Nylon Pinder wore white shoes and pants with a white patent-leather belt secured by a Wells Fargo replica buckle. He sported a polyester nik-nik shirt with pastel clouds and the faces of women of the 1930’s superimposed on flying borzois. Nylon was hugely moved by the ceremony. He shook my hand with both of his and said simply: “It is the dawn of a great era.” The morning paper had spattered his tongue with new phrases. Nevertheless, he still bore the livid scar on his cheek, one further mark of the all-consuming dog.
Catherine had put her head on my shoulder as we danced. When Roxy and Peavey came into our view, I asked if we could double-cut, and we did.
“Well, I’ve done it,” said Roxy.
“My congratulations.”
“I think you will agree the end is always in sight.”
“The end of what?”
“The end of the absinthe.”
“Is that what you meant?”
She said, “No.”
* * *
I guess Catherine and I had danced a half hour or so when I first spotted Marcelline with her boyfriend. I might have seen them earlier but I was not looking in the direction of the diving board; and I believe the two of them had been lurking in the sea grapes over there.
The boyfriend wore a sparkling Hawaiian shirt and Marcelline had, once more, her air of corrupt glamour, bits of bright string and ribbon tied in her hair, blatant paste rings on every finger.
“Your family have been here a long time, haven’t they?” asked the boyfriend indulgently.
“Yes, yes they have.”
“Isn’t that your father?”
“No,” I said.
“How up are you on local history?”
“Not that up.”
“You ever heard about Lieutenant Pomeroy?”
“I don’t think so.”
Our dancing came to a complete stop. Marcelline put her hand in my back pocket.
“Well,” said the boyfriend, “he was a native of Key West who fought the pirates two hundred years ago.” They were leading us toward the sea grapes. “He was killed escorting a slave ship from Havana.” We were in the trees at the edge of the sea now. I could hear hermit crabs in the awkward roots where the tide glided unmercifully. “He might have been kin to you.”
“Why are you telling me about Lieutenant Pomeroy?”
“Well uh, Marcelline and I are kind of low, kind of cash-poor right now—”
“And what?” Dread arose. The boyfriend picked up the sack from between the roots.
“Do you want to buy him?”
He stretched open the sack and there was Lieutenant Pomeroy.
Marcelline said, “It’s purely historical. I mean, there’s no jewelry. There’s some military buttons and a sword handle. But we guarantee he’s complete.”
I glimpsed the bones glowing in the sack and turned suddenly. “No,” I said. Catherine was already gone. I hurried to the dancers and still I couldn’t see her. Then, from nowhere, she passed close to me, carrying her wrap.
“It was awful,” I said, aching with hope and guilt.
“You attract that sort of thing like a lightning rod.”
“I do not!” I said desperately. I could see it coming.
“Then why why why do these things always happen to us?”
“Oh please, darling, don’t blame me for it. I didn’t do it.”
“Sweetie, I can’t stand it.”
And then she was gone. I watched her in her silk dress go shimmering through the palms and vanish. Then a bright car filled the space she’d gone through and spilled dancers onto the lawn.
When I turned around, he was walking from the diving board toward me. Roxy and Peavey stood amid applause and elevated glasses. He said, “This is a sham but it’s not my money. I’ll see you at your place at twelve. No sense staying beyond that.”
By the time I got to Catherine’s, there was a cab in front and suitcases on the sidewalk. There were bones all over the yard.
“Is that Lieutenant Pomeroy?” I asked.
“Yes, they said they’d have never gone and gotten him if we were going to take it like that. They said we made them feel like second-class citizens.”
“Going to the bus?”
“Yes, I am.”
“Can I ride over with you?”
“Sure.”
“Aren’t you going to change?”
She was wearing her wedding clothes.
“No.”
“Can we make love one last time?”
“No.”
“Is there anything I can do?”
“There’s nothing in the house I want. Marcelline and that guy took the stereo in exchange for the skeleton. They were blown out and I was afraid to argue with them.”
We got the suitcases into the cab and sat in the back. When tears first came, the red flower in Catherine’s hair blurred until it filled the air. Then I stopped.
“Where are you going?” I asked.
“Thinking of going to Panama.”
“Why?”
“It’s the last place I saw you.” She pressed her beautiful hands to her face and said, “In Panama I’m married. I have a man and he’ll stand up for me through thick and thin. Everywhere else I’m in pieces.”
I will say for myself, when it all comes rattling down, that I bought her ticket to the mainland. She said, “You can die trying.” And the hydraulic doors closed behind her before I could tell her it was still the best way to go. When the bus swung around I saw the red flower in the window; and because I thought our souls would be together forever, I believed it was the third window from the left. I knew I would never see Catherine again.
At twelve o’clock Jesse came, a cane in the scabbard, his years at sea, the difficulties with the smokey subways of Boston behind him. He said, “We want the same thing.” He stepped through the door as though he owned the place and asked what I called him Jesse for. I told him you have so many names for things that matter. He walked across the room, leaned down, and turned on the lamp. Then he cut his eyes straight up to his portrait on the wall.
“When was that taken?” he asked.
“Ten years ago.”
“I’m wearing out fast,” he said and reached his hands out in front of himself. He gazed at their age spots. “I never thought I’d look like this.”
“Well, you do.” I sat down.
“You know who I am,” he said quietly. “Can’t you say hello?”
When I was young, we used to dive into the swimming pool from the highest board on moonless nights, without looking to see if there was water in the pool, knowing that it was emptied twice a month. I felt the same blind arc through darkness when I spoke to my father. He just watched me say the word and after that either of us could go, knowing there was more to be said and time to say it. Perhaps we wished there was not so much time.