Ramage found his hands trembling with excitement as he broke the seal on the second packet and read the commission. He had a ship once again! It would be a brief command, and he tried not to read too much into the appointment - he was still smarting under their Lordships' "displeasure" of a fortnight earlier. He had been given the command simply because he was available to bring the ship home. No, that could not be entirely true; the senior of the captains commanding the two frigates could have been told to provide a lieutenant. Stop fretting, he told himself and be thankful that, unknown to Their Lordships, he had a dozen Tritons to stiffen up the packetsmen.
He went back into the Agent's office and found himself sufficiently cheerful to look on Chamberlain with favour, if not affection. Kerguelen, too, looked cheerfuclass="underline" obviously there had been no hitches so far. The Frenchman was sitting close to the desk holding some papers, and Chamberlain was smiling.
"Ah, Lieutenant, the Captain has read the receipt and approved the wording; we've agreed on the mode of payment; and the transaction will take place here at four o'clock this afternoon, when I have arranged for a notary to be present. It only remains for you and the Captain to arrange the details of handing over the ship - handing back the ship," he corrected himself. "It is agreed that any, ah, pillaging will not be the subject of claims on our side, nor will the Captain, nor his agents, heirs or assigns, make any claims relating to any injuries wounds or fatalities-"
"I'm glad to hear all that," Ramage interrupted grimly. "It would make for some strange litigation! Well, Captain, when do you propose giving us back the Lady Arabella!"
Kerguelen's brow wrinkled; he was obviously torn between wanting to make sure of receiving the money before handing over the ship, and not wanting to appear distrustful.
Ramage said, "Supposing we settle for midnight? By then all this" - he gestured towards the papers - "will have been completed."
Kerguelen nodded vigorously, and Chamberlain said, "Very well, gentlemen, I'll have that written into the receipt." He rubbed his hands together and looked questioningly at Ramage. "I think that concludes everything - I'll look forward to seeing M. Kerguelen later."
Once again Chamberlain offered them the use of his carriage for the rest of the day, and as they were leaving the room the Agent called to Ramage and followed him with a letter in his hand.
"I nearly forgot to give you this," he said. "One of the passengers in the packet gave it to me yesterday to pass on to you."
"Thank you," Ramage said absently, and followed Yorke and Kerguelen to the front door. While the coachman unfolded the steps of the carriage Ramage glanced at the letter. He stared unbelievingly at the handwriting. What had Chamberlain said? One of the passengers had given it to him? He relaxed, disappointed. The passenger was probably acting as a messenger, since the ship arrived last night.
"Anything wrong?" Yorke asked.
"No - just give me a moment to read this."
He broke the seal and began reading, and slowly the garden and the house and the carriage seem to sway and start to spin, and a moment later Yorke and Kerguelen were holding him.
"I'm all right," he muttered, "just a shock." He smiled weakly. "Everyone's getting shocks today. If you'll just drop me off at the Embassy - I'll join you on board later."
He tucked the letter in his pocket, took several deep breaths and climbed into the carriage. Once the other two men had joined him and the coachman had whipped up the horses, Ramage told them what the letter said.
Chapter Seventeen
At the residence of His Britannic Majesty's Envoy Extraordinary and Minister Plenipotentiary to the Court of Portugal, the two liveried and bewigged attendants in the hall were obviously expecting Lord Ramage; but equally obviously they were not expecting him to be a naval officer whose uniform had not received the loving care of a steward for many weeks and who was not wearing a sword: part of the regular dress of an officer visiting the Embassy.
When Ramage gave his name both men were too well trained to show surprise, and the elder smiled. "There has been some - er, concern, my Lord; you were expected earlier."
Ramage nodded and sat down while the younger attendant disappeared along a corridor to announce his arrival.
"His Excellency has been inquiring every half an hour, sir, to see if you had arrived."
Ramage nodded. Too many thoughts were racing through his mind to allow for small talk, though it was reassuring that Mr Hookham Frere was a conscientious Ambassador.
Damn this waiting: it was all he had done since leaving Jamaica. Waiting for weeks for the sight of a privateer; waiting to see if Kerguelen would agree to ransom the Arabella; waiting to see if the Government would agree to paying. Now, just when the ransom was about to be paid and all the waiting seemed to be over, here he was sitting in the hall of the Embassy, once again waiting.
He was too jumpy to sit still but, not wanting to fidget in front of the attendant - who had more than an inkling of why he was here - he took the letter from his pocket, unfolded it, smoothed the paper, and read it again. There were few words, carefully chosen and neatly written. They told him a lot, yet left a lot unsaid. They raised more questions than they answered and left his heart thudding.
"Hmm ... sir ... if you'll follow my colleague..."
A startled Ramage glanced up to find the older attendant looking down at him anxiously, as though he had said the same thing several times.
Folding the letter and tucking it back in his pocket, Ramage stood up. "I was daydreaming. Thank you." The attendant smiled understandingly and bowed.
Ramage found his heels jarred unpleasantly on the hard, polished mosaic of the floor: for months he had been used to the forgiving wood of a ship's deck. The corridors were cool from windows opening on to a central courtyard, but he was hot, his shirt sticking to him. Hot, nervous and puzzled; excited yet apprehensive. The story of my life for the past few weeks, he thought sourly.
He followed the attendant up a wide staircase and along another corridor. Suddenly the man stopped, knocked gently on a door and entered.
"The Lord Ramage," he announced quietly, and stepped aside to let Ramage pass.
It was a large, high-ceilinged room with pale blue walls on which hung portraits in heavy gilded frames. Several walnut chairs with caned seats and backs, and a long day-bed. Two bookcases and a matching secretaire. Thick rugs on the mosaic floor and the curtains of heavy blue velvet drawn back to let the sunlight stream in.
She was standing by one of the windows, a tiny motionless figure watching him uncertainly with large brown eyes, hand now reaching up nervously to brush back a stray strand of hair that seemed as blue-black as a raven's wing. The door clicked shut and she ran towards him without a word. Her kiss spun back the clock: the past year vanished and he had no sense of time or space - just Gianna in his arms, a dream suddenly become improbable reality in an upstairs room in a British Embassy.
"You were so long," she finally whispered, "we were afraid of treachery..."
"The Post Office Agent gave me your letter only a few minutes ago."
"Mr Frere - he was worried in case the French took the money and killed you: he is writing orders for one of the frigates to - oh Nico!" She clung to him, half laughing, half weeping. "That fool of an Agent said he would give you my letter at once."
"Well, I'm here," Ramage said lightly, trying to kiss away the tears, "and so are you. But how - I mean why..." He broke off as she kissed him again.
"I wanted to see you," she said. "So I went on board the packet at Falmouth and here I am. You" - she looked at him, suddenly alarmed - "you aren't angry with me?"