Instead, she looked around, and when she was sure the courtroom was really deserted, she gave me a kiss.
A real kiss, I mean.
“Goodbye,” she said and walked out into the deserted corridor.
I gave her five minutes’ head start and then left.
49
All the windows in my apartment were open, but the sounds coming in from the street were curiously muffled. They were like sounds I used to hear many years ago, when I was a child and we went to the park on May afternoons to play football.
I put on a CD, and it wasn’t until I’d already played several songs that I realized it was the same one I’d played that first night Natsu had come home with me.
These days miracles don’t come falling from the sky.
As I listened to the music, I poured myself a whisky on the rocks, and drank it, and ate corn chips and pistachio nuts. Then I had a long shower in cold water. Without drying myself, I walked round the apartment enjoying the smell of the bath foam on my skin, the music, the slight dizziness I felt because of the whisky, the cool breeze that came in through the open windows and made me shiver.
Once I was dry I got dressed, put on some pointless scent, and went out.
It was mild in the streets. I decided that before having dinner I would walk as far as the Piazza Garibaldi, where my parents and I used to live when I was a child.
When I got there, I was seized with the kind of intangible, all-consuming joy you feel sometimes when you’re sucked back into the past. The gardens of the Piazza Garibaldi, that late afternoon in May, looked the way they had all those years ago, and in among the boys playing football were the ghosts of myself and my friends as children, in short trousers and braces, licking the Super Santos ball we’d all chipped in to buy.
I sat down on a bench and sat there looking at the dogs and children and old people until it was dark and almost everyone had gone. Then I left, too, to look for somewhere to eat. I was heading in the direction of the seafront when my phone rang. A private number, the screen said.
“Hello.”
“You did it. I really wouldn’t have bet on it this time.”
I didn’t recognize Tancredi’s voice immediately, so it took me a couple of seconds to reply.
“Who told you?”
“What’s the matter, friend? Don’t you know who I am? I’m the police, I know everything that happens in this town. Sometimes I know about it before it even happens.”
As Tancredi spoke, it occurred to me that I didn’t really feel like walking around, having dinner, maybe getting drunk alone.
“Are you still in your office?”
“Yes. But I think I’m going to shut up shop now and go.”
“Do you fancy having dinner together? I’m paying.”
He said he’d like that and we arranged to meet in half an hour in the Piazza del Ferrarese, at the start of the old city wall.
We were both punctual, and arrived at the same time from different directions.
“So you were right. I really must congratulate you.”
“You knew perfectly well I was right, otherwise you wouldn’t have helped me. And if you hadn’t helped me I wouldn’t have got anywhere.”
He was about to say something, but then probably thought he didn’t have a witty enough remark. So he shrugged and we started walking.
“The judges have asked for the documents to be sent to the regional anti-Mafia department. In connection with Macri and Romanazzi, obviously. As of tomorrow I’m asking for a permit to carry a gun.”
“You won’t need it.”
“Of course I’ll need it. They’ll want someone to pay for this, and I’m top of their list.”
“I tell you you won’t need it. Romanazzi, Macri, his driver and their friends will soon have other things to worry about.”
“Such as?”
“Such as the fact that they’ll be going on holiday at the State’s expense in a few weeks’ time. A long holiday, I suspect.”
“You’re arresting them.” Congratulations, Guerrieri, I told myself as I said these words. That was a brilliant deduction.
“The investigation isn’t based in Bari, so we won’t be arresting them ourselves. Someone else will do it. People a lot nastier than us. And I’d say that’s enough professional secrets I’ve given away for today. Let’s change the subject; it’s time we had something to eat.”
We went to a restaurant facing the harbour. It belonged to a client of mine, Tommaso, known as Tommy. Someone I’d helped out of a tight spot a few years earlier. I told Tommy we wanted to sit outside and didn’t feel like ordering. Leave it to him, he’d see to everything, he replied as I’d expected him to.
He brought us raw seafood and grilled fish, followed by cream desserts made by his mother, who’d been a cook for forty years. We drank two carafes of white wine. At the end of the meal one of the waiters brought a bottle of ice-cold lemon liqueur. Carmelo lit his cigar. Damn it, I thought, I’m going to smoke a bloody cigarette. So I called Tommaso and asked him to fetch me a Marlboro. He came back a minute later, with a new packet and a lighter. He put both of them down on the table and turned to go.
“No, Tommy,” I said, pushing the packet away. “I don’t want all of it.”
He insisted, saying I might feel like smoking another one later. I was sure I’d feel like smoking another one later. And then another, and another. That was why it was better I didn’t keep the packet.
“Thanks, Tommy. One’s enough.”
I lit the cigarette, smoked it in silence, and then asked Tancredi if he wanted to hear a story. He didn’t ask any questions. He poured himself a little more liqueur and gestured with his hand for me to begin. I told him everything, from that afternoon in September until the final act, which had taken place a few hours earlier.
By the time I’d finished, the waiters were putting the upturned chairs on the tables and we were the only people left in the place. Although we both had work the next morning, we decided to have a walk along the deserted seafront.
“Carmelo?” I said after walking for about ten minutes in silence.
“Yes?”
“Do you remember Casablanca?”
“You mean the film?”
“Yes.”
“Of course I remember it.”
“Do you remember the last line?”
“No. I remember the scene very well, but not the line.”
“ Louis, this could be the beginning of a beautiful friendship. That’s how it goes.”
He stopped. For a few moments, he stood there, lost in thought, as if trying to grasp the exact meaning of what I had said, so that he could answer appropriately. In the end, though, he just nodded, without looking at me.
I nodded too, and then we carried on walking, side by side, without saying anything more, to the city limits.
Where the houses and restaurants and signs come to an end, and all that’s left are the cast-iron lamp-posts and their friendly but mysterious lights.