"But, the one thing, if you want to check the records, that was missing, was my Mom and Dad. Always too busy, or out of town even out of the country. So somebody else was always there to watch out for me and to teach me. Trouble was, my parents never took the time to check into their teaching qualifications!
"I don't know if I can blame my parents entirely. They were 'happy-go-lucky' people, living the life they had earned. My Dad wasn't born rich, he worked hard as hell to get what he has. I don't really blame them for enjoying it, now that they have it. But, I wish they could have included me more, given more time to me personally, not materially.
"They always made sure I had everything, went to the best summer camps and schools, and a good 'social upbringing,' as my Mom always refers to it. The trouble was, too many of the people who were watching me grow into a sexy young woman were too social minded. Or, maybe I encouraged them out of loneliness or something.
"I know why I'm at a psychiatrist's office. They think I'm oversexed, or a tramp, or a pervert or something even more dirty or weird. I don't. But I'm willing to try to change, if that's what is best. But I have to be convinced that it is best to change!
"I think I know when it all started. I’ll give it to you honest and straight. I was twelve. I had good breasts, a nice round ass, and of course, a pretty, well-groomed face. I think I could have been taken for seventeen maybe eighteen. My periods had started, I had a good bush of hair between my legs and under my arms, if I didn't shave it. My boobs were almost as big as they are now. And I knew that I could get any man I wanted, no matter how young or old!
"And I wanted! Oh, I'd gone through the usual grabass games our doctor, family friends especially the old goats that were in business deals with my dad they're something else! And, of course I had masturbated plenty. We had a maid that was queer, and she tried to get into my cunt from the time I was nine. But the closest she got was to get a finger up my cunt. She showed me how good it felt, and from there on I took care of myself with my own fingers and a few other things I tried. I was still a virgin, but that was only because the right guy hadn't tried to break my cherry. I was ready, I had been since I was about ten. I'd even tried to coax a couple of boys to do it to me, but they were 'chicken.’
"I was at a cabin that belonged to some close friends of Dad's. I think Mom and Dad were in Europe, or somewhere, and I was to spend three weeks with these people. I liked them okay, but I always did like the outdoors swimming, boating, camping out so I wasn't unhappy. I was a little lonely, but that was normal for me by then.
"The Larkins had a big lodge with five bedrooms. They had their seventeen-year-old son and two of his school buddies with us. It happened that very first day. "Jerry Larkin and I took the boat and went to the far end of the lake. It was a deserted cove with no houses around, only a boat dock. We were going to fish, so we didn't have our swim suits with us. I had tight-fitting shorts and a halter on, and they showed off my shape pretty well. I had seen Jerry and Carl and Dick whistle silently when I'd come down to the dock.
"We got the fishing gear ready, and I noticed the way Jerry kept looking at me. Then I looked at his pants and saw that they were all bulged out in front. He had a big hard-on! For me! I made up my mind right then, that I was going to get some of it. I'd been ready and waiting for a long time.
"I unhooked my halter and took it off, I thought Jerry's eyes would pop out. I stripped off my shorts and practically shoved my already moist pussy in his face. He actually shook when he stood up and took me in his arms and kissed me. I opened my lips and sucked his tongue inside, and I could feel his cock rubbing hard against my pussy. Jerry slid one hand down between us and ran his finger over the lips of my cunt, then shoved it inside and began to massage the clit I felt hot and damp, and I wanted to get to the real thing, so I ran off the dock and laid down on some soft grass near the water. Jerry followed and took off his pants.
"When I saw that big, throbbing prick, I just wanted to feel it inside me. I could hardly wait. I spread my legs wide and held out my arms invitingly. Jerry was still trembling when he crawled on top of me and began to work his cock up inside my cunt. I tried to help by spreading the lips with my fingers, and thrusting my hips upward as he lunged downward. It was awkward at first, but once he'd gotten past my clit, I began to get slippery inside and it began to go in, deeper and deeper.
"It was wonderful. It didn't hurt after the first plunge inside, and after a little while, I could feel Jerry's pelvis hitting against my own, and I knew that I had all of his cock inside me. What a wonderful feeling! I fastened my mouth on his, while he played with one of my breasts, nipping the nipple with his fingernails, working it around in his hand. He began to move in and out, faster and faster, and I tried to help him. He came quickly, and I had a sort of orgasm, but not as good as all the others were after that. I guess I was too new at it, or else I was to busy thinking of how wonderful it was to concentrate on my own come.
"Jerry pulled his cock out and stood up. He got his handkerchief and was going to wipe it off, but I stopped him. I had an overwhelming urge to put it in my mouth, and taste his come, mixed with the juices of my cunt! I drawled over and took it in my hand and plunged it into my mouth. I licked and sucked and nibbled, and inside twenty seconds it was as hard and stiff as when he'd shoved it into me.
"He reached down and took my head in his hands, bending his knees a little, pulling my head down so that his prick went to the hilt in my mouth! He lasted about a minute, that way. I felt his cock began to throb as he moved it faster and deeper into my mouth, and then I feit a flood of warm, salty juice fill my mouth. I was hotter than ever and I swallowed it and kept on sucking. I played with Jerry's balls and asshole, and he stayed hard all the time.
"When I knew he was ready, I stopped sucking his cock and asked him to fuck me again. I laid down again, and this time it was really something the real thing. He was slower, and a little more gentle, and every stroke of his cock seemed to touch just the right spots inside me. When I came, it was like a skyrocket bursting inside my cunt. I moaned and bit Jerry's lip in ecstasy.
"It's always been like that for me. Every time I come, it's a hot, wonderful thrill.
"I didn't have to ask Jerry to suck and lick my cunt. He just seemed to want to. He tickled the lips with his tongue, then began to dig it in deeper, putting the friction right on my clit. Then he stuck his finger deep inside me, and kept up a rhythmic movement with both tongue and finger until I came.
"Then we went into the water, naked. It was cold, but it felt wonderful. We fished for a little while, then we went back for some lunch.
"That afternoon, Jerry and Dick and I went back to the cove. Carl was helping Mr. Oarkin paint a boat. I knew by the way Dick looked at me that Jerry had told Dick about our sex session that morning. I knew that they wanted to try it with three of us in the act, and by the time we got there, I was all hepped up on the idea myself!
"Jerry didn't waste any time. We got out of the boat and went up on the grass and Jerry began to strip. I took my clothes off and watched as Dick got undressed. I was curious to compare Dick's cock to Jerry's. Dick's was much bigger, and it was getting bigger all the time as he watched Jerry sucking my tongue and running his hands over the crack of my ass, and over the lips of my pussy.
"I asked, 'Who's first?' They got a kick out of that. Jerry said to Dick: 'Didn't I tell you she was the hottest little fuck in the world?’