Point of Origin

'I have a son,' she said quietly, staring into her coffee. 'I know what it's like to have children grow up and suddenly vanish. Go their own way, too busy to visit or get on the phone.'

'Lucy grew up a long time ago,' I said quickly, for I did not want her to commiserate with me. 'She also never lived with me, not permanently, I mean. In a way, she's always been gone.'

But McGovern just smiled as she got out of her chair.

'I've got troops to check on,' she said. 'I guess I'd better be on my way.'

6

AT FOUR O'CLOCK that afternoon, my staff was still busy in the autopsy room, and I walked in looking for Chuck. He and two of my residents were working on the burned woman's body, defleshing her as best they could with plastic spatulas, because anything harder might scratch the bones.

Chuck was sweating beneath his surgical cap and mask as he scraped tissue from the skull, his brown eyes rather glazed behind his face shield. He was tall and wiry with short, sandy blond hair that tended to stick out in every direction no matter how much gel he used. He was attractive in an adolescent way and, after a year on the job, still terrified of me.

'Chuck?' I said again, inspecting one of the more ghoulish tasks in forensic medicine.

'Yes, ma'am.'

He stopped scraping and looked up furtively at me. The stench was getting worse by the minute as unrefrigerated flesh continued to decompose, and I was not looking forward to what I needed to do next.

'Let me just check this one more time,' I said to Ruffin, who was so tall he tended to stoop, his neck jutting out like a turtle when he looked at whoever he was talking to. 'Our old battered pots and pans didn't make it in the move.'

'I think somehow they got tossed out,' he said.

'And probably should have,' I told him. 'Which means you and I have an errand to run.'

'Now?'

'Now.'

He wasted no time heading into the men's locker room to get out of his dirty, stinking scrubs and shower just long enough to get the shampoo out of his hair. He was still perspiring, his face pink from scrubbing, when we met in the corridor and I handed him a set of keys. The dark red office Tahoe was parked inside the bay, and I climbed up into the passenger's seat, letting Ruffin drive.

'We're going to Cole's Restaurant Supply,' I told him as the big engine came to life. 'About two blocks west of Parham, on Broad. Just get us on 64 and take the West Broad exit. I'll show you from there.'

He pushed a remote control on the visor and the bay door rolled up heavily, letting in sunlight that I had not noticed all day. Rush hour traffic had just begun and would be awful in another half hour. Ruffin drove like an old woman, dark glasses on and hunched forward as he kept his speed about five miles an hour less than the limit.

'You can go a little faster,' I told him calmly. 'It closes at five, so we sort of need to hurry along.'

He stepped on the gas, lurching us forward, and fumbled in the ashtray for toll tokens.

'You mind if I ask you something, Dr Scarpetta?' he said.

'Please. Go right ahead.'

'It's kind of bizarre.'

He glanced in the rearview mirror again.

'That's all right.'

'You know, I've seen a lot of things, at the hospital and the funeral home and all,' he began nervously. 'And nothing got to me, you know?'

He slowed at the toll plaza and tossed a token into the basket. The red striped arm went up and we rolled on as people in a hurry darted past us. Ruffin rolled his window back up.

'It's normal for what you're seeing now to get to you,' I finished his thought for him, or thought I did.

But this was not what he wanted to tell me.

'You see, most of the time I get to the morgue before you in the morning,' he said instead, his eyes riveted forward as he drove. 'So I'm the one who answers the phones and gets things ready for you, right? You know, because I'm there alone.'

I nodded, having not a clue as to what he was about to say.

'Well, starting about two months ago, when we were still in the old building, the phone started ringing at around six-thirty in the morning, just after I got in. And when I would pick it up, nobody was there.'

'How often has this happened?' I asked.

'Maybe three times a week. Sometimes every day. And it's still happening.'

He was getting my attention now.

'It's happening since we moved.' I wanted to make sure.

'Of course, we have the same number,' he reminded me. 'But yes, ma'am. In fact it happened again this morning, and I've started getting a little spooked. I'm just wondering if we should try to get the calls traced to see what's going on.'

'Tell me exactly what happens when you pick up the phone,' I said as we drove exactly at the speed limit along the interstate.

'I say Morgue, ' he said. 'And whoever it is doesn't say a word. There's silence, almost like the line is dead. So I say Hello? a few times and finally hang up. I can tell there's someone there. It's just something I sense.'

'Why haven't you told me this before?'

'I wanted to make sure it wasn't just me overreacting. Or maybe being too imaginative, because I got to tell you it's kind of creepy in there first thing in the morning when the sun's not up yet and no one else is around.'

'And you say this started about two months ago?'

'More or less,' he answered. 'I didn't really count the first few, you know.'

I was irritated that he had waited until now to pass this along to me, but there was no point in belaboring that.

'I'll pass this along to Captain Marino,' I said. 'In the meantime, Chuck, you need to tell me if this happens again, okay?'

He nodded, his knuckles white on the steering wheel.

'Just beyond the next light, we're looking for a big beige building. It will be on our left, in the nine thousand block, just past JoPa's.'

Cole's was fifteen minutes from closing, and there were but two other cars in the lot when we parked. Ruffin and I got out, and air conditioning was frigid as we entered a wide open space with aisles of metal shelves all the way up to the ceiling. Crowded on them was everything from restaurant-sized ladles and spoons, to food warmers for cafeteria lines, to giant coffeemakers and mixers. But it was potware that I was interested in, and after a quick scan I found the section I needed, halfway to the back, near electric skillets and measuring cups.

I began lifting great aluminum pans and pots when a sales clerk suddenly appeared. He was balding and big-bellied, and sporting a tattoo of a naked woman playing cards on his right forearm.

'Can I help you?' he said to Ruffin.

'I need the biggest cooking pot you've got,' I answered.

'That'd be forty quarts.'

He reached up to a shelf too high for me and handed the monstrous pot to Ruffin.

'I'll need a lid,' I said.

'Will have to be ordered.'

'What about something deep and rectangular,' I then said as I envisioned long bones.

'Got a twenty-quart pan.'

He reached up to another shelf, and metal clanged as he lifted out a pan that had probably been intended for vats of whipped potatoes, vegetables or cobbler.

'And I don't suppose you have a lid for that either,' I said.

'Yeah.'

Different-sized lids clattered as he pulled one out.

'It's got the notch right here for the ladle. I guess you'll be wanting a ladle, too.'

'No, thank you,' I said. 'Just something long to stir with, either wooden or plastic. And heat-resistant gloves. Two pairs. What else?'

I looked at Ruffin as I thought.

'Maybe we should get a twenty-quart pot, too, for smaller jobs?' I mused.

'That'd be a good idea,' he agreed. 'That big pot's going to be mighty heavy when it's filled with water. And there's no point in using it if something smaller will work, but I think you're going to need the bigger pot this time, or it all won't fit. You know?'