And then we convinced her to come hang out with everyone the night before the first of our exams.
“All right.” Denver turned to Rowena with a cocky smile. “What, or should I say whom, are you going to miss most?”
Music played softly in the background of the restaurant on Nicholson Street. We gathered around a large corner table, chatting and drinking after a great meal. Merriment mingled with melancholy. We seemed to have collectively agreed that this might be one of the last nights we all hung out together.
Rowena pretended to muse over the question.
“Oh, come on.” Matt winked at her. “We all know the answer, and it’s in my lap.”
“Whit?” Rowena raised an eyebrow at him. “Chlamydia?”
We laughed and Matt heaved an exasperated sigh, his eyes begging us not to mock him tonight.
“You walked into that one. You’ll find no sympathy here,” Claudia teased.
“Seriously, seriously,” Rowena drew our focus back to her, “I honestly think ah will miss Matt’s atrocious social skills.”
“Thank you!” he said, raising his pint like he’d just been validated.
She snorted and then looked at Jake and me sitting together. “Ah’ll miss the Jake-and-Charley saga. Better than any romance novel.” She lifted her glass to us. “Cheers for the angst, guys.”
I laughed, only somewhat embarrassed that our relationship ups and downs had played out for our friends over the year.
“And,” she smiled, a genuine, almost sad smile now, “ah will miss ma favorite band, The Stolen. Ah wish ye loads eh success, guys. Ye so deserve it.”
“Oh man,” Denver pulled her into his side, “she had to go get all mushy on me. I think I might cry.”
“Shut up.” She pushed at him playfully but stopped struggling when he tugged her close for a long hug.
I felt a little weepy and when I looked over at Claudia, she was wiping tears from the corner of her eyes. She saw me looking and grimaced. “What?” she huffed. “I’m a girl. Sue me.”
“Well, I would say no one would have a chance at suing you with your upcoming fancy law degree,” Lowe nudged her arm with his, smirking, “but it’s not final until you take the LSATs.”
Claudia rolled her eyes. “Don’t remind me. Just let me get through these exams first.” She grinned at me and I was relieved to see the smile was genuine.
This past year had changed my best friend perhaps even more than it had changed me. Although I watched her go through heartbreak, I also watched her come out the other side stronger than before. Claudia started college with me not knowing who she was or what she wanted out of life. I guess… she still wasn’t sure about that. She was still looking. But… she definitely knew what she didn’t want. She didn’t want to be second best and she didn’t know if she wanted to be a lawyer, but she was going to try her hand at it until she found her answer.
Beck was a different story.
While my relationship with Jake had only grown stronger over the last few weeks, my trust in him deepening now that I knew we were facing things together, Claudia and Beck’s friendship disintegrated. I knew from speaking to Jake that Beck tried to be patient and wait out Claudia’s mourning period over the loss of yet another parental figure, but as the days passed and her bitchiness toward him did not soften, Beck’s hurt turned into anger.
Since Claudia’s friendship with Lowe hadn’t changed, it was impossible for Beck and Claud to avoid one another. So now their interactions were antagonistic and a far cry from where they’d started out. Claudia had agreed to go on tour with The Stolen this summer as their manager, so I had no idea how that would work out for them. I had my fingers and toes crossed that somehow, a miracle would happen and they’d both pull their obstinate heads out of their asses.
As for Dustin, Claudia hadn’t heard from him since our departure from Barcelona. It was hard at first, but once I told my parents what happened, they rallied around Claudia. They Skyped Claudia just as much as they did me. The only one who didn’t was Andie. Claudia missed Andie almost as much as I did. But I wasn’t ready to let go of my anger.
My sister hadn’t spoken to me in months. She’d stopped supporting me. I didn’t know how we were going to get over the rift, or if we ever would with Jake in my life. I had no intention of letting go of Jake, and since Andie was the one with the problem with him, I couldn’t see how it would do me any good to take the first step toward mending that fence. It was up to Andie to take the first step. I just hoped I wouldn’t have a long wait on my hands. Or that Claudia would, either. Andie had given Claudia that older sister wisdom, support, and advice she’d always craved. Our argument wasn’t fair to Claud. But she never once complained. Plus, I think Mom, Dad, Jake, and I did a pretty good job helping her out.
The dark in the back of her eyes wasn’t completely gone, and the bitterness she felt still existed through her interactions with Beck, but I knew that Team Redford and Jake helped her mourn and try to move on.
We were obnoxiously persistent that way.
“All right, Rowena told us what she’s going to miss about us, but what are we going to miss about Scotland? Rowena and Maggie, obviously, but what or who else?” Claudia smiled around, her eyes jumping over Beck like he didn’t exist.
I resisted the urge to throw my napkin at her.
“I’m going to miss the accents,” Denver said.
“Ooh, good one.” Claudia nodded. “I’m going to miss Digestive biscuits.”
“Irn Bru,” Lowe named the Scottish soda drink that was surprisingly addictive.
“Milk.” Beck referred to the bar they played all the time.
“Scottish girls with purple hair.” Matt grinned at Rowena.
“Aw, that was kind of sweet.” Claudia looked as surprised as the rest of us.
He shrugged. “I can do sweet. I do know how to tone down all this raw animal magnetism.”
Claudia groaned. “Annnnnddd… he’s back.”
Laughing, Jake relaxed against his seat, his arm across the back of mine. “I’m going to miss,” he shot me a mischievous look, “Arthur’s Seat.”
Chuckling, I nodded. “Yeah, I’m going to miss that too.”
“Well,” Lowe scratched his chin, “I just learned more about Jake and Charley than I wanted to know.”
As everyone laughed, I leaned forward, looking at my friends, memorizing their faces. “I’m going to miss this. Right here.”
We were silent a moment, soaking it in, knowing that there would probably never come a time when we’d all be together again. Making great friends and saying goodbye—it was a bittersweet certainty of college.
My phone blasted in my purse and everyone groaned.
“Way to ruin the moment, Charley,” Lowe grinned, teasing.
I rolled my eyes at them as I pulled out my phone. “It’s my dad, I’ll be a sec.” I answered his call, laughter in my voice, “Hey, Dad, can I call you back, I’m—”
“Charley, something’s happened,” he interrupted, his words so grave, unease rolled up from my stomach.
I stuck my finger in my other ear to block out the noise around me. “What? What happened?”
“You need to come home, Charley. It’s Andie.”
The world narrowed, black shadows creeping in at the edges of my vision and my chest… my chest felt so tight. “Dad?”
“She’s been in an accident. She’s in a coma. You have to come home, Charley. You have to come home.”
“Oh Go—” The black swarmed my vision and I couldn’t breathe.
“Charley?”
“Oh my God, what’s happening?”
“Charley? Charley!”
“Jim, it’s Claudia. What’s going on?”