to tell me everything that’s happened.”
Joe looked up, saw Missy in the doorway. He thought her smile was not genuine.
“Later,” he said.
“We have steaks in the freezer I can thaw,” Marybeth said. “I want to cook you a big dinner.”
Joe smiled.
Missy stayed for dinner, much to Joe’s chagrin. She told him about Italy, about the food and the style of clothes they wore there, about the service in first class. Joe wanted to burst, there was so much to tell Marybeth. And so much he wanted to hear.
Sheridan sat sullenly at the table, and Joe felt the tension between her and Marybeth, even if neither said anything.
At one point, while Missy was describing Venice, Sheridan looked up and said, “I’m glad you’re home, Dad.”
“I am too,” he said.
She made an “it’s been rough” eye roll, then bent her head back to her plate. Joe saw that Marybeth had watched the exchange carefully, and he wondered what was to come later, after Missy left.
There was something about Marybeth, he thought. She seemed extremely pleased to see him, but overconciliatory and a little guarded. If she wasn’t angry with him, he decided, it was something else. Something had come between them, and he couldn’t guess what. His suspension, the fact that he had killed a man? His arrest? All of the above? Or maybe, he thought, it had been their distance. In fifteen years of marriage, they had never been apart for so long.
Again, the cloud of guilt that was Stella washed over him.
He decided not to tell her. Now was not the time. He didn’t know if there ever would be a time. And he wouldn’t ask her what was wrong, what it was that made her seem different, defensive, even guilty. He would eat steak and keep his mouth shut.
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After they cleared the dinner dishes off the table, Joe went down the hallway toward the bathroom and glanced into Sheridan’s room. It was different, and it took him a moment to figure out what had changed.
“Where are your falconry posters?” he asked her. Over the past three years, Sheridan had filled a wall with depictions of falcons and hawks of North America, as well as National Geographic wildlife shots of falcons in flight and going for a kill. They had been replaced by photos of rodeo cowboys and rock musicians cut out of magazines. He looked at her bookshelf and saw that the books on falconry that Nate had given her were gone.
Sheridan looked up from her homework. “I guess I’ve got new interests.”
“That came about pretty quickly,” he said.
“Dad,” Sheridan said, “Nate is gone. Didn’t Mom tell you that?”