“Suppose I say no?”
“Then I'll lock you up for an insult to my royal person.”
“You're a right idiot, you know that, Dot?”
“You only just found that out?”
They laughed together and began hopping around the room like the pair of kids they had once been.
Mike's brow became furrowed, as it always did when he tried to think. “Don't feel you have to invite me to this big 'do,”' he said. One, two, three. “I wouldn't be offended if you thought I'd be out of place.”
“You're not getting out of it that easily,” she said, interpreting this generous offer without difficulty.
“I'll need moral support.” One, two, three.
“But Dot…”
“Be there.”
“Yes, Dot. Anything you say Dot.”
“And don't say it like that, as though I'm always giving you orders.”
“No, Dot. Anything you say Dot.”
She thumped his arm. He began to chuckle and she joined in, overwhelmed by tender affection for him. He was her Mike, as comfortable as an old slipper, and right now that seemed preferable to the turbulent sensations and feelings that awaited her if she wasn't careful. At last they stopped dancing and clung together, while peals of mirth echoed up to the elegant painted ceiling.
Their laughter reached Randolph, who was approaching along the corridor and through the outer room. The sound entranced him, catching at his heart and making him press forward to find the source without considering what it might be. The door to her bedroom was ajar and he'd pushed it open and walked in before he had time to think. That was how he saw Dottie, dressed in her slip, hugging Mike to her, her head thrown back as she laughed affectionately up into his face.
“Good afternoon,” Randolph said calmly.
Dottie released herself from Mike's arms, but didn't seem discomposed at being found like this. If anything, she eyed Randolph with dislike, which puzzled Mike.
“I believe Captain Gorshin and some of his friends were hoping you would join them about now,” Randolph informed him.
“Right. Fine.' Bye Dot.”
When they were alone Randolph eyed her coldly. “May I suggest that you put some clothes on?” he said bleakly. “May I further suggest that in future you pay a little more attention to the proprieties? Fooling around with young men in your underwear is not the behavior this country expects of its queen.”
He spoke more harshly than he'd intended. The intimate sight he'd stumbled on had struck him like a blow in the chest. He called formality to his aid, and for once it failed him.
“And may I remind you that these are my private apartments and you should have knocked before coming in?” Dottie said defiantly. “May I further remind you that in these rooms I decide what's proper and what isn't?”
“Congratulations, Dottie,” he said ironically. “You're beginning to acquire the tone of lofty command. It's a pity you have such a poor idea of when to use it.”
“Are you telling me how to behave?”
“On the evidence of my eyes I think somebody needs to.”
“Oh stop being so stuffy. Mike's seen me in less than this-”
“I don't want the details.”
“-when I stayed with his family once, and we all had to fight over the bathroom.” She met his eyes innocently. “Everyone saw everyone in everything…or rather in nothing. Or anyway, not much.” Seeing no yielding in his face she said coaxingly, “Can't you see the funny side?”
“I suppose I might have expected that from you,” he said bitterly. “The funny side. Always the funny side. You're incurably frivolous.”
“Rubbish. I can be serious when the situation is serious. But this one isn't.”
“You're the queen. If you let a man see you wearing only a slip and-” he stopped, feeling his breath coming unevenly.
Dottie looked down at herself, following his gaze. “Yes, I'm not wearing a bra,” she said. She couldn't resist adding, “Have you only just noticed?”
He'd been trying not to. The top of her slip was lacy and full of little holes, giving tantalizing glimpses of her otherwise bare breasts. They were as firm and uptilted as he recalled from that first morning when he'd been granted a brief, forbidden glimpse of her lovely nakedness. His brow was damp.
“Are you so shameless that you don't cover yourself?” he demanded coldly.
Dottie herself couldn't have explained what had gotten into her to make her goad him like this, but the little devil that was urging her on gave another prod with his trident.
“Why should I? It's only you.”
“Meaning that I'm some kind of eunuch?” he demanded dangerously.
“I was thinking more of a father figure. And what's a eunuch?”
“A eunuch would be a man who could see a woman dressed as you are and feel no response,” he snapped. “A eunuch would observe you half-naked and see the funny side.”
“But you don't?”
A pit yawned at his feet. Just in time he saw it and swerved.
“I cannot be amused,” he said bitingly, “when a woman to whom I must swear allegiance as my queen behaves in a way unsuitable to her station.”
The effect of these words on Dottie was so swift and dramatic that it took Randolph aback. He couldn't know that any reference to his lowered position cut her to the heart. He only knew that the fun drained out of her face, leaving only a sad dignity behind.
“Perhaps you're right,” she said, pulling on a robe and turning away from him.
“Dottie, I was only-”
“It's a rotten situation for you. I should have remembered.”
“Let's not discuss that.”
“No, we don't need to discuss anything. I'll go and get dressed now.”
She hurried away, leaving Randolph displeased with himself. He'd acted correctly and it had been a disaster. She was no longer joyous, therefore no longer Dottie.
And that was all wrong.
The rules stated that royalty arrived last and departed first. So on the night of the great ball Dottie stood, with Randolph, behind the huge mirrored double doors that led into the ballroom, knowing that on the other side were gathered two thousand people.
She would have liked to grasp his hand, but although he was beside her she couldn't make herself do it. Everything was wrong between them now.
The moment came. From behind the doors she could hear the orchestra play the national anthem. The doors opened on the glittering scene and they stepped forward.
At once she was engulfed in a wave of applause. Everywhere people were smiling at her. She knew a stab of pleasure, but hard on its heels came indignation. Why didn't they hate her for displacing the man whose life was dedicated to their service? Why didn't they spare a thought for his suffering? Burning with pity for him, she failed to notice her progress until she found herself at the foot of the stairs leading to her dais.
Randolph led her to the top, inclined his head and withdrew. The Master of Ceremonies caught her eye. She nodded, he signaled to the orchestra conductor, her partner presented himself and the ball began.
Deep in the crowd, Mike had watched Dottie's arrival with fond admiration, glad to see that she didn't seem to need his help. Then a footman approached him, but the words weren't the ones he'd expected. “Would you like the honor of dancing with the Countess Sophie Bekendorf?”
Mike looked around wildly at some of his officer friends, but they slapped him on the back and urged him on. Sophie was magnificent in dark red velvet, her shoulders bare but for the famous Bekendorf rubies. Feeling like a lamb being led to slaughter Mike followed the footman toward her, not in the least comforted by her brilliant smile.
But Sophie was charming. She greeted him warmly and was even understanding about his dancing. After a couple of turns around the floor she said sympathetically, “Why don't we sit this one out? I'm a little thirsty.”