I winced. She didn't mean it the way it sounded, but it most certainly did matter that I didn't have a date, because that date would have been Will. And I didn't have him not because he liked another girl or was suffering from a terrible case of the flu, but because he was dead. Because of me.
"Oh God," Yun Sun said. "Frankie…"
I waved her off. I didn't want any more touching. "It's all right."
We stood in a bubble of awkwardness.
"I miss him, too, you know," she said. I nodded. Then I left.
I returned to my empty house to find that the electricity was out. Perfect. This happened more often than it should have: Afternoon thunderstorms threw tree branches into the transformers, and entire neighborhoods lost power for several hours. Or the power would go out for no reason. Maybe too many people had their air conditioners on and the circuits overloaded, that was my theory. Will's theory was ghosts, ha ha ha. "They've come to spoil your milk," he'd say in a spooky voice.
Will.
My throat tightened.
I tried not to think about him, but it was impossible, so I let him exist there with me in my mind. I fixed myself a peanut butter sandwich, which I didn't eat. I went upstairs and lay on my bed without turning down the covers. Shadows deepened. An owl hooted. I stared at my ceiling until I could no longer make out the spider-web cracks.
In the dark, my thoughts went places they shouldn't. Fernando. Madame Zanzibar. You're just like all the rest, aren't you? Desperate for a heart-stopping romance?
It was that very desperation that gave birth to my stupid Madame Zanzibar plan and even stupider wish. That's what prodded Will into action. If only I'd never taken the damn corsage!
I bolted upright. Oh my God-the damn corsage!
I grabbed my cell and held down the "three," Yun Sun's speed dial. «One» was for Mom and Dad; «two» was for Will. I still hadn't deleted his name, and now I wouldn't have to.
"Yun Sun!" I cried when she answered.
"Frankie?" she said. "S.O.S." by Rihanna blared in the background. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine," I said. "Better than fine! I mean, the power's out, it's pitch-black, and I'm all alone, but whatever. I won't be for long." I giggled and fumbled my way into the hall.
"Huh?" Yun Sun said. More noise. People laughing. "Frankie, I can hardly hear you."
"The corsage. I've got two wishes left!" I jogged downstairs, zinging with glee.
"Frankie, what are you-"
"I can bring him back, don't you get it? Everything will be good again. We can even go to prom!"
Yun Sun's voice grew sharp. "Frankie, no!"
"I'm such an idiot-why didn't I think of it before?"
"Wait. Don't do it, don't make the-" She broke off. I heard a "whoops," followed by drunken apologies and someone saying, "Oh, I love your dress!" It sounded like everyone was having fun. I'd soon be having fun with them.
I made it to the den and approached the bookshelf where I'd left the corsage. I patted the tops of the books and then the space behind them. My fingers found softness, like petals of skin.
"I'm back," Yun Sun said. The background sounds had diminished, suggesting she'd stepped outside. "And, Frankie, I know you're hurting. I know that. But what happened to Will was just a coincidence. A terrible, terrible coincidence."
"Call it what you want," I said. "I'm making my second wish." I plucked the corsage from behind the books.
Yun Sun's anxiety intensified. "Frankie, no, you can't!"
"Why not?"
"He fell from three hundred feet! His body was… they said he was mangled beyond… that's why they had a closed casket, remember?"
"So?"
"He's been rotting in a coffin for thirteen days!" she cried.
"Yun Sun, that is a tasteless thing to say. Honestly, if it were Jeremy being brought back to life, would we even be having this conversation?" I drew the flowers to my face, lightly touching the petals with my lips. "Listen, I've got to go. But save some punch for me! And Will! Ooo, make that lots of punch for Will-I bet he'll be absolutely crazed with thirst!"
I flipped my phone shut. I held the corsage aloft.
"I wish for Will to be alive again!" I cried exultantly.
The stench of decay thickened the air. The corsage curled, as if the petals were shrinking in on themselves. I flung it away on autopilot, just as I'd shake off an earwig that chanced to light on my hand. But whatever. The corsage wasn't important. What was important was Will. Where was he?
I glanced around, ridiculously expecting him to be sitting on the sofa, looking at me like You're scared of a bunch of dried flowers? Pitiful!
The sofa was empty, a gloomy, looming shape by the wall.
I darted to the window and peered out. Nothing. Just the wind, fluttering the leaves on the trees.
"Will?" I said.
Again nothing. A tremendous well of disappointment opened inside me, and I sank into my father's leather armchair.
Stupid Frankie. Stupid, foolish, pathetic me.
Time passed. Cicadas chirped.
Stupid cicadas.
And then, so faint, a thud. And then another. I straightened my spine.
Gravel popped on the road… or maybe the driveway? The thuds came closer. They were labored and with the odd offbeat of a limp, or of something being dragged.
I strained to hear.
There-a thump, ten feet away on the porch. A thump that was distinctly inhuman.
My throat closed as Yun Sun's words wormed back to me. Mangled, she'd said. Rotting. I wasn't paying attention before. Now it was too late. What had I done?
I jumped out of the chair and fled to the entry hall, safe from the eyes of anyone-or anything-who might choose to peer through the den's wide windows. What, exactly, had I brought back to life?
A knock echoed through the house. I whimpered, then clapped my hand over my mouth.
"Frankie?" a voice called. "I'm, uh… yikes. I'm kind of a mess." He laughed his self-deprecating laugh. "But I'm here. That's the important thing. I'm here to take you to prom!"
"We don't have to go to prom," I said. Was that me sounding so shrill? "Who needs prom? I mean, seriously!"
"Yeah, sure, this from the girl who would kill for the perfect romantic evening." The knob rattled. "Aren't you going to let me in?"
I hyperventilated.
There was a series of plops, like overripe strawberries being dropped into the trash, and then, "Aw, dude. Not good."
"Will?" I whispered.
"This is so uncool… but do you have any stain remover?"
Holy crap. Holy, holy, holy crap.
"You're not mad, are you?" Will asked. He sounded worried. "I came as fast as I could. But it was so frickin' weird, Frankie. Because, like…"
My mind flew to airless caskets, deep in the ground. Please, no, I thought.
"Forget it. It was weird-let's leave it at that." He tried to lighten things up. "Now are you going to let me in, or what? I'm falling to pieces out here!"
I pressed my body against the hall wall. My knees buckled, I wasn't doing too well with muscle control, but I reminded myself that I was safe behind the solid front door. Whatever else he was, Will was still flesh and bones. Well, partially. But not yet a ghost who could move through walls.
"Will, you've got to go," I said. "I made a mistake, okay?"
"A mistake? What do you mean?" His confusion broke my heart.
"It's just… oh God." I started crying. "We're not right for each other anymore. You understand, don't you?"
"No, I don't. You wanted me to ask you to prom, so I asked you to prom. And now for no good reason… ohhh! I get it!"
"You do?"
"You don't want me to see you! That's it, isn't it? You're nervous about how you look!"