"Fifty machines?" I exploded.
"That's the person we are going to visit," he said.
21
Everything was immersed in darkness. Not just a monotone black, but smeared on butter-thick in paints of all colors.
I kept my face glued to the taxi window looking at that darkness. It looked strangely flat, like the cut surface of some unreal material sliced off with a razor-sharp blade. A queer kind of perspective prevailed in that darkness. A gigantic night bird had spread its wings to sweep right past my eyes. The further we went, the more spread out were the patches of dwellings, until finally we found ourselves amidst fields and woods that resounded with hosts of chirping insects. The low-lying clouds were as still as rocks, and out in the darkness everything hung its head in silence. Only the sound of the insects that swarmed over the ground could be heard.
Not another word passed between the Spanish lecturer and myself, and we took turns smoking cigarettes. Even the taxi driver had a smoke while he squinted at the oncoming headlights. Unconsciously, I tapped my fingers on my lap. The taxi kept up its momentum, on and on, so long that from time to time I just wanted to push open the door and escape.
Switch-panels, sandboxes, golf courses, reservoirs, darned sweaters, and now pinbalclass="underline" how far did I have to take things? At this rate, I was going to wind up holding a hand of odd cards that would never add up. More than anything, I just wanted to go home. Take a quick bath, have a beer, and sink into my warm bed with my cigarettes and Kant.
Why did I have to be racing on and on through the dark? Fifty pinball machines was too ridiculous. Must be dreaming. And a pretty farfetched dream at that.
Yet the three-flipper "Spaceship" still called to me.
* * *
The Spanish lecturer told the driver to stop in the middle of an open space five hundred yards off the road. The lot was flat, spread out like a sand-bank with knobs of soft grass. I got out of the car, stretched, and took a deep breath. By the smell, there were chicken farms nearby. Not a houselight as far as you could see. The lights of the road hovered a ways off. The sound of countless insects hemmed us in. I felt as if I were going to be dragged off by my feet somewhere.
We kept quiet until our eyes grew accustomed to the dark.
"Is this still Tokyo?" I asked.
"Of course. Where did you think we were?"
"At the edge of the world."
The Spanish lecturer nodded with an anything-you-say sort of expression, but didn't speak. We smoked our cigarettes, taking in the smell of the grass and chicken shit. Our smoke drifted low across the ground like fox fire.
"Over there you'll find a chicken-wire fence." He pointed into the darkness, arm held straight out target-practice style. I strained my eyes for a sign of the wire fence.
"You walk straight along the fence for three hundred yards until you come to a warehouse."
"A warehouse?"
He nodded without looking in my direction. "A big warehouse, you can't miss it. It used to be the cold storage for a chicken farm. But it's no longer used. The chicken farm went under."
"But it still smells like chickens," I said.
"Oh, the smell? It's soaked into the ground. It's even worse on a rainy day. You'd expect to hear wings flapping."
I couldn't make out anything at the end of the fence. Only a consuming darkness. Even the sound of the insects was starting to get to me.
"The doors to the warehouse should be open. The owner will have left them ajar. Inside you'll find the machine you're after."
"You've been inside?"
"Only once I asked to look inside," he said, puffing away at his cigarette. A point of glowing orange bobbed in the dark. "The light switch is just inside the doors on your right as you enter. Watch out for the steps."
"You're not coming with me?"
"Please go alone. It was part of the agreement."
"Agreement?"
He tossed his cigarette down on the grass and carefully stamped it out. "That's right. You were invited to take as long as you like. Only you should please turn our the lights when you leave."
The air was gradually turning chill. The cool of the grass was coming up all around us.
"Did you meet the owner?"
"I did."
"What sort of character is he?"
The instructor shrugged, took a handkerchief out of his pocket, and blew his nose. "No outstanding characteristics to speak of. At least nothing striking."
"And the reason for collecting fifty pinball machines?"
"Well, it takes all kinds. What more can I say?"
There had to be more to it than that. Nonetheless, I thanked him and set out to walk alone along the fence of the chicken farm. There had to be more to it. There's a slight difference between collecting fifty wine labels and collecting fifty pinball machines.
The warehouse crouched like a waiting animal.
There it stood in the densely packed undergrowth of tall grass, a featureless blank gray wall with not a single window. A gloomy edifice. Over the iron doors, a name, probably of the chicken farm, had been obscured by daubs of white paint.
I cased the building from ten paces away. No matter how hard I thought, nothing particularly brilliant came to mind. I gave up the attempt, and just walked in with a push on the chilly iron doors.
They opened without a sound, revealing before me a different breed of darkness.
22
I flicked the switch, and after a few seconds the overhead fluorescent lamps blinked on, flooding the warehouse with white light. There must have been all of a hundred fluorescent lamps. The warehouse was much bigger than it had appeared from the outside, but even so the amount of light was oppressive. I shut my eyes against the glare. A minute later when I opened them again, the darkness had retreated, only the silence and chill remained.
The warehouse looked like the inside of a huge refrigerator, but considering its original purpose, that should hardly have come as a surprise. The ceiling and windowless walls had been painted gloss white, but were all stained yellow and black and colors. I couldn't relate to anything. One look told you the walls were built thick and solid. Like being packed in a lead box. Suddenly, claimed by the fear that I might never get out of there, I turned around to check and recheck the doors. It'd be hard to imagine a more disturbing structure.
The kindest thing you could have said about the place was that it was reminiscent of an elephants' graveyard. But instead of the whitened skeletons of elephants with legs collapsed under them, the concrete floor was covered as far as the eye could see with rows of pinball machines. I stood at the top of some steps, staring down on this strange scene. My hand crawled up to my mouth of its own will, then returned to my pocket.