p. 90 ‘I feel I. .’: Letters Vol. 6 p. 182.
p. 90 ‘will to write. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 621.
p. 90 ‘that one thing. .’: Rainer Maria Rilke, Selected Letters p. 143.
p. 91 ‘Either happiness or. .’: ibid p. 10.
p. 91 ‘Du mußt dein. .’: from ‘Archaic Torso of Apollo’, The Selected Poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke, edited and translated by Stephen Mitchell, Vintage International, New York, 1989 p. 6.
p. 91 ‘i.e. find a different. .’: Selected Letters, edited by Anthony Thwaite, Faber, 1992 p. 315.
p. 92 ‘ancient enmity between. .’: Selected Poetry, p. 87.
p. 92 ‘For one human. .’: ibid p. 306.
p. 92 ‘Fidelity to oneself. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 308.
p. 92 ‘I don’t sacrifice. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 75.
p. 92 ‘not the work. .’: Thomas Hardy p. 12.
pp. 92 ‘I don’t think. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 215.
p. 96 ‘in the moment. .’: Walter Benjamin, ‘A Small History of Photography’ in One Way Street, Verso, 1979 p. 245.
p. 97 ‘the tree’s life. .’: ‘Pan in America’, Phoenix p. 25.
p. 97 ‘Thank God I. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 307.
p. 97 ‘It is hard. .’: Selected Letters p. 157.
p. 97 ‘no life without. .’: from ‘Lullaby of Cape Cod’, Part of Speech, Oxford University Press, Oxford, 1980 p. 113.
p. 97 ‘I feel a. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 301.
p. 98 ‘One can no. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 266.
p. 98 ‘meant nothing to. .’: Rainer Maria Rilke, Selected Letters p. 30.
p. 98 ‘Whisper to the. .’: Selected Poetry p. 255.
p. 99 ‘happy as a. .’: Vincent Van Gogh, The Letters, selected and edited by Ronald De Leeuw, Allen Lane, 1996 p. 361.
p. 99 ‘convinced that every. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 436.
p. 99 ‘Perhaps there remains. .’: The Selected Poetry p. 151.
p. 100 ‘A fine wind. .’: Poems p. 29.
p. 101 ‘You mustn’t look. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 183.
p. 104 ‘The best readings. .’: Real Presences, Faber, 1989 p. 17.
p. 104 ‘syllabus of enacted. .’: ibid p. 20.
p. 105 ‘very thorough in. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 473.
p. 106 ‘the judgment may. .’: Sea and Sardinia, Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1944 p. 131.
p. 109 ‘Blair has been. .’: Letters Vol. 7 p. 641.
p. 112 ‘she lifted her. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 40.
p. 112 ‘Now it is. .’: Poems p. 716.
p. 112 ‘apples on tall. .’: Letters Vol. 7 p. 455, discussed by Sagar in D. H. Lawrence: Life into Art, Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1985 p. 341.
p. 112 ‘it is just. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 692.
p. 113 ‘the apples blown. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 216.
p. 113 ‘seems already a. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 282.
p. 114 ‘Since Lawrence died. .’: quoted by Janet Byrne in A Genius for Living, Bloomsbury, 1995 p. 376.
p. 115 ‘Whoever reads me. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 201.
p. 115 ‘What do I. .’: Phoenix p. 232.
pp. 115 ‘I enjoy looking. .’: quoted by Janet Byrne p. 376.
p. 116 ‘tapping out an. .’: ‘Elegy: D. H. Lawrence’ in The Essential Rebecca West, Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1983 p. 392.
p. 116 ‘I feel there. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 304.
p. 116 ‘wearied himself to. .’: Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1950, p. 33.
p. 117 ‘When I drive. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 431.
p. 117 ‘always be a. .’: ibid p. 434
pp. 118 ‘So vivid a. .’: ibid pp. 459–60.
p. 121 ‘not so much. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 235.
pp. 121 ‘The land is. .’: ibid p. 238.
p. 122 ‘Have you noticed. .’: Vol. 2, Penguin, Harmondsworth, p. 508.
p. 122 ‘the one bright. .’: ‘Why the Novel Matters’, Phoenix p. 535.
p. 122 ‘the highest form. .’: ‘The Novel’, Phoenix II p. 416.
p. 122 ‘In our time. .’: op cit p. 383.
p. 123 ‘Their freedom of. .’: Testaments Betrayed, Faber, 1995 p. 160.
p. 123 ‘a new art. .’: The Art of the Novel, Faber, 1988 p. 65.
p. 124 ‘A book which. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 479.
p. 126 ‘One’s native land. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 312.
p. 128 ‘the least reticent. .’: op cit p. 166.
p. 132 ‘This is a. .’: Damn You, England, Faber, 1994 pp. 193–4.
p. 132 ‘living in a. .’: ibid p. 15.
p. 132 ‘the root of. .’: ibid p. 195.
p. 132 ‘Curse you, my. .’: Letters Vol. 1 p. 424.
p. 132 ‘I curse my. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 92.
p. 132 ‘If thine eye. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 414.
p. 134 Volentieri: quoted by Paul Carter in Living in a New Country, Faber, 1992 p. 154.
p. 135 ‘It is the. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 495.
p. 135 ‘We can so. .’: ‘Requiem for a Friend’, The Selected Poetry p. 85.
p. 135 ‘The tragedy of. .’: Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1961 p. 212.
p. 136 ‘from The Rainbow. .’: quoted by Janet Byrne p. 411.
p. 136 ‘sick with fatigue’ etc.: Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1960 pp. 149–51.
p. 137 ‘I looked down. .’: ibid p. 158.
p. 137 ‘the dangerous privilege. .’: Cambridge University Press, Cambridge, 1986 p. 8.
p. 138 ‘To know serenity. .’: Engaging Form, Cape, 1988 p. 85.
p. 139 ‘He who returns. .’: ‘Adioses’, Plenos Poderes, Losada, Buenos Aires, 1962 p. 461.
p. 139 ‘I feel I. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 263.
p. 139 ‘grew together as. .’: Cape, 1987 p. 50.
p. 139 ‘Oh Schwiegermutter it. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 238.
p. 140 ‘This place no. .’: Letters Vol. 7 p. 651.
p. 141 ‘Either you go. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 170.
p. 141 ‘Freedom is a. .’: ibid p. 191.
p. 142 ‘he did nothing. .’: quoted by Rebecca West p. 395.
p. 142 ‘you’ve always done. .’: ‘The Life with a Hole in It’, Collected Poems, edited by Anthony Thwaite, Faber, 1988 p. 202.
p. 142 ‘My wife and. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 734.
p. 142 ‘The only history. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 161.
pp. 142 ‘We had almost. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 175.
p. 143 ‘It is my. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 238.
p. 143 ‘Really, why does. .’: Letters Vol. 7 p. 165.