"Do you?" he asked again.
She put her arms around his waist. "I don't know," she answered.
The man was driving her to distraction. His mouth was open and hot against the side of her neck. She tilted her head to the side so he'd have better access.
"You smell nice. Like flowers."
Soap, she wanted to say. It was scented. She couldn't get that explanation out of her mouth either.
Mr. Ross was turning her mind into mush.
"Farmers name their cows Belle."
He smiled against her neck. He acted as though he hadn't heard her comment. She felt compelled to repeat it. "I read it in Mrs. Livingston's journal, and since it was published, it has to be true. They definitely name their cows Belle." Think about that while you're wooing your friend.
He kissed her forehead. "You'd like me to keep on kissing you, wouldn't you, Taylor?"
Lord, he was arrogant. And right. She was honest enough to admit the truth. "Yes," she said.
"You know what I think?"
The way he asked the question made her want to sigh again. His voice was deep and husky and how she loved his slow drawl.
"What do you think?" she asked breathlessly.
"You've got a few urges of your own. Do you understand what that means?"
He wanted her to admit that women had the same lustful cravings as men and that he'd been right all along.
"Yes, I understand what it means."
Her shoulders slumped. She pushed away from him and tried to walk away. He grabbed her from behind, wrapped his arms around her waist to hold her still, then leaned down and demanded she explain.
"Tell me what you just learned," he ordered, impatiently waiting for her answer so he could do a fair amount of male gloating.
"I'm a trollop. There, are you happy now? Belle's going to get weary of waiting for you."
"She'll keep on drinking until I get there."
"She sounds delightful."
"She is," he replied. "You aren't a trollop."
She pushed away from him and then turned around to confront him. Her hands settled on her hips. "I'm usually not," she corrected. "But you make me want to do things I normally wouldn't think about doing. When you touch me, I… well, I'm only a trollop around you. I therefore suggest we stay away from each other. Please leave now before I disgrace myself again."
She looked like she wanted to cry. He felt guilty because he'd teased her. He was also feeling inordinately pleased with her. The compliment she'd given him, deliberate or not, made him want to smile. She got rattled when he touched her. A man couldn't ask for more than that.
He felt he should say something to calm her. He was her husband, after all, and it was the least he could do. Husbands should try to soothe their wives when they were upset, shouldn't they? What difference did it make that they were only going to be married for a little while?
"You're my wife. It's all right to be a trollop with me."
She caught herself before she snorted. Her expression showed her vexation, however. "But you'd rather be hanged than married, remember?"
Lord, she was a sight when she was riled up. Her eyes blazed with anger and the look on her face would have made a weak man immediately contrite. He wasn't weak, he reminded himself. "You've got that right," he replied.
She threaded her fingers through her hair in obvious agitation. "Do leave, sir."
He thought that was a fine idea. He walked over to the door, reached for the knob, then stopped. His right hand went to his vest pocket to make certain he had his key, then to the other pocket when the first was empty.
He turned around again and walked over to his wardrobe. Taylor watched his every move. She was trying to get her emotions under control. Honest to heaven, she didn't understand her own mind anymore, she decided. Mr. Ross hadn't done anything to cause her to get this upset. Yet she still wanted to weep.
He found the key in the pocket of the jacket he'd worn earlier in the day. Lucas closed the wardrobe, then turned to look at Taylor.
"Belle fed me when I was a boy… after my mother died. They were close friends."
He wasn't certain why he offered the explanation. He guessed it was because he didn't want her to worry. He also didn't want her to think he was an ogre.
Taylor was fairly overcome with relief. Belle wasn't a cow. She was a friend of the family.
He'd been honest with her, and so she decided it was now her turn. "I was jealous," she blurted out. "You were right about that."
He was pleased by her confession. From the strain he heard in her voice, he knew the admission had been difficult for her. Because she looked so solemn, he didn't smile. He gave her an abrupt nod before he turned away.
She didn't want him to leave on a sour note. Perhaps, she considered, if she engaged him in a pleasant conversation, even if it only lasted a minute or two, his mood would improve. She didn't want her husband to greet his mother's friend with a scowl on his face. Belle might jump to the conclusion Lucas wasn't a happily married man.
Oh, God, she really was losing her mind. It didn't seem to matter much to her at the moment. Lucas was going to leave smiling, even if it killed her. Taylor hunted for a topic to talk about, and just as he was pulling the door open, she settled on one she knew he was sure to like.
"I can't make up my mind if I should petition for an annulment or a divorce."
"You already mentioned getting an annulment," he reminded her.
"I did? I don't remember. I believe a divorce is probably easier to obtain."
"Why?"
"There seem to be more reasons acceptable to the court," she explained. She was pleased he was listening. "I considered most of them, too," she boasted. "I've memorized them all, you see, but I couldn't settle on a specific…"
He smiled. "You memorized the reasons you could give for a divorce?"
She nodded. She was pleased to see his frown was completely gone. "There's desertion, but of course I couldn't use that as a reason. We haven't lived together long enough," she added. She was warming to her topic now. Her voice echoed with enthusiasm when she continued. "Then I thought about drunkenness, and I immediately discarded the reason. I've never seen you take a drink while we've been together. I even thought about charging you with extreme and repeated cruelty, but that would be a complete lie and it didn't sit well with me at all. You have your reputation to consider, and while mine isn't the least important to me, I do have my pride. I would never be married to a man who beat me and I therefore wouldn't like to lie and say I was."
"Men don't waste time on something as foolish as pride the way women do," he remarked.
"Many do," she argued.
"I don't."
Perhaps if he hadn't sounded so arrogant, she would have told him the true reason she was going to give. But that male ego of his was really getting out of hand. It had become a red flag in front of her eyes.
So he didn't have a problem with pride. We'll see about that, she thought to herself.
"You don't like to lie?"
"No, I don't," she replied. "You sound surprised."
"I am. An honest woman," he explained with a grin. "That is a surprise."
She refused to be insulted. "You haven't known many good women, have you, sir?"
He shrugged. "Finish what you started," he ordered. "Don't waste my time with what you might have done. Tell me what reason you'll give for the annulment."
"Yes, of course," she replied. She added what she hoped was a sweet smile and walked over to the door. She gently nudged him on his way, all the while explaining the intricate differences between petitioning the court for an annulment and a divorce. When she was finished, she bid him good night and leaned against the doorway. She watched him walk down the hallway. She wondered how long it would take for his curiosity to get the better of him.