Point of Origin

'What's wrong with you?' he said.

'I guess I'm just tired,'' I said, gasping. 'And if you want a beer, you go right ahead. It's your day off and I'm driving.'

This improved his mood dramatically, and not much later he was draining his first pint of Samuel Adams while his burger with Swiss and my chicken Caesar salad were served. For a while we ate and drifted in and out of a conversation while people around us talked loudly and nonstop.

'I said, do you want to go away for your birthday?' one businessman was telling another. 'You're used to going wherever you want.'

'My wife's the same way,' the other businessman replied as he chewed. 'Acts like I never take her anywhere. Hell, we go out to dinner almost every week.'

'I saw on Oprah that one out of ten people owe more money than they can pay,' an older woman confided to a companion whose straw hat was hanging from the hat rack by their booth. 'Isn't that wild?'

'Doesn't surprise me in the least. It's like everything else these days.'

'They do have valet parking here,' one of the businessmen said. 'But I usually walk.'

'What about at night?'

'Shooo. Are you kidding? In D.C.? Not unless you got a death wish.'

I excused myself and went downstairs to the ladies' room, which was large and built of pale gray marble. No one else was there, and I helped myself to the handicap stall so I could enjoy plenty of space and wash my hands and face in private. I tried to call Lucy from my portable phone, but the signal seemed to bounce off walls and come right back. So I used a pay phone and was thrilled to find her at home.

'Are you packing?' I asked.

'Can you hear an echo yet?' she said.

'Ummm. Maybe.'

'Well, I can. You ought to see this place.'

'Speaking of that, are you up for visitors?'

'Where are you?' Her tone turned suspicious.

'The Old Ebbitt Grill. At a pay phone downstairs by the restrooms, to be exact. Marino and I were at the Smithsonian this morning, seeing Vessey. I'd like to stop by. Not only to see you, but I have a professional matter to discuss.'

'Sure,' she said. 'We're not going anywhere.'

'Can I bring anything?'

'Yeah. Food.'

There was no point in retrieving my car, because Lucy lived in the northwest part of the city, just off Dupont Circle, where parking would be as bad as it was everywhere else. Marino whistled for a cab outside the grill, and one slammed on its brakes and we got in. The afternoon was calm and flags were wilted over roofs and lawns, and somewhere a car alarm would not stop. We had to drive through George Washington University, past the Ritz and Blackie's Steakhouse to reach Lucy and Janet's neighborhood.

The area was bohemian and mostly gay, with dark bars like The Fireplace and Mr P's that were always crowded with well-built, body-pierced men. I knew, because I had been here many times in the past to visit my niece, and I noted that the lesbian bookstore had moved and there seemed to be a new health food store not too far from Burger King.

'You can let us out here,' I said to the driver.

He slammed on the brakes again and swerved near the curb.

'Shit,' Marino said as the blue cab raced away. 'You think there's any Americans in this town?'

'If it wasn't for non-Americans in towns like this, you and I wouldn't be here,' I reminded him.

'Being Italian's different.'

'Really? Different from what?' I asked at the two thousand block of P Street, where we entered the D.C. Cafe.

'From them,' he said. 'For one thing, when our people got off the boat on Ellis Island, they learned to speak English. And they didn't drive taxi cabs without knowing where the hell they was going. Hey, this place looks pretty good.'

The cafe was open twenty-four hours a day, and the air was heavy with sauteing onions and beef. On the walls were posters of gyros, green teas, and Lebanese beer, and a framed newspaper article boasted that the Rolling Stones had once eaten here. A woman was slowly sweeping as if it were her mission in life. She paid us no mind.

'You relax,' I said to Marino. 'This shouldn't take but a minute.'

He found a table to smoke while I went up to the counter and studied the yellow lit-up menu over the grill.

'Yes,' said the cook as he pressed sizzling beef and slapped and cut and tossed browning chopped onions.

'One Greek salad,' I said. 'And a chicken gyro in pita and, let me see.' I perused. 'I guess a Kefte Kabob Sandwesh. I guess that's how you say it.'

'To go?'

'Yes.'

'I call you,' he said as the woman swept.

I sat down with Marino. There was a TV, and he was watching Star Trek through a swarm of loud static.

'It's not going to be the same when she's in Philly,' he said.

'It won't be.'

I stared numbly at the fuzzy form of Captain Kirk as he pointed his phaser at a Klingon or something.

'I don't know,' he said, resting his chin in his hand as he blew out smoke. 'Somehow it just don't seem right, Doc. She had everything all figured out and had worked hard to get it that way. I don't care what she says about her transferring, I don't think she wants to go. She just doesn't believe she's got a choice.'

'I'm not sure she does if she wants to stay on the track she's chosen.'

'Hell, I believe you always got a choice. You see an ashtray anywhere?'

I spotted one on the counter and carried it over.

'I guess now I'm an accomplice,' I said.

'You just nag me because it gives you something to do.'

'Actually, I'd like you to hang around for a while, if that's all right with you,' I said. 'It seems I spend half my time trying to keep you alive.'

'That's kind of an irony considering how you spend the rest of your time, Doc.'

'Your order!' the cook called out.

'How 'bout getting me a couple of those baklava things. The one with pistachios.'

'No,' I said.

9

LUCY AND JANET lived in a ten-story apartment building called The Westpark that was in the two thousand block of P Street, a few minutes' walk away. It was tan brick with a dry cleaner downstairs and the Embassy Mobile station next door. Bicycles were parked on small balconies, and young tenants were sitting out enjoying the balmy night, drinking and smoking, while someone practiced scales on a flute. A shirtless man reached out to shut his window. I buzzed apartment 503.

'Who goes there?' Lucy's voice came over the intercom.

'It's us,' I said.

'Who's us?'

'The us with your dinner. It's getting cold,' I said.

The lock clicked free to let us into the lobby, and we took the elevator up.

'She could probably have a penthouse in Richmond for what she pays to live here,' Marino commented.

'About fifteen hundred a month for a two-bedroom.'

'Holy shit. How's Janet going to make it alone? The Bureau can't be paying her more than forty grand.'

'Her family has money,' I said. 'Other than that, I don't know.'

'I tell you, I wouldn't want to be starting out these days.'

He shook his head as elevator doors parted.

'Now back in Jersey when I was just revving up my engines, fifteen hundred could've kept me in clover for a year. Crime wasn't like it is, and people were nicer, even in my bad-ass neighborhood. And here we are, you and yours truly, working on some poor lady who was all cut up and burned in a fire, and after we finish with her, it will be somebody else. It's like what's-his-name rolling that big rock up the hill, and every time he gets close, down it rolls again. I swear, I wonder why we bother, Doc.'

'Because it would be worse if we didn't,' I said, stopping before the familiar pale orange door and ringing the bell.

I could hear the deadbolt flip open, and then Janet was letting us in. She was sweating in FBI running shorts and a Grateful Dead T-shirt that looked left over from college.

'Come in,' she said with a smile as Annie Lennox played loudly in the background. 'Something smells good.'