“Very good,” Hadrian added gravely. “They nearly killed us. Royce had been beaten pretty badly and took a blade to the shoulder, while I was stabbed in the thigh and cut across the chest-still have the scar.”
“Really?” Arista asked, astounded. She could not imagine anyone getting the better of Hadrian in a fight.
“We just barely got away, but by that time the alarm was up. We managed to hide in a tinker’s cart heading south. The whole countryside was looking for us and we were bleeding badly. We ended up in Medford. Neither of us had been there before.
“It was the middle of the night in this pouring rain when we crawled out, nearly dead. We just staggered down the street into the Lower Quarter looking for help-a place to hide. News hit the city about the Crown Tower thieves and soldiers found the cart. They knew we were there. Your father turned out the city guard to search for us. We didn’t know anyone. Soldiers were everywhere. We were so desperate that we banged on doors at random, hoping someone would let us in-that was the night we met Gwen DeLancy.”
“I still can’t understand why you came back,” Royce said. “We weren’t even friends. We were practically enemies. You knew I hated you.”
“Same reason why I took the DeWitt job,” Hadrian replied. “Same reason I went looking for Gaunt.” He looked across the room at Degan and shook his head. “I’ve always had that dream of doing what’s right, of saving the kingdom, winning the girl, and being the hero of the realm. Then I’d ride back home to Hintindar, where my father would be proud of me and Lord Baldwin would ask me to dine with him at his table, but…”
“But what?” Arista asked.
“It’s just a boy’s dream,” he said sadly. “I became a champion in Calis. I fought in arenas where hundreds of people would come to cheer me. They chanted my name-or at least the one they gave me-but I never felt like a hero. I felt dirty, evil. I guess since then I just wanted to wipe that blood off me, clean myself of the dirt, and I was tired of running. That’s what it came down to that day in the tower. I ran from my father, from Avryn, even from Calis. I was tired of running-I still am.”
They sat in silence for a minute; then Arista asked, “So what is the plan?”
“We send Gaunt in,” Royce replied.
“What?” She looked over at Degan, who was lying down on his blankets, curled up in a ball.
“You yourself said that he needed to be here, but why?” Hadrian asked. “He’s been nothing but a pain. Everyone on this trip has had a purpose except him. You said he was absolutely necessary to the success of this mission. Why?”
“Because he’s the heir.”
“Exactly, but how does that help?”
“I think because he needs to use this horn thing.”
“That’s obvious, but that doesn’t explain why we need him here. We could just have brought it to him. Why does he have to come with us?”
“We think that, being the heir, he can cross that room,” Hadrian told her.
“What if you’re wrong?” she asked. “We also need him to blow the horn. If he dies-”
“He can’t blow it if he doesn’t have it,” Royce interjected.
“But that’s where you come in,” Hadrian said. “You need to shield him, just in case. Can you do that?”
“Maybe,” she said without the slightest hint of confidence. “Everything with me is try-and-see. What are your other ideas?”
“Only have one other,” Royce said. “Someone walks in and diverts its attention while the rest make a mad dash for the far side in the hopes that at least one of us makes it. Hopefully blowing the horn can somehow stop the beast.”
“Seriously?”
They nodded.
She glanced over her shoulder. “I guess I’ll break the bad news to him.”
“Absolutely not!” Degan Gaunt declared, rising to his feet, his hat tilted askew and flat on one side from his lying on it.
When Myron and Magnus had returned, Arista had gathered the group in a circle around the lantern. While they ate sparingly from their remaining provisions, she explained the plan.
“You have to,” Arista told him.
“Even if I do, even if I succeed, what good is that? We’re still trapped!”
“We don’t know that. No one has ever crossed this room. There could be a means to escape on the far side, another exit, or the power of the horn could be such that we could escape with it. We don’t know, but an unknown is far better than a certainty of death.”
“It’s stupid! That’s what it is-stupid!”
“Think of it this way,” Hadrian told him. “If you fail and that thing eats you, it will be over like that.” He snapped his fingers. “Don’t do it, and you linger here starving to death for days.”
“Or smother,” Royce put in. Everyone looked at him. He rolled his eyes. “The air is getting stale. We have a limited amount.”
“If you’re going to die, why not die doing something noble?” Hadrian told him.
Gaunt just shook his head miserably.
“That’s just it,” Mauvin said, disgusted. He held his wound, a pained look on his face. “Hadrian, you’ve got it right there. Gaunt is not noble. He doesn’t even know what it means. You want to know the real difference between you and Alric? You made fun and lurid speeches about nobility, about blue blood and incompetence, but while you might have the blood of the emperor in you, it must be diluted until it is practically nonexistent. Your lineage has long forgotten its greatness-your base side is firmly in control. Your wanton desire is unchecked by purpose or honor.
“Alric might not have been the best king, but he was courageous and honorable. The idea of walking through that door, of facing death, must terrify you. How terrible it must be to give up your life when you’ve never taken the chance to live it. How cheated you must feel, like losing a coin before spending it. To what can you hang on to and feel pride? Nothing! Alric could have walked through that door, not because he was king, not even because he was noble-born, but because of who he was. He wasn’t perfect. He made mistakes, but never on purpose, never with an intent to do harm. He lived his life the best way he knew how. He always did what he felt was right. Can you say that?”
Gaunt remained silent.
“We can’t force you to do this,” Arista told him. “But if you don’t, Hadrian is right-we will all die, because there is no going back, and there is no going forward without you.”
“Can I at least finish my meal before I answer?”
“Of course,” she told him.
She ran a hand through her hair and took a deep breath. She was still so tired-so exhausted-and everything was so hard now. She knew it would be difficult to convince Gaunt, but worse than that, she had no idea what to do if he tried and failed.
Gaunt raised a bite to his lips, then stopped and frowned. “I’ve lost my appetite.” He looked up at the ceiling, his eyes drooping, his lip quivering, his breathing coming loudly through his nose. “I knew this would happen.” His hand rose absently to his neck as if searching for something. “Ever since I lost it, ever since they took it, nothing’s been the same.”
“Took what?” she asked.
“The good luck charm my mother gave me when I was a boy, a beautiful silver medallion. It warded off evil and brought me the most marvelous luck. It was wonderful. When I had it, I could get away with anything. My sister always said I lived a charmed life, and I did, but he took it.”
“Who did-Guy?” Arista asked.
“No, another man. Lord Marius, he called himself. I knew nothing would be the same after that. I never had to worry-now it’s all falling on me.” He looked at the door to the Vault of Days. “If I go in there, I’ll die. I know it.”
Hadrian reached into his shirt and pulled a chain over his head. Gaunt’s eyes widened as the fighter held it up. “Esrahaddon made the medallion you wore, just as he made this one. Just as you received yours from your mother, my father left me this. I am certain they are the same. If you agree to go in-to try and cross the room-I will give it to you.”
“Let me see it!”