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“Hey, I’m from Houston. Where were you born?”

She frowns. “I didn’t know that about you. It explains some things.”

“I don’t complain about the weather. I like the heat. It’s what separates the men from the boys. Only a certain kind of person can live in this town.”

“Now, that I can agree with. You know what my husband says? This city is a cocktail of everything wrong in the country-suburban sprawl, consumerism, religious fanatics-with a little olive of sanity floating in the middle.”

“Your husband sounds like an Inner Looper. Where’s he from?”

She smirks. “Virginia. But like the bumper sticker says, we weren’t born here, but we got here as fast as we could.”

“You and half the population of Louisiana.”

Her mouth twists. As Templeton would say, a palpable hit. “You know I went to Tulane, don’t you?”

“I’m just saying. If you come here from Louisiana and complain about the heat. . well, what were you expecting?”

Small talk with Sheila Green. I’ve definitely stepped through the looking glass. She seems to realize this, too.

“While I’ve got you in such an obliging mood,” she says, “let me ask you one thing. Your lieutenant, that beautiful Denzel-looking man?”

“You mean Bascombe? I don’t see the resemblance.”

“You don’t have the right kind of eyes. Anyway, did you pick something up from him last night, something a little off?”

“That tongue-lashing he gave me? Standard operating procedure.”

The temperature drops as we enter the autopsy theater, where an assistant in scrubs is already busy arranging instruments. Simone Walker’s body lies on a stainless steel table, translucently white under the bright lamps. Green goes straight over, but I hang back.

People say sometimes that you never grow accustomed to death, that something about a murder victim will always get to you, no matter how many you’ve seen before. But you do get used to it and it happens all too quickly. Perhaps the only profession that acclimatizes you quicker is war. Looking at the body on the slab, I feel nothing but curiosity. With the doctor’s help, it might speak to me. It might assist me in my work. Whatever a person really is-a consciousness, even a soul-is long gone at this point. Simone, to the extent she exists for me at all, isn’t lying on the table. She’s in the air, ever present and not at all.

I approach slowly, taking in the cold, clinical details that only here can be revealed. From the rib cage down the long line of her body, the skin remains untouched, almost pristine. The fatal wound is just over the breast, and it looks like the blade was buried to the hilt and seesawed back and forth, opening the gash ever wider.

“What I think,” Green says, “is that he killed her first with this one blow.” She leans over the wound with a gleaming pair of tweezers, clamping onto something within the opening, then holding it up for inspection. “See that? Some kind of fiber. If you had the top she was wearing, I would bet this thread would match up. But the clothes weren’t at the scene, were they?”

“Just the shorts she was wearing,” I say.

“The other puncture wounds are very different. See how uniform they are?” She points to six thin punctures in a row, arcing in a crescent across Simone’s chest. “He took her clothes off afterward, and probably straddled her, and started stabbing like this.” She reverses a scalpel in her fist and pummels the air. “I don’t know the significance of that, but it’s interesting.” The assistant hands her an instrument and she measures the depth of the wounds. “They’re shallower than the first stab.”

“Like he used a second knife?”

“Ah, I wouldn’t say that. It looks to me like the same blade; he’s just using the tip for the postmortem mutilation.”

While I process this, she and the assistant turn the body. Once again, the skin is unmarked until halfway up her back, then suddenly destroyed by a chaotic flurry of puncture marks.

“Look at this,” she says.

“He went crazy on her.”

“No, he didn’t. See this?” She uses the scalpel again to trace crescents over Simone’s back. “There it is. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. And there, too. Over and over again, but it’s that same pattern. Six in a row, all with the same arch.”

“Like the shape of a frown,” the assistant says.

Green shrugs. “Maybe.”

I stare at the diced stretch of skin, the same shallow gashes that mark the front of the body, only repeated over and over, one series on top of another. I study the shape, visualizing Green’s arm moving up and down like the bloodless knife in Psycho.

One, two, three, four, five, six, again and again-but for what?

I take a few steps back, then turn, closing my eyes to concentrate. There’s something coming, echoing up from the recesses of my mind, but it’s not an image so much as a sound. A dull reverberation on wood.

“Hand me that,” I say, reaching for the scalpel, but Dr. Green doesn’t oblige. I go to the empty table a few feet away, slipping out my pocketknife, snicking open the blade. Green and the assistant both follow me with their eyes.

I spread my hand on the stainless surface, moving my fingers wider, then slowly-very slowly-I tap the point of the blade against the table. To the left of my pinkie. One. Between the pinkie and ring finger. Two. Between the ring and middle finger. Three. Between the middle and index finger. Four. Between the index and thumb. Five. To the right of the thumb. Six.

“You see what it is?”

I start to repeat the pattern, but Green raises her hand.

“I see.”

“It’s like a game,” I say. “A dare. You start slow and you go faster and faster to prove just how good you really are, and how cold-blooded.”

She sets the scalpel down and holds her open hand just above Simone’s back, checking the pattern and nodding. “I think you’re right.”

Everything’s related. Nothing’s coincidental. A seemingly random frenzy isn’t random at all once you break it down. The logic emerges as all the brutality is reverse engineered, peeling back the layers until the first blow has yet to fall, then running it forward to confirm that your conjecture is right on target.

The man who killed Simone Walker stripped her to the waist and sat on top of her. He pressed his hand against her skin, spreading the fingers out, and then he tested himself. The shallow wounds weren’t meant to kill or even to cause her pain. She was only the canvas. No, not even that. She was the tabletop, existing only for one thing: to help her killer prove something to himself. He would have started slowly at first, just like I did. And once that initial practice was complete, he would have rolled her over to start fresh, going faster and faster.

“This changes things,” I say. “It’s not what I was expecting.”

“We’re not done yet.”

“I realize that. But I better make a call.”

I go into the hallway to use my phone, but all I get is Bascombe’s voicemail. I try Aguilar with the same result, and then Ordway, who picks up on the fifth ring and sounds winded. He listens to my news with mild interest, then informs me that after confronting Jason Young with his wife’s murder and his bloody clothes, the suspect responded as you’d expect.

“He lawyered up.”

“Is he still there?”

“Not anymore. Everyone’s packed it up for the day, in fact. I’m just heading out.”

“We’ll need samples from Young,” I say. “There’s no way he did this without cutting himself-did you check his hands for cuts? I remember seeing some on his knuckles.”

“Chief,” he says, “this’ll keep. The L.T. took his shot and came up with nothing.”

“And prints? You did print him before cutting him loose, right?”

“Beats me. Take it up with the man first thing in the morning.”

Back inside, Green looks at me expectantly and then not at all, catching from my body language all she needs to know. She gives the wall clock a reflexive glance.

“That Denzel-looking man just struck out,” I say.

“There’s something up with him, March. And it’s not just you.”

When she starts the Y-incision, I tune her out. The rest is merely confirmation of what we already know. Still, organs must be removed and weighed, the results spoken aloud for the benefit of the recording. My wave of excitement crests under the wet monotony of it all, my eyes growing heavy. I prop my back against the wall for support.

“I’ve had people cry in here, and I’ve had them throw up. I’ve had them run out in disgust. But I’ve never had anybody fall asleep, March, and it better not happen today.”

“Don’t worry. I’ve got plenty to keep my mind occupied.”

“Here’s something else.” She wipes a gloved hand on her apron and takes a step toward me. “I don’t see any signs of sexual assault. If you were thinking along lust murder lines, I’ve got nothing for you. This is about the strangest thing I’ve ever seen.”

“That’s saying something.”

“Not the most horrific, maybe. But the strangest.”

I can’t argue with that.

Outside, I strip my scrubs off and retreat to the back door where the cracked slab and sand-filled ashtrays serve as a smoker’s lounge. This is where Bridger always comes to decompress, but now I have it all to myself.

Simone Walker didn’t have much in life, as far as I can tell, and what she did have she might not have valued. What she’d endured as a child, maybe that had made it impossible for her to ever find what she really wanted, or keep wanting it once she did. But the people in her life, they all used her. Her mother used her silence, and then her very existence, for her own validation. Her husband rewrote the rules on her, and finally just used her for sex. Her landlord, Dr. Hill, who’d admitted after all that self-absorbed chatter that Simone was “sweet,” was just using that sweet girl to keep up with the bills.

And the man who killed her-maybe it was Young, maybe it wasn’t-what he did to her was worst of all. He used her, too. As nothing more than a backstop. A convenient surface. A warm body inserted into the nightmare he’d been nurturing for his own excitement. So it’s only right that when I find him, when I can prove his guilt conclusively, at least to myself if no one else, that I make sure of one thing: that he too suffers the indignity of being used.

Call this revenge if you want.

But to me, it’s only a question of balancing the scales.