'No,' I said.
'She was staying in Monte Carlo when I met her,' said Maxim. 'You don't call that France, do you?'
'No, I suppose not,' said Colonel Julyan; 'it must be very cosmopolitan. The coast is pretty though, isn't it?'
'Very pretty,' I said.
'Not so rugged as this, eh? Still, I know which I'd rather have. Give me England every time, when it comes to settling down. You know where you are over here.'
'I dare say the French feel that about France,' said Maxim.
'Oh, no doubt,' said Colonel Julyan.
We went on eating awhile in silence. Frith stood behind my chair. We were all thinking of one thing, but because of Frith we had to keep up our little performance. I suppose Frith was thinking about it too, and I thought how much easier it would be if we cast aside convention and let him join in with us, if he had anything to say. Robert came with the drinks. Our plates were changed. The second course was handed. Mrs Danvers had not forgotten my wish for hot food. I took something out of a casserole covered in mushroom sauce.
'I think everyone enjoyed your wonderful party the other night,' said Colonel Julyan.
'I'm so glad,' I said.
'Does an immense amount of good locally, that sort of thing,' he said.
'Yes, I suppose it does,' I said.
'It's a universal instinct of the human species, isn't it, that desire to dress up in some sort of disguise?' said Frank.
'I must be very inhuman, then,' said Maxim.
'It's natural, I suppose,' said Colonel Julyan, 'for all of us to wish to look different. We are all children in some ways.'
I wondered how much pleasure it had given him to disguise himself as Cromwell. I had not seen much of him at the ball. He had spent most of the evening in the morning-room, playing bridge.
'You don't play golf, do you, Mrs de Winter?' said Colonel Julyan.
'No, I'm afraid I don't,' I said.
'You ought to take it up,' he said. 'My eldest girl is very keen, and she can't find young people to play with her. I gave her a small car for her birthday, and she drives herself over to the north coast nearly every day. It gives her something to do.'
'How nice,' I said.
'She ought to have been the boy,' he said. 'My lad is different altogether. No earthly use at games. Always writing poetry. I suppose he'll grow out of it.'
'Oh, rather,' said Frank. 'I used to write poetry myself when I was his age. Awful nonsense too. I never write any now.'
'Good heavens, I should hope not,' said Maxim.
'I don't know where my boy gets it from,' said Colonel Julyan; 'certainly not from his mother or from me.'
There was another long silence. Colonel Julyan had a second dip into the casserole. 'Mrs Lacy looked very well the other night,' he said.
'Yes,' I said.
'Her dress came adrift as usual,' said Maxim.
'Those Eastern garments must be the devil to manage,' said Colonel Julyan, 'and yet they say, you know, they are far more comfortable and far cooler than anything you ladies wear in England.'
'Really?' I said.
'Yes, so they say. It seems all that loose drapery throws off the hot rays of the sun.'
'How curious,' said Frank; 'you'd think it would have just the opposite effect.'
'No, apparently not,' said Colonel Julyan.
'Do you know the East, sir?' said Frank.
'I know the Far East,' said Colonel Julyan. 'I was in China for five years. Then Singapore.'
'Isn't that where they make the curry?' I said.
'Yes, they gave us very good curry in Singapore,' he said.
'I'm fond of curry,' said Frank.
'Ah, it's not curry at all in England, it's hash,' said Colonel Julyan.
The plates were cleared away. A soufflé was handed, and a bowl of fruit salad. 'I suppose you are coming to the end of your raspberries,' said Colonel Julyan. 'It's been a wonderful summer for them, hasn't it? We've put down pots and pots of jam.'
'I never think raspberry jam is a great success,' said Frank; 'there are always so many pips.'
'You must come and try some of ours,' said Colonel Julyan. 'I don't think we have a great lot of pips.'
'We're going to have a mass of apples this year at Manderley,' said Frank. 'I was saying to Maxim a few days ago we ought to have a record season. We shall be able to send a lot up to London.'
'Do you really find it pays?' said Colonel Julyan; 'by the time you've paid your men for the extra labour, and then the packing, and carting, do you make any sort of profit worth while?'
'Oh, Lord, yes,' said Frank.
'How interesting. I must tell my wife,' said Colonel Julyan.
The soufflé and the fruit salad did not take long to finish. Robert appeared with cheese and biscuits, and a few minutes later Frith came with the coffee and cigarettes. Then they both went out of the room and shut the door. We drank our coffee in silence. I gazed steadily at my plate.
'I was saying to your wife before luncheon, de Winter,' began Colonel Julyan, resuming his first quiet confidential tone, 'that the awkward part of this whole distressing business is the fact that you identified that original body.'
'Yes, quite,' said Maxim.
'I think the mistake was very natural under the circumstances,' said Frank quickly. "The authorities wrote to Maxim, asking him to go up to Edgecoombe, presupposing before he arrived there that the body was hers. And Maxim was not well at the time. I wanted to go with him, but he insisted on going alone. He was not in a fit state to undertake anything of the sort.'
"That's nonsense,' said Maxim. 'I was perfectly well.'
'Well, it's no use going into all that now,' said Colonel Julyan. 'You made that first identification, and now the only thing to do is to admit the error. There seems to be no doubt about it this time.'
'No,' said Maxim.
'I wish you could be spared the formality and the publicity of an inquest,' said Colonel Julyan, 'but I'm afraid that's quite impossible.'
'Naturally,' said Maxim.
'I don't think it need take very long,' said Colonel Julyan. 'It's just a case of you re-affirming identification, and then getting Tabb, who you say converted the boat when your wife brought her from France, just to give his piece of evidence that the boat was seaworthy and in good order when he last had her in his yard. It's just red-tape, you know. But it has to be done. No, what bothers me is the wretched publicity of the affair. So sad and unpleasant for you and your wife.'
'That's quite all right,' said Maxim. 'We understand.'
'So unfortunate that wretched ship going ashore there,' said Colonel Julyan, 'but for that the whole matter would have rested in peace.'
'Yes,' said Maxim.
'The only consolation is that now we know poor Mrs de Winter's death must have been swift and sudden, not the dreadful slow lingering affair we all believed it to be. There can have been no question of trying to swim.'
'None,' said Maxim.
'She must have gone down for something, and then the door jammed, and a squall caught the boat without anyone at the helm,' said Colonel Julyan. 'A dreadful thing.'
'Yes,' said Maxim.
'That seems to be the solution, don't you think, Crawley?' said Colonel Julyan, turning to Frank.
'Oh, yes, undoubtedly,' said Frank.
I glanced up, and I saw Frank looking at Maxim. He looked away again immediately but not before I had seen and understood the expression in his eyes. Frank knew. And Maxim did not know that he knew. I went on stirring my coffee. My hand was hot, damp.
'I suppose sooner or later we all make a mistake in judgement,' said Colonel Julyan, 'and then we are for it. Mrs de Winter must have known how the wind comes down like a funnel in that bay, and that it was not safe to leave the helm of a small boat like that. She must have sailed alone over that spot scores of times. And then the moment came, she took a chance — and the chance killed her. It's a lesson to all of us.'