21
THE PLACE I’D mentioned in Ebisu was a classic Japanese izakaya that Tatsu had introduced me to when I came to Japan after the war. Izakaya are tiny bars in old wooden buildings, usually run by an ageless man or woman, or a couple, who lives over the store, with only a red lantern outside the entrance to advertise their existence. Offering refuge from a demanding boss or a tedious marriage, from the tumult of the subways and the noise of the streets, izakaya serve beer and sake long into the night, as an endless procession of customers take and abandon seats at the bar, always to be replaced by another tired man coming in from the cold.
Tatsu and I had spent a lot of time at the place in Ebisu, but I had stopped going there once we lost touch. I kept meaning to drop by and check in on the mama-san, but the months had turned to years and somehow it just never happened. And now, according to Tatsu, the place wasn’t even there anymore. Probably it had been torn down. No room for a little place like that in brash, modern Tokyo.
But I remembered where it had been, and that’s where I would wait for Tatsu.
I got to Ebisu early to give myself a chance to look around. Things had really changed. So many of the wooden buildings were gone. There was a sparkling new shopping mall near the station — used to be a rice field. It made it a little hard to get my bearings.
I headed east from the station. It was a wet day, the wind blowing mist from an overcast sky.
I found the place where the izakaya had been. The dilapidated but cozy building was gone, replaced by an antiseptic-looking convenience store. I strolled past it slowly. It was empty, the sole occupant a bored-looking clerk reading a magazine under the store’s fluorescent lights. No sign of Tatsu, but I was nearly an hour early.
I wouldn’t have come back, if I’d had an alternative, once I knew the place was gone. Hell, the whole neighborhood was gone. It reminded me of the last time I’d been in the States, about five years before. I’d gone back to Dryden, the closest thing I had to a hometown. I hadn’t been back in almost twenty years, and some part of me wanted to connect again, with something.
It was a four-hour drive north from New York City. I got there, and about the only thing that was the same was the layout of the streets. I drove up the main drag, and instead of the things I remembered I saw a McDonald’s, a Benetton, a Kinko’s Copies, a Subway sandwich shop, all in gleaming new buildings. A couple of places I recognized. They were like the ruins of a lost civilization poking through dense jungle overgrowth.
I walked on, marveling at how once-pleasant memories always seemed to be rendered painful by an alchemy I could never quite comprehend.
I turned onto a side street. A small park was wedged between two nondescript buildings. A couple of young mothers were standing by one of the benches, strollers in front of them, chatting. Probably about goings-on in the neighborhood, how the kids were going to be in school soon.
I circled around behind the new shopping mall, then came back through it, along a wide outdoor esplanade bright with chrome and glass. It was a pretty structure, I had to admit. A couple of high-school kids passed me, laughing. They looked comfortable, like they belonged there.
I saw a figure in an old gray trench coat coming toward me from the other end of the plaza, and although I couldn’t make out the face I recognized the gait, the posture. It was Tatsu, sucking a little warmth from a cigarette, otherwise ignoring the damp day.
He saw me and waved, tossing away the cigarette. As he came closer I saw that his face was more deeply lined than I remembered, a weariness somehow closer to the surface.
“Honto ni, shibaraku buri da na,” I said, offering him a bow. It has been a long time. He extended his hand, and I shook it.
He was looking at me closely, no doubt seeing the same lines on my face that I saw on his, and perhaps something more. This was the first time Tatsu had seen me since my plastic surgery. He must have been wondering at how age seemed to have hidden the Caucasian in my features. I wondered if he suspected something besides the passage of time behind my changed appearance.
“Rain-san, ittai, what have you done this time?” he asked, still looking at me. “Do you know how much trouble it will mean if someone finds out that I’ve met you without arresting you? You are a suspect in a double murder. In which one of the victims was well connected in the LDP. I am under substantial pressure to solve this, you know.”
“Tatsu, aren’t you even going to tell me it’s good to see me? I have feelings, you know.”
He smiled his sorrowful smile. “You know it’s good to see you. But I would wish for different circumstances.”
“How are your daughters?”
The smile broadened, and he nodded his head proudly. “Very fine. One doctor. One lawyer. Luckily they have their mother’s brains, ne?”
“Married?”
“The older is engaged.”
“Congratulations. Sounds like you’ll be a grandfather soon.”
“Not too soon,” he said, the smile evaporating, and I thought I’d hate to be the kid Tatsu caught fooling around with one of his daughters.
We headed back across the mall, past a perfect reproduction French château that looked homesick in its current surroundings.
The small talk done, I got to the point. “Yamaoto Toshi, head of Conviction, has put a contract out on your life,” I told him.
He stopped walking and looked at me. “How do you know this?”
“Sorry, no questions about how.”
He nodded. “Your source must be credible, or you wouldn’t be telling me.”
“Yes.”
We started walking again. “You know, Rain-san, there are a lot of people who would like to see me dead. Sometimes I wonder how I’ve managed to keep breathing for all this time.”
“Maybe you’ve got a guardian angel.”
He laughed. “I wish that were so. Actually, the explanation is simpler. My death would establish my credibility. Alive, I can be dismissed as a fool, a chaser of phantoms.”
“I’m afraid circumstances have changed.”
He stopped again and looked at me closely. “I didn’t know you were mixed up with Yamaoto.”
“I’m not.”
He was nodding his head, and I knew that he was adding this bit of data to his profile of the mysterious assassin.
He started walking again. “You were saying. ‘Circumstances have changed.’ ”
“There’s a disk. My understanding is that it contains information implicating various politicians in massive corruption. Yamaoto is trying to get it.”
He knew something about the disk — I’d heard Yamaoto saying on the transmitter that Tatsu had sent men to Midori’s apartment, after all — yet he said nothing.
“You know anything about this, Tatsu?” I asked.
He shrugged. “I’m a cop. I know a little about everything.”
“Yamaoto thinks you know a lot. He knows you’re after that disk. He’s having trouble getting it back, so he’s trying to eliminate loose ends.”
“Why is he having trouble getting the disk back?”
“He doesn’t know where it is.”
“Do you?”
“I don’t have it.”
“That is not what I asked you.”
“Tatsu, this isn’t about the disk. I came here because I learned that you’re in danger. I wanted to warn you.”
“But the missing disk is the reason I’m in danger, is it not?” he said, affecting a puzzled, innocent look that would have fooled someone who didn’t know him. “Find the disk; remove the danger.”
“Ease up on the inakamono routine,” I said, telling him I knew he wasn’t a country bumpkin. “I’ll tell you this much. The person who has the disk is in a position to publish what’s on it. That should remove the danger, as you put it.”