“Five bucks,” a skinny Vietnamese valet said, ready for me to argue with him.
“Twenty. I park it, you watch it. Sound fair?” I said shooting him my best I’m-not-going-to-eat-you smile. He must have been a tough guy, because he smiled back, usually people don’t.
“Okey doke,” he said. I walked towards the club, wondering what the hell I hoped to find here that wasn’t back at Club Xtasy, except maybe a job. That would show Manny.
“I saw her standing there.” Cheesy Brit pop assaulted my ears as I pushed through the curtains into Fantasia’s bikini bar. It must be said, The Beatles were pussies. John, Paul, George and that goofy mutant Ringo, pussies one and all. With their whiny, simpering love songs and simple solutions to complex questions. “Love is all you need.” Tell that to an eight year old boy whose mother is a mean drunk Jesus freak who thinks cornflakes are dinner. Fuck love, what I needed when she took a belt to my ass was a.44 and an airtight alibi.
I dropped a ten on the counter girl and looked around the big dark hall of a room. Citizens were lined up three deep at the bar. On stage, a chick in a day glow orange string bikini was twisting the night away for a group of Asian businessmen. Kneeling down, she let them stuff singles into her bikini top and cop a quick feel of her silicone-stuffed tits.
“Manager around tonight?”
“Every night, you a bouncer?”
“What, my size gave me away?”
“No, you just don’t dress hip enough to be a DJ, and you sure ain’t no dancer.”
“Could be a bartender.”
“Don’t have the style to pull that off either. No, bouncer it is.”
“Fine. Point me towards his office.”
She smirked and flicked a thumb over her shoulder. I pushed through the crowd, smiling at all the lovelies. Damn, a fine woman can bring a smile to my face.
When I knocked at the office door a smokey woman’s voice told me to enter.
She sat behind the desk, all three hundred and fifty pounds of her.
“You a bouncer?”
“Yeah.”
“Where did you work?”
“Xtasy.”
“I know Manny, how did you fuck him?”
“Didn’t. Caught a girl freelancing. Stopped it. Some teeth may have gotten broken, maybe a rib or two.”
She let out a fleshy rumbling laugh. “What part of Eastern Europe did the girl come from?”
“How did you know where she was from?”
“Just a guess.”
“Any chance of picking up a shift?”
“Not a chance in hell. I don’t want to go to war with that Persian bastard Manny over a bouncer. We understand?”
“Sure, I’ll get out of your way.”
“Look, tell you what I’ll do — leave me your number, I’ll call Manny, if he’s cool, maybe something could be worked out. Could use a big no-shit guy like you.”
I left her office with the promise of a call and a free drink pass. I stood by the bar, planning not to drink. Letting my eyes move over the back bar until I spotted it: McCallans. But no, I was not going to drink.
“You want a drink?”
“Yes.” I answered without hesitation.
“McCallans, right? You’re staring at it with intent.”
“Really?”
“And now you’re staring at my tits.” She was a Japanese girl with cropped platinum hair. “So which will it be, tits or scotch?”
“Let’s start with scotch and see where that leads us.”
It’s called a slip, like you hit some black ice and booze fell into your mouth. Bullshit. Watching that magical amber liquid fill the glass I felt like I was coming home from a long lonely trip. I lifted the glass. First the smell, like liquid peat smoke. Then the taste, clean. Then the warmth.
“Again.”
“You and that glass want to get a room?” She was grinning playfully at me as she filled my glass and moved down the bar. The second drink I sipped. In the mirror behind the bar I could scan the colorful dancing room. I felt the tension and rage drift away.
I caught a glimpse of a brassy red haired girl. Spun around and near toppled a burly man in a paint-streaked work shirt. He pivoted, fast, ready, his fist cocked down low. He met my eyes.
“Whoa, Cowboy,” I said, eyes going flat. “This ain’t the OK Corral, and I’m not the black hat.”
“That’s racially insensitive,” he said, not relaxing a muscle.
“What?”
“Black hat. It implies and supports the racist view that black is bad and by contrast, white is good.”
“I’m not a racist.”
“I’m sure Hitler and his gang of psychopathic fuck-heads said the same. Point is, racists never say they’re racist.”
“That’s it, motherfucker, first you call me a racist, now a Nazi. Why don’t we take a little stroll outside so I can kick your…” My words were cut short by a thick black man pressed into overalls and a net shirt.
“We got a problem, Earl?” he said to the man.
“No problem, I was simply schooling this man in the inherent racism of modern English.”
The big man shook his head, looking at me with a knowing sadness. “Call you a racist?”
“And a Nazi.”
“You’re not the first to want to pummel him. Earl, you be a madman!”
“Thank you, sir.” Earl’s eyes flicking between us.
“But he’s our madman.” He dropped enough edge into his voice to make it clear Earl was under his protection.
“I get it.” I jutted out a hand to this fellow bouncer. “Name’s Moses McGuire.”
“They call me Mac.” He smiled, showing me several gold teeth.
“As in ‘truck’?”
“To the guys ‘round here.”
“And ‘Daddy’ to the ladies?”
“Pow, give the man a toy doll.” With a wink, he floated off to look for real trouble. I settled in for a drink with my new friend, local artist and cunning linguist, Earl. The club was a bikini bar, so the girls stripped down to bra and panties. Most of the action took place in the VIP room. The lack of nudity gave the place the feeling of the prom these guys never had. Only at this prom, their dates were wearing outfits from Victoria’s Secret and if the floor man wasn’t looking, they could get nasty in the back room.
Antony and the Johnsons filling the room with their sad operatic heartbreaking sound. Earl was droning on about the power of the Industrial Arts Movement or some such crap I didn’t understand when I saw her…
On stage, a backlit silhouette, tall, lithe, with the muscular body of a ballet dancer. She rose up on the balls of her feet and started to spin, extending her arms as she did. The front lights came up, shining off her long chestnut hair. A lump caught in my throat. I spent my nights surrounded by pretty girls, but she took my breath away. She had a delicate face with strong high cheek bones. Her full lips were slightly parted, showing the small gap in her front teeth. This small imperfection only made her more beautiful. But what really nailed me were her eyes, sea green, they sparkled in the lights. It was as if she was holding some wonderful secret behind those eyes. She looked twenty-five, but I bet she was younger.
“Last of the true aristocrats, a Romanoff I’m sure.” Earl’s voice came from far off.
“What?”
“Our Katerina. She escaped the Bolsheviks, crossed the frozen…” I stopped listening when her glittering eyes singled me out of the crowd and locked in like a sniper’s laser. She held the pole, swaying slowly to the half beat of Antony and the Johnsons. Slow and seductive, she was desire incarnate. Those eyes calling me to her. Telling me all this was mine, it always had been, it always would be.
Never breaking our eye contact, I walked past the tables of drunks and dancers toward the stage. I dropped two twenties at her feet. She came to the edge of the stage and leaned down, whispering “thank you” in my ear. She had a thick accent, and the feel of her warm breath sent tingles up my back. Grabbing the pole, she flipped up so she was suspended in the air by her thighs. Arching her back she hung with her arms extended, tilting back her head, she gave me a wicked smile.