Sitting down on the bench in a deserted courtroom gives me a similar feeling. You feel you’re part of something. Something important, something pure and ordered.
Not to worry, though. The feeling quickly vanishes – about a quarter to ten, if I have to specify a time – when the courtroom starts to fill up.
“Hey, Guerrieri. What did you do, sleep here?”
See what I mean?
The voice, wavering between a dubious Italian and Bari dialect, belonged to Castellano. I could never remember his first name. His clients were exclusively thieves – all kinds: car thieves, burglars, pickpockets, bag snatchers – and small-time drug dealers. He had been a colleague of mine at university, which didn’t mean that we’d been anything remotely resembling friends, since there were more than a thousand students registered on the course.
Short and stocky, with a neck like a bull, almost completely bald apart from the wisps of hair tumbling over his ears. There were more wisps of hair visible above his shirt collar, which was always unbuttoned, just as his tie was always askew.
He wasn’t exactly the kind of person you could chat to about Emily Dickinson or the aesthetic question in Thomas Aquinas. Every other word he spoke was “fuck” and during the pauses between cases – and even while the cases were being heard – he liked to advertise his erotic fantasies about whichever member of the opposite sex was within his field of vision. He wasn’t exactly discriminating: trainees, secretaries, magistrates and defendants could all be the objects of his not very romantic dreams. It didn’t matter if they were beautiful or ugly, young or old.
I replied with a vague smile, hoping he would be content with that and praying that he didn’t decide to sit next to me and start a conversation. My prayers weren’t granted. He put his briefcase down on the bench and sat down, panting.
“How’s it going, Guerrieri? Everything OK?”
I said yes, thanks, everything was fine. As I said this I rummaged in my briefcase, pretending to be busy. It was a vain attempt: Castellano didn’t even notice. He started telling me that he had a case being heard this morning involving two old clients of his who had been given four years each for a series of bag snatches. He asked me if I knew who the judges were going to be. If they were good he’d go ahead with the appeal, if not he would plea-bargain. I told him who the judges were and he thought about it for a moment, then said it wasn’t worth taking a risk with them. He would plea-bargain, that way he’d get it over with quickly. And what did I have on for this morning?
Oh, a drug trafficker? How much had he got at his trial? Sixteen years? Fuck, what had he done to get sixteen years? Who the fuck was he, the head of the Medellin cartel? Anyway, who the fuck cares who these bastards are as long as they pay?
Having exhausted the topic of our respective cases, Castellano changed the subject. “Guerrieri, you know I’ve got a broadband connection in my office now? It’s incredible, you can even download films.”
I was pretty sure I knew what kind of films Castellano downloaded.
“Yesterday I downloaded this porn movie you wouldn’t believe. Then a client came in and while he was talking I was watching the film. With the sound off, obviously.”
Then he explained in detail, in case I wasn’t a man of the world, the use he made of these films, when there was no one around to piss him off, in the office or at home. And the ideal thing was a laptop, you could even have it with you when you were in bed, I don’t know if I’m making myself clear.
I’ll be good, I said in my head. If someone or something arrives right now to save me from this pervert, I swear I’ll be good. I’ll eat my spinach, I won’t say bad words, I won’t let off stink bombs in the catechism class any more.
This time my wish was granted. His mobile phone rang and he moved away to answer it.
A couple of minutes later – it was now ten – the assistant prosecutor entered the courtroom.
Montaruli. He was good. Before being transferred to the office of the Director of Public Prosecutions, he’d been a front-line assistant prosecutor for many years, responsible for the arrest and conviction of hundreds of common criminals and white-collar thieves. Some of them had been my clients.
It wasn’t a job you could do for too long. Everyone has a breaking point, when you realize you’ve had enough. It had happened to him, too, and so, having passed fifty, he had decided to have an easier life in the office of the Director of Public Prosecutions. An office where – how shall I put this? – no one kills themselves with work.
I stood up to say hello.
“Good morning, Consigliere.”
“Good morning, Avvocato. How are you?”
“Very well. It’s my client who’s in a bit of trouble.”
“Which is your case?”
“Paolicelli. The drugs from Montenegro.”
The face he made spoke volumes. Yes, my client was definitely in trouble, it meant. We were going to plea-bargain, obviously. No? Now he was starting to look at me with a certain curiosity. What on earth was I planning to do with an open-and-shut case like that? After a moment’s hesitation, I told him – omitting a few details – what I was thinking of doing. I told him that Paolicelli claimed he was innocent and had been framed, and that I believed him and wanted to try to get him acquitted.
He listened to me politely, and didn’t say anything until I’d finished.
“If your client is telling the truth, then he’s really in a tough spot. And I wouldn’t like to be in his lawyer’s shoes.”
I was about to reply that I wouldn’t like to be in his lawyer’s shoes either, when the hum of the courtroom was interrupted by the sound of the bell. The judges were coming in.
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The three judges entered after having the bell rung a second time. It wasn’t what you’d call a band of youngsters. The youngest – Girardi – was over sixty, and the presiding judge – Mirenghi – was just over a year away from retirement.
The third one – Russo – would normally fall asleep a few minutes after the beginning of a hearing and would wake up when it was time to go. He was quite well known for this, and didn’t rank very high in my personal league table of judges.
As far as I was concerned, these three were neither good nor bad. Basically, they liked an easy life, but there were worse appeal court judges. Better ones, too, to tell the truth, but I really couldn’t complain.
They quickly got through the cases that had to be adjourned, and a couple of cases involving plea-bargaining, including that of my colleague Castellano. Then Mirenghi asked the clerk of the court if the escort had arrived from the prison with the defendant Paolicelli. The clerk of the court said yes, they had arrived and were waiting in the holding cells.
The holding cells are located in the basement of the courthouse.
Every time I hear them mentioned, I recall the only time I’ve ever been in them. A client of mine had asked to speak to me urgently before the hearing started. The prosecutor had authorized me to go down with the escort and talk to him down there. My client was a robber who had decided to turn State’s evidence, but wanted to talk to me before he took the plunge.
I remember an abstract, secret world. There was a corridor with a defective neon light that went on and off intermittently. On either side, cells that looked like cages for battery animals. Nightmarish ravines from which a clawed hand might suddenly emerge and grab hold of me. A smell of damp, mildew and oil. Muffled, menacing noises. Filthy, peeling walls. A feeling that the normal rules didn’t apply down here. That there were other rules, unknown and disturbing.
It struck me that we were only a few yards from the so-called normal world, and I wondered how many other terrifying secret worlds like this one I had come close to in my life.