I let the back of my hand run across her pillow, and as my skin touched the place where her head had lain, I could feel the residue of her psychic aura.
Oh, yes! It was her!
In that moment, I knew that my instincts had been right: this is the one! It isn’t just the way she looks, but everything else as well.
After I touched her pillow, I touched everything else, too: the things on her desk, the photos on her dresser, the stuffed animals on the windowsill.
I opened her drawers and touched the soft silky garments she wears next to her skin.
Surely it was only natural to slip a pair of her panties into my pocket, given how they soothed my tortured soul.
With my fingers clutching the silken garment that was hidden in my pocket, I drifted invisibly down the stairs and out the door.
And in all the time I was in the house, nobody spoke to me.
It was as if nobody even saw me.
Indeed, it was as if I hadn’t been there at all.
Just as it always has been — no one seeing anything.
As I made my way home, I held those panties pressed to my cheek, barely able to contain my euphoria.
Then, with her image clear in my mind, I crushed her panties in my fist.
Oh, yes — this is the one.
This is the girl, and finally I shall have her.
Soon. Very soon.
I can barely wait for Sunday.
Chapter Ten
Lindsay paused on the sidewalk, gazing at the house across the street. From here, it looked no different at all. It was still her house, still the familiar house she had grown up in.
The house that held all her secrets.
Yet even in the bright light of the sunny spring afternoon, something about it had changed. And she knew what it was.
All day long, people she didn’t know and would never know had been wandering through the house.
Strangers.
Going through her room.
Going through her things.
Just the thought of it made her shudder, and now that she was across the street, all the horrible thoughts and feelings that had been plaguing her as the day crept by came flooding over her once again.
Except now they were even worse.
Throughout the day, she had been so preoccupied with the idea of strangers milling through her house and her room and her things that she’d found herself behaving completely different than usual as she walked through the halls at school. Where she’d always reached out to everyone she knew, touching their shoulders or their arms or even just brushing against their fingertips as they passed, today she didn’t want to touch anybody else.
Then, when she’d gone to Dawn’s house after practice and tried to explain how she was feeling, Dawn hadn’t gotten it at all.
“They’re just real estate people,” Dawn said. “It’s what they do. They don’t even care what’s in the house, as long as they can sell it.”
“It’s creepy,” Lindsay declared, thinking of Mark Acton. But then she told Dawn about the Raven and they both started laughing, and for a few minutes she felt better. In fact, by the time she left Dawn's, the whole thing seemed silly.
But now she was home, and all her creepy feelings were back, only there was no place else to go.
Remembering that her mom should already be home, she crossed the street, walked across the lawn and onto the porch, and unlocked the front door.
The house smelled different.
And it didn’t smell good, like when the cleaning lady came.
No, it smelled like people.
People she didn’t know.
“Mom?” she called. “I’m home.” The clothes washer was going, but her mother didn’t answer. Lindsay dropped her backpack on the kitchen counter and ran up the stairs.
Her room smelled wrong, too, but not like the rest of the house. It smelled different.
There was a musky odor, and there was something about it that made her skin crawl.
Lindsay opened the window wide, and as she did, noticed that her stuffed animals had been moved. Why would anybody touch the stuffed animals she’d lined up on the sill?
“Mom?” she called out again, almost unconsciously.
She looked around. Everything else seemed to be in the right place. A fresh breeze came in through the window and some of the musky odor went away.
But not all of it.
And it was going to be even worse on Sunday, when dozens — maybe even hundreds — of people were going to go through the house. How could her parents stand it?
Lindsay hated the whole idea of it. Hated it.
“Hi, honey,” Kara said from the doorway, startling Lindsay out of her reverie. “I was just on the phone with Mark Acton. He said he had twenty-eight people through and thought maybe we’d get an offer or two even before Sunday.”
“Good,” Lindsay said, feeling a surge of relief.
Kara leaned against the doorjamb and cocked her head quizzically. “That’s a change of tune.”
Lindsay shrugged. “I just don’t want any more strangers in my room.” Her eyes met her mother's. “They touched my stuff, Mom, just like I knew they would. They moved things around.”
Kara sighed heavily. “Nobody touched anything, Linds. Besides, how could you tell if somebody moved something?”
“I just can,” Lindsay insisted, and wrinkled her nose at the musky odor that still hung faintly in the air. “And it stinks in here. Can’t you smell it?” When her mother only offered her the kind of indulgent smile that told her she was being humored, not taken seriously, Lindsay felt her face getting red. She wasn’t a child anymore, and her mother shouldn’t treat her like one. But before she could say anything, her mother seemed to sense her mood and quickly changed the subject.
“Dad’s coming home tonight. And we saw some good places today.”
“I guess that’s good,” Lindsay sighed. She flopped on the bed, and the strange musky smell grew stronger.
It was on her pillow!
She jumped off the bed as if it were on fire. “Mom, somebody was touching my pillow. My pillow!”
“Honey—” Kara began, but Lindsay didn’t let her finish.
“I’m telling you,” she said, snatching up the pillow. “Smell this!”
Kara took a quick sniff of the pillow, then shrugged. “Sorry, honey — it just smells like pillow to me. Old pillow, maybe, but just pillow.”
When her mother went downstairs to start dinner, Lindsay ripped the pillowcase off and threw the pillow in the corner.
But it didn’t matter. Everything had changed.
This room, she knew, would never feel the same again.
Maybe it might be a good idea to move after all.
Chapter Eleven
Why she woke up, Lindsay didn’t know. All she knew was that one moment she’d been sound asleep and the next wide-awake.
Wide-awake and listening.
But for what? The silence of the night was almost palpable.
And then she heard it.
The sound of breathing. She relaxed, certain it was her mom or dad checking up on her. Then she realized the door was closed and the room was dark. Faint light came in around the edges of the closed curtains, and that — along with familiarity — illuminated her room just enough so she knew the room was empty.
And yet she could still hear it: raspy, and uneven.
And now she could smell something, too, and as the scent filled her nostrils, she knew what it was: the same musky odor that had hung in the room when she’d come home this afternoon.
And now someone was in her room.
Stay still, she told herself. Stay still and maybe he’ll just go away. She tried to regulate her breathing, but her heart was pounding so hard it was all she could do to keep from gasping for breath.