p. 143 ‘Each one of. .’: Faber, 1987 p. 48.
p. 144 ‘Basically it’s none. .’: Letters on Cézanne, Cape, 1989 p. 8.
p. 144 ‘Naturally I don’t. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 45.
p. 144 ‘I have painted. .’: ibid p. 570.
p. 145 ‘Lawrence was always. .’: quoted by Janet Byrne p. 310.
p. 145 ‘the washing, cooking. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 111.
p. 147 ‘By now, it. .’: ‘Fine Adjustments’, Acrimony, Faber, 1986 p. 77.
p. 148 ‘The photograph. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 208.
p. 150 ‘I owe you. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 505.
p. 150 ‘remind Frieda. .’: ‘Of course Frieda. .’: ibid p. 654 and p. 658.
p. 150 ‘can’t help feeling. .’: Letters Vol. 6 p. 542.
p. 151 ‘I am thoroughly. .’: Sea and Sardinia, p. 28.
p. 151 ‘Does the return. .’: Letters Vol. 4 pp. 375–6.
p. 151 ‘I don’t want. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 519.
p. 152 ‘everybody is hard. .’: The Letters 1857–1880, edited by Francis Steegmuller, Harvard, Cambridge, 1982 p. 156.
p. 153 ‘to absorb himself. .’: op cit p. xxxi.
p. 154 ‘painting and fucking. .’: op cit p. 365.
p. 155 ‘Painting is a. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 619.
p. 156 ‘an even more. .’: op cit p. xxvi.
p. 156 ‘I shall turn. .’: I have departed slightly from Walter Kaufmann’s translation of this line from The Gay Science p. 223.
p. 160 ‘No, I don’t. .’ etc.: Letters Vol. 4 p. 108.
p. 161 ‘I feel my. .’: ibid p. 98.
p. 161 ‘marvellous air, marvellous. .’: ibid p. 239.
p. 161 ‘If all goes. .’: Selected Letters p. 192.
p. 162 ‘the life-exhaustion feeling. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 189.
p. 162 ‘no life of. .’: ibid p. 406.
p. 162 ‘Suddenly that I. .’: ibid p. 168.
p. 163 ‘people who rave. .’: Letters Vol. 7 p. 489.
p. 163 ‘one of those. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 113.
p. 163 ‘one does nothing. .’: Sea and Sardinia p. 76.
p. 163 ‘of more and. .’: quoted by Sagar p. 354.
p. 164 ‘So Mabel thought. .’: Brenda Maddox, The Married Man, Sinclair-Stevenson, 1994 p. 367.
p. 164 Magris: Danube, Collins Harville, 1989 p. 77.
p. 164 ‘a black ribbon. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 621.
p. 164 ‘is just twice. .’: ibid p. 622.
p. 165 ‘exactly like the. .’: ibid p. 636.
p. 165 ‘it got on. .’: ibid p. 637.
p. 165 ‘Never will I. .’: ibid p. 638.
p. 165 ‘Many thanks for. .’: ibid p. 638.
p. 166 ‘But always remember. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 595.
p. 166 ‘More and more. .’: Letters Vol. 4 p. 154.
p. 166 ‘for the first. .’: ibid p. 170.
p. 167 ‘I only know. .’: ibid p. 170.
p. 167 ‘and his rat-hole. .’: ibid p. 234.
p. 167 ‘I am essentially. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 67.
p. 167 ‘My business is. .’: Letters Vol. 6 p. 72.
p. 167 ‘All truth — and. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 519.
p. 168 ‘But I do. .’: Letters Vol. 7 p. 574.
p. 168 ‘One no longer. .’: op cit p. 355.
p. 168 ‘For my part. .’: Letters Vol. 7 p. 616.
p. 169 ‘very nice to. .’: Letters Vol. 6. p. 148.
p. 169 ‘that stillness in. .’: Letters Vol. 7 p. 235.
p. 169 ‘sitting in the. .’: ibid p. 211.
p. 169 ‘It is very. .’: ibid p. 510.
p. 17 °Carey: The Intellectuals and the Masses, Faber, 1992, particularly pp. 10–12 and 75–80.
p. 170 ‘struggle inside. .’: Letters Vol. 2 p. 161.
p. 171 ‘never finish making. .’: The Rebel, Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1962, p. 67.
p. 171 ‘both their wretchedness. .’: ‘Summer in Algiers’, Selected Essays and Notebooks p. 81.
p. 171 ‘only one thing. .’: ‘Summer in Algiers’, op cit pp. 89–90.
p. 171 ‘slightly intoxicated’: Selected Letters p. 67.
p. 171 ‘If the Greeks. .’: ‘Helen’s Exile’, Selected Essays and Notebooks p. 136.
pp. 171 ‘there is no. .’: ‘Love of Life’, ibid p. 60.
p. 172 ‘in the most. .’: The Gay Science p. 242.
p. 172 ‘the double damnation. .’: Selected Essays and Notebooks p. 19.
p. 172 ‘Never to wish. .’: I have set down Nietzsche’s ideal of amor fati like this because this is exactly how I remember it, even though I have remembered it — from R. J. Hollingdale’s translation — slightly inaccurately: cf Ecce Homo, Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1979 p. 68.
p. 174 ‘beastly Oaxaca’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 235.
p. 176 ‘Poor Bertie Russell. .’: quoted by Harry T. Moore in The Priest of Love, Penguin, Harmondsworth, 1976 p. 516.
p. 177 ‘To be brave. .’: Epilogue to Movements in European History, Oxford University Press, Oxford, 1981 p. 308.
p. 178 ‘men who give. .’: Into Their Labours, Granta, 1992 p. 329.
p. 184 ‘malaria — with grippe. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 230.
p. 191 ‘very pleasant’ and ‘very beautiful’: Letters Vol. 5, respectively p. 163 and p. 177.
p. 193 ‘Let a man. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 21.
p. 193 ‘a mere wreck. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 230.
p. 193 ‘so foul one. .’: Letters Vol. 3 p. 55.
p. 203 ‘Don’t for heaven’s. .’: Letters Vol. 6 p. 535.
p. 212 ‘it would be. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 585.
p. 220 ‘old nodality’: ‘Taos’, Phoenix, p. 100.
p. 224 ‘I am no. .’: Sea and Sardinia p. 49.
p. 227 ‘Cars of women. .’: quoted by Janet Byrne p. 385.
p. 230 ‘Think of the. .’: The Complete Poems 1927–1979, Noonday Press/Farrar, Straus and Giroux, New York, 1983 pp. 93–4.
p. 231 ‘What is it. .’: Letters Vol. 5 p. 196. p. 231 ‘Why can’t one. .’ and ‘Why does one. .’: Sea and Sardinia, respectively, p. 1 and p. 3.
p. 232 ‘a prisoner deprived. .’: The Book of Disquiet, Quartet, 1991 p. 125.
p. 234 ‘able to stifle. .’: op cit p. 80.
Endnotes
1. What Lawrence intended to sit under, Rilke, in the first of the Duino Elegies, was content merely to glimpse and speculate upon: ‘Perhaps there remains for us some tree on a hillside. .’