His finger traces my jaw and his lips follow along the same path with feathery kisses. “Mmhmm. I’ve never felt this way about a woman before.”
I close my eyes and lean my head back as he licks the sensitive skin below my ear. “And how do you feel about me?”
I know I shouldn’t press him, but I’m curious and want to hear him say he’s beginning to feel something just like I am. I want what’s growing inside my heart for him validated.
“You’re special to me, Anna, and I want to keep you forever,” he whispers.
Every muscle in my body trembles with need for him. Him admitting he feels something is a start. We’ve gone from him not wanting a real relationship, to wanting to make what’s happening between us last forever. Right now, that’s enough.
I stare into his eyes. “I’m not going anywhere.”
“Promises like that are what worry me.” He presses his lips to mine. “Someday you might. When you see what I’m capable of, you’ll leave, and never look back.”
I shake my head. “Nothing will change how I feel about you.”
He leans his forehead against mine. “Promise?”
“Yes,” I whisper.
He crushes his lips against mine and works his hand underneath my shirt. His eyes are hooded with desire and there’s no mistaking what’s on his mind.
“We have to use a rubber this time. We’ve been cutting it too close with me pulling out. That doesn’t always work.”
I sigh and twirl a lock of his hair around my finger. “True, but I read online there’s only a few days a month a woman can actually get pregnant, and that’s shortly after her period. I’m due for mine in a few days, so I think we’re safe.”
He kisses my neck. “I want you to know that I don’t bareback with other women.”
I tilt my head. “Bareback?”
“Fuck raw—sex without a condom,” he clarifies. “I’ve only ever done that with you. I wasn’t expecting that first time to happen, and once I was in the moment all I wanted was to feel you. I wanted you wrapped around me with nothing between us. I know it’s stupid, but coming on you was my way of marking you.”
“Mark me? That sounds all caveman-ish,” I tease.
He shrugs. “Call it what you want. I wanted to leave my fucking mark on that pussy of yours. It’s mine. I know it, and so do you.”
I laugh at his Neanderthal ways but don’t disagree with him. “I have to admit, I like knowing you’re the only man who’s ever done that to me.”
Xavier grazes his top teeth over his bottom lip in a slow, deliberately sexy manner. “How about you let me do it again, since we’re official.”
My heart does a double thump in my chest. “Official? Are you saying that I’m your girlfriend?”
“Yes. I don’t want anyone else. Only you.”
The biggest smile known to man spreads across my face, and I wrap my arms around his neck. “You don’t know what that means to me.”
He kisses me again. “Yes, I do, because it means the same thing to me. What’s happening between us—this shit is fucking permanent. You’re never getting rid of me now.”
“I’ll never want to.”
I giggle as he pulls me down on top of him, and I’m more than ready for our next round. I can’t get enough of this man.
Both of his hands settle on my hips as my entire body rests on top of him. Xavier’s playful smile disappears as things become very serious while his eyes search mine.
“You’re so fucking sexy, do you know that?” His tongue darts out and he licks my bottom lip, causing my toes to curl. “You’re my addiction.”
His words play through my mind, and I smile as he presses his lips to mine. I feel his fingers slide under my shirt, caressing my skin. My mouth drifts open as he unhooks my bra and then in one quick movement, he whips my shirt over my head, exposing my naked flesh.
He quickly sits up, leaving me straddling him, while he kisses and licks his way down to my taut nipples. Heat from his mouth on my skin causes a shiver of pleasure to pulsate down my spine.
He unbuttons my shorts and unzips them slowly. “I need you naked.”
I pop up on my knees, allowing him to help me remove the rest of my clothes. I then grabbed the hem of Xavier’s shirt and pulled it over his head. My eyes roam over his chiseled chest contoured to perfection. All the time he spends working on his body clearly shows.
As my eyes roam, the tip of his thick finger slides against my slick folds. “You’re so ready for me.”
Xavier kisses my lips as he flicks my clit. “You want me?”
I throw my head back and moan, focusing on how good his touch feels. “Xavier…”
“Tell me you want me, and I’ll give you what you need,” he whispers against my lips.
“Oh, God.” My eyes roll back as he increases the pressure. “I want you, Xavier. So much.”
“Good girl,” he encourages me as his finger moves faster and faster, bringing me to the edge.
My entire body shakes as I come hard against his hand. I grip his shoulders and dig my nails into his skin as I ride the wave of euphoria.
Every muscle in my body relaxes as I float down from the high, and he chuckles. “We’re just getting started, beautiful.”
He flips me onto my back before standing over me. Xavier unzips his pants before shoving them, along with his underwear, down his legs before kicking them the rest of the way off, like he can’t stand them between us anymore.
He leans over me and yanks my hips to the edge of the bed. Xavier spreads my thighs further apart as he pushes between them. He grabs the base of his shaft and rubs it against my most sensitive skin. A long moan escapes from my mouth. I’m so ready for him.
He growls as he slips the head of his cock inside me.
“Oh, God.” My pussy stretches around him, accepting all of him, as he plunges balls deep.
He closes his eyes. “So fucking amazing. I’ll never get enough of your pussy.”
Xavier grips my hips as he begins to pump into me with a steady rhythm. Sweat beads form all over his body as he drives into me desperate to find his release.
I can’t tear my eyes away from his face as he rocks into me again and again. A strand of his dark hair falls across his forehead as he glances down, watching his cock work in and out of me.
His eyes glaze over and I can tell he’s enjoying every minute of this just as much as I am.
“Fuck, Anna.” He bites his bottom lip as he closes his eyes. “Shit. It’s hard to hold back when I’m inside you. I need to stop.”
A familiar tingle starts to roll through me. I’m so close again. “Don’t stop.”
He bites his bottom lip as his entire body tenses. A string of curses pour from his mouth as he keeps pumping into me. He digs his fingers into me as he comes hard inside me.
The sight of him lost in his own pleasure pushes me over the edge right behind him and we get lost in ecstasy together.
19
Xavier
The show must go on, isn’t that how the old adage goes? It’s been two days since I’ve seen Rex, but that doesn’t mean jack. I’m still as heated as ever.
We caravanned with Brian and Liv down here to Orlando on Wednesday for Thursday’s live televised event, Thursday Tension. Anna and Liv seem to be hitting it off well, and I love watching her around Kami. It allows me to see her tenderness on full display.
I rub my face as thoughts of what having my own family with Anna might be like cross my mind. Shit. I have to stop thinking like this—I’m poison, and no kid deserves to have a father who will eventually taint them.
It runs in my blood to fuck up lives, which is what I’ll probably end up doing to Anna, but I’m too much of a selfish prick to walk away from her.