“Do you trust me?” he asked.
“Yes.” She knew he wouldn’t ever intentionally hurt her. He cupped her hip tightly as he fingered her pussy.
She tensed up as he took his slick fingers back to her ass. “What are you doing?”
“I want to fuck your ass, baby. I promise I won’t hurt you. It’ll be hot as hell, and I’ll have you screaming for more.” He kissed her shoulder, pushing his fingers through her wet slit.
Nodding, she slowly relaxed against him as he began to work his fingers against her ass. Resting her head on his arm, she closed her arms, giving herself up to the pleasure of his touch.
He worked a finger inside her, pumping it in and out, before adding a second. The pain at first was just a little too uncomfortable, but it began to change to unimaginable pleasure. She couldn’t recall ever experiencing anything like it.
Some of the men she’d dated had wanted to try anal sex, but she’d been too afraid and embarrassed. By the time Jason was working his cock into her ass, she was hot as hell, craving his touch.
She helped ease him inside her, and he fucked her with slow strokes, giving her time to accommodate him.
“Touch your pretty pussy.”
She didn’t fight him, and teased her clit, while he began to increase his thrusts within her ass.
When she glanced over her shoulder, Jason claimed her lips, gripping her hip tightly as he worked his cock in and out of her ass.
“I love you, baby. I love you so fucking much.”
They came together with his words ringing in her ears. If he loved her so damn much, why was he keeping things from her?
Chapter Eight
“What’s got you in a bad mood?” Richard asked.
“You mean besides the fact I’ve got directors calling me, begging me to be in their movies and I’m cancelling everyone I know because I can’t get my dick up for any woman other than Sydney? Oh, and if that’s not enough, her sister is back home tonight, and we’re due to have dinner with her, and everything could be over?” Jason asked.
They were inside his apartment, and he glanced over at the clock to see he only had a couple of hours until everything was over.
“You’ve still not told her the truth?”
“I didn’t know how to bring it up.” That was another lie. There had been many chances to bring everything up and be straight with her. He’d been a coward and chosen not to.
“There’s no getting away from it now. You do realize all of this is easily solved?” Richard asked.
“Go on, enlighten me,” Jason said, folding his arms.
“Tell the directors and the people who are trying to get you to work, that you’re taking a vacation or you’re moving onto something different. Tell Sydney the truth.” Richard held his arms open as if it was so damn simple.
It was so damn simple. Jason knew that.
Sitting down on his sofa, he pulled his laptop toward him and logged in. He went into his website and saw several comments had been left for him. All of them were asking where he was.
Where are you, Bone Harder?
Where’s another scene?
Have you quit the industry?
“You’ve got to make a decision soon. They’re all your fans. You know I’m by your side, Jason. No one else.” Richard took a seat next to him.
“I can’t lose her.”
“Then it’s time to come clean.”
Nodding, Jason closed his laptop down. “I’m going to get ready and finally tell her the truth. We’re leaving early. If we’re lucky I’ll be able to get there before Dawn.”
He didn’t take his time getting ready.
Dressing quickly in a pair of jeans and shirt, he headed out with Richard. He didn’t want to do this alone, and Richard was his rock.
“Are you okay’?” Richard asked.
“Yes, I’m fine. I just want to get there.”
“Do you want to talk to me first about what you’re going to say?” he asked.
“No. I’m just going to do it, and I’m not going to let anything stop me.”
Jason was determined to tell her the truth.
He parked on the drive outside her house, and without waiting for Richard, he went to her door. Knocking, he bounced back on his feet, waiting.
Sydney opened the door, throwing herself into his arms, and tugging him inside.
“Dawn’s here, and she can’t wait to meet you. She got in early. I wanted to call you, but I didn’t get a chance.”
This had to be the stupidest plan he’d ever thought of. All of the chances he’d had to tell her the truth were gone. Richard quickly joined him, and he was pulled into the sitting room. Dawn had her back to him, and only when Sydney called her, did she turn around.
Any hope that Dawn wouldn’t recognize him was dashed the moment she looked at him. She knew who he was, and she was clearly confused by what was going on.
“Dawn, this is Jason. Jason, this is my crazy sister, Dawn.”
“Is this a joke?” Dawn asked.
Richard cleared his throat, and Sydney made the introductions. Before anything else could be said, something in the kitchen dinged. “I’ll be right back,” Sydney said.
Staring at Dawn, he saw her judging him.
“She doesn’t have a clue you’re Bone Harder, does she?” Dawn asked.
“This isn’t the time,” Richard said, clearly trying to help.
Dawn looked between them. “You’ve both deceived her. Does she even know half of it?”
“I’m going to tell her the truth.”
“Really?” She folded her arms underneath her breasts.
“Yes. I’m not going to lie to her another minute. All I ask is that you give me tonight, and this dinner. She’s been so excited for you.”
“If you have hurt my sister or given her some kind of sex disease, I’m going to make sure I cripple you,” Dawn said, making sure he realized he was being threatened.
Sydney walked in and obviously detected the tension. “Is everything okay?” she asked.
“Everything is great,” Jason said, going to his woman. He cupped her cheek, pressing a kiss to her lips.
“There’s nothing I like more than a little tension at a dinner party,” Richard said, laughing.
Jason wrapped his arms around Sydney, glancing over at Dawn, who was shooting a glare in his direction. He didn’t remove his hand from his woman.
“Dinner is served. It’s your favorite, Dawn. Beef stroganoff.”
“Good. I’ve not had the best food the past couple of weeks.”
“Will you be going away again anytime soon?” Sydney asked.
“No. Enough has happened in my absence. I won’t be leaving your side for a good long while.” Dawn moved up to Sydney, pushing his hand away from her.
Gritting his teeth, he let her have this fight, but he wasn’t going to take all of her shit all night. Yes, he’d lied, but it was up to him to make it right.
Sitting at the table, Dawn wouldn’t stop her heated glares. Richard stopped trying to make small talk. Anything Sydney tried to say had Dawn shooting her down.
When Sydney tried to get Dawn talking with Richard, everything blew up.
“Oh, fuck this. I’m not sitting around here pretending shit anymore,” Dawn said, standing up. “That piece of shit has been lying to you.” She pointed a finger at Jason.
“Dawn? What the hell are you doing?”
Sydney stood this time, trying to calm her sister.
“I’m telling you the truth, which is exactly what this fucker should have done weeks ago.”
“Jason?” Sydney asked.
“He’s a porn star, Syd. He’s not some kind of PA. He’s a full blown, popular porn star.”
Silence rang through the room as Dawn’s words sank in. Jason stared at Dawn, wanting to silence her by putting tape over her mouth. Why couldn’t she have given him tonight?