"I was the youngest one in the place when I came here, and you should have seen the lesbians flock around me. I was young, tender stuff to them, even though I'd already had a baby. And after two years of females sucking your cunt and masturbating you, you almost forget guys altogether. I mean, nobody but another female can hit the spots with her fingers, tongue, teeth and her pussy. I was lucky two of the older girls up there actually fell in love with me, and that's when you get really taken care of when a 'les' loves you.
"I'm due to get out of here soon. They're going to try me in a foster home a preacher, I think they said. But I'll tell you this: if they think that I've been cured of being sexy, they're nuts. I learned now that nobody has to go without sex, no matter where you are.
"I don't think I've become a les, but I sure do like lesbian sex. I've done a lot of thinking about being 'caught' again getting pregnant and maybe for the first few weeks I'm out, I'll stick with lesbian sex. That's a good cover-up, too, because most stuffed shirts don't figure that two girls are having sex, even though they room or sleep together.
"Maybe, when I'm old enough to be my own boss, I'll become a prostitute. I know I could, because I was. Or, I might marry some jerk and settle down, because I know I can get all the sex on the side that I want. I don't know much, and I'm no ball of fire at working, so maybe that's the best answer. I know I won't go back home. Who needs that? There are thousands of sexy guys out there, and almost as many sexy women, and I've got what they want a young, sexy body, and a willingness to give out. So, what have I got to be afraid of?"
Martha seems to typify many of today's youths who have indulged in bisexual activities. In a study of young persons (eighty-four boys and fifty-six girls) who admitted to bisexual behavior, Dr. Alien Kimbell learned that seventy-five percent had entered into homosexuality by their own choice, and of this number, almost all seriously doubted that they would ever again become strictly heterosexual. Another survey showed that almost half the girls questioned said they would not give up lesbianism after they married no matter how satisfactory sex relations with their husbands might be. A few said that they might "cut down," and only two percent stated positively that they would give up lesbianism after marriage.
The conclusion of the experts is that the number of persons who engage in bisexual relations is growing, and the conclusions are that women are participating in bisexual acts at a rapidly increasing rate.
Many a young wife finds it easier, safer and wiser, to engage in lesbian activities as a change from routine marital sex, than it is to have affairs with other men. Another attractive aspect of homosexual relationships while married is that most parties have "transient" affairs. They meet, go to bed, have sexual contact, then part, with no cloying entanglements. This seems particularly suited to couples who have children, and who do not wish to sever the marriage ties, because of the kids. Thus, they can "have their cake and eat it, too," by keeping up an outwardly normal marriage appearance while indulging in secret homosexual activities.
Finally, the experts agree, there is the "forbidden fruit" aspect, for the bisexual individual is always playing with the possibility that he might be caught. This usually lends a very unique kind of excitement to his sexual activities with both partners.
Chapter 8
Sub-Teen Prostitutes
During one short generation this country has seen unprecedented social, political and technological changes. This phenomenon is reflected in such terms as: population explosion, information explosion, mass communication, and sexual revolution.
Yet, a study of man, from his early beginnings, shows clearly that the one institution which never seems to change, nor can it be stamped out or legislated out of existence, is prostitution.
The astonishing fact about today's prostitutes is that they are becoming younger and younger. Where once the battered, used-up woman in her late twenties or thirties made up the great preponderance of the prostitute population, today it is almost impossible to find a successful whore or call girl who is over twenty-six, and it is fairly easy to find many whores who are not yet sixteen!
Since we are concerned in this book with the pre-teen sexual activities, let us look at some of these "junior whores."
It is an accepted fact that the pathological social environment, such as that of children raised in the slums or in disorganized, broken families that deprive a child of minimal cultural stimulation, produces many of our prostitutes and our criminals. But this is almost from necessity. In many cases these unfortunate kids have no honest, legitimate channels open to them. But what of the girls and boys who come from middleclass or even well-to-do families who turn to prostitution? We must, of necessity, relate such cases to the "generation gap." Somewhere along the line there has been a serious breach in communications between parent and child.
Sometimes this gap is so wide that the child is never taught moral obligations, nor observance of the laws of society or of the state. One such case is that of Samantha G.
Sam, as most everyone calls her, is a Negro girl who will be thirteen her next birthday. Several weeks ago Sam was apprehended for soliciting. Authorities were astounded to find that Sam's father is a very successful doctor, and that her mother is the director and administrator of a large trust fund which offers scholarships to needy Negroes who have chosen to enter the field of medicine. Both parents are college graduates, solid pillars of their community, and active in many civic and charitable affairs.
Yet Samantha, at age twelve, was a common streetwalker. It is fruitless to seek the reasons among her home environment. As her dazed parents put it: "We don't understand. She's had everything a fine home, good schooling, clothes, love "
Possibly the one thing that Sam never had was understanding.
Listen to her vitriolic, bitter account of what her parents termed, "a good, decent life."
"They're just 'out of it' as far as what's happening today. They're what my black friends call "Uncle Tom" niggers. They'll suck any white man's ass to climb higher or to make more money. They don't care about the rest of the blacks getting ahead.
"I didn't get with it, either until I started to go with Willie. He's only in high school, but he's real active in a lot of black organizations that are fighting for a fair shake for the black man. Don't ask me how I got the feel for all these things at my age. Maybe I was born with them. Anyhow, there are a lot of things that are more important than pleasing your family or friends, or just being a nice girl.’
"I had my first piece when I was eleven, and believe me, it wasn't my choice. Three white boys got me one night. They were animals. One shoved his prick into my cunt while the other held me, and the third one shoved his prick into my mouth. They took turns and before it was over I had fucked and sucked all three pricks. Oh, don't think I didn't try to kick them in the balls, or that I didn't think of biting a big hunk out of their pricks, but they weren't fooling. They would have killed me.
"I knew I'd have to get my revenge later, and I have, believe me. Remember, I'm the daughter of a doctor. My father gave me a good education on sex and on venereal disease. I knew inside a week that I had something wrong with my pussy. I knew enough to tell that it had to be gonorrhea because of the burning and itching when I urinated.