He undid the pack he carried. Carefully, with lean, grass-coloured fingers. Hefted the thick packet, staring at the old seals. The Mark was stamped in the wax. He cracked the seals, smoothed out the stiff pages. He already half knew what he would see; the line on line of close-packed, neatly sloping writing, the hand he knew and remembered very well. He began to read. The pack of cigarettes lay unnoticed on the grass.
From far off, along the Wareham Road, came the bumbling of traffic; endless and quiet, like the noise of bees. The new midsummer hum. The sun moved in the sky; the shadows of trees swayed and shifted, lengthening. Folk passed laughing on the path below; red-faced men and children, white-shirted boys, girls in bright frail dresses. He turned the pages slowly, pausing now and again to worry out an archaic spelling. The noise from the village, the bustling and voices, rose and fell and quietened; the tea-lawns emptied, pubs propped open their doors. He seemed poised outside of Time; for him ancient winds blew, ruffling the grass. The noise of old guns mumbled in the hills. The western sky became a burning copper shield. The ruins seemed now bird-tall, ghosts half lost in a harsh sandy-red pouring of light. The shadows crept in the valley, darkening with dusk, and the road was quiet.
There was a final envelope. Again sealed. He opened it slowly, angling the paper to read.
My Dearest John,
By now you may have guessed a little of my purpose in sending you so far to this place you had never seen. Some, but not all; for there is much that neither you nor I may ever understand. Now mark me well. For words fade, becoming dust and less than dust; let my voice remain within you, and let it be as the voice of the wind that blows forever. Here, in this place, began that strange Revolt of the Castles; and here too, as you read, it ended. Here began the freedom of the world; if freedom is a proper word to use. The feudal world of Gisevius the Great was shattered; and with it fell the Church that had conceived it and perpetuated it and brought it to its flowering.
When the grip of that Church seemed strongest, it was at its most slack. Within ten years of the breaking of these walls the Newworld colonies had torn themselves free from Rome. The uprisings that began all over the Western world had their seeds in that time of the Revolt. Australasia was lost, the Netherlands, most of Scandinavia; and King Charles took his chance, with the Pope locked in the final struggle with Germany, to secede from the Church. So Angle-Land became again Great Britain; without bloodshed, and without sacrifice. Internal combustion, electricity, many other things, were waiting to be used; all had been held from us by Rome. So men spat on her memory, calling her debased and evil; for many years yet this will be true.
Now understand, John. See clearly and without malice. Read an ancient mystery, the thing that appalled the Church a thousand years before you were born…
Fumbling with one hand, eyes on the letter, he took from round his neck the medallion he wore. Covered the lower part of the disc with his finger. There were two arrows.
He moved his hand, concealing the upper part of the circle. Two more.
Two arrows point outward [ran the letter]. Two point in, towards each other. This is the end of all Progress; this we knew when we first carved the mark many centuries ago. After fission, fusion; this was the Progress the Popes fought so bitterly to halt. The ways of the Church were mysterious, her policies never plain. The Popes knew, as we knew, that given electricity men would be drawn to the atom. That given fission," they would come to fusion. Because once, beyond our Time, beyond all the memories of men, there was a great civilization. There was a Coming, a Death, and Resurrection; a Conquest, a Reformation, an Armada. And a burning, an Armageddon. There too in that old world we were known; as the Old Ones, the Fairies, the People of the Hills. But our knowledge was not lost.
The Church knew there was no halting Progress; but slowing it, slowing it even by half a century, giving man time to reach a little higher towards true Reason; that was the gift she gave this world. And it was priceless. Did she oppress? Did she hang and burn? A little, yes. But there was no Belsen. No Buchenwald. No Passchendaele.
Ask yourself, John, from where came the scientists? And the doctors, thinkers, philosophers? How could men have climbed from feudalism to democracy in a generation, if Rome had not flooded the world with her proscribed wealth of knowledge? When she saw her empire crumbling, when she knew dominion had ended, she gave back what all thought she had stolen; the knowledge she was keeping in trust. Against the time when men could once more use it well. That was her great secret. It was hers, and it was ours; now it is yours. Use it well.
It was your mother’s wish that you return one day to your own place, this isle where you were born. For this I took you from the heath, from the soldiers of Charles the Good; for this I took you to a new country, and gave you wealth and knowledge. Now I give you understanding; the understanding of yourself, without which no man may be complete. And I lay down my charge. May all Gods, both of your people and of ours, be with you….
He set the letter down slowly on the grass. Sat seeming hardly to breathe, the medallion still between his fingers. Above him, over the crest of the hill, the castle watched, aloof and huge now in the growing night. There was no help for him there. He felt freshly born; a stranger in a very strange land.
She had come quietly across the slope, squatted waiting so long it seemed he must be aware of her. She waited still, a dark-haired girl in bright frock and sandals, frowning, toying with a grass stem she held between her teeth.
‘You shouldn’t be up here,’ she said. ‘Not to rights. Shouldn’t be on the castle after dark. There’s notices.’
He turned, too suddenly; she saw the quick sheen on his cheek. ‘I’m sorry,’ she said. ‘Sorry, I didn’t mean… Are you all right?’ Hands on the grass tensing, half ready to push her back and away.
He was still startled. ‘It’s OK,’ he said. ‘Didn’t… see you, is all. Bug got in my eye…’ And she caught her breath at the great burr in his voice.
‘Can I see?’ Quickly. ‘Here, let me…’ A handkerchief magicking itself from her dress.
‘It’s OK,’ he said. ‘ He got washed away…’ Rubbing at his cheek with his palm.
‘Are you sure?’
‘Yeah,’ he said. ‘I’m OK. You put a scare in me. Didn’t see you there…’
She was talking to a silhouette, unable to see his face.
‘I’m sorry…’ She dropped the grass, pulled another stem. Sitting back on her heels. ‘You’re Newworld,’ she said. ‘Are you staying here?’
‘No, guess not…’ He shrugged. ‘No room at the inn, I asked all over. Reckon I’ll be moving on.’
‘It’s late,’ she said. ‘Have you got a car?’
‘No. No, I haven’t…’
She sat pushing one heel in and out of her sandal strap, staring down at the path. ‘I’m always like this,’ she said. ‘Sort of impulsive. Do you mind?’
‘No, ma’am…’
He felt an urgent need to keep her with him. Sit and talk and watch the moon rise over the silent hill.
‘I come up here a lot,’ she said. ‘It’s best when the visitors have gone. There’s a secret way into the castle. I found it when I was small. I used to sit up there and imagine it was all mine. And there were people again and soldiers, like there used to be. You’ve been up here a terrible time, I saw you hours ago. What were you doing?’
‘Nothing,’ he said. ‘Sitting. Just thinking I guess.’
‘What about?’
‘The people,’ he said simply. ‘And the soldiers.’
‘You’re funny,’ she said. ‘Are you shy?’