“No!” Harker said, half-sobbing. “We’ll reanimate him. And that’ll be the end of this grand crusade. Finish.” He looked down at Thurman’s massive head, imposing even in death. His voice was a harsh hissing thing as he said, “Go on! Get started!”
He watched, numb-brained, as if dream-fogged, while Vogel and the other surgeon prepared the complex reanimating instrument. His heart pounded steadily, booming as if it wanted to burst through his ribcage.
He felt very tired. But now, thanks to this one master blunder, all their striving was at an end. Thurman, awakened, would denounce them for what they had done. After that, they ceased to be scientists and would be mere criminals in the eyes of humanity.
Harker listened to the murmured instructions being passed back and forth over the table, watched the needles entering the flesh, the electrodes being clamped in place. Minutes passed. Vogel’s thin hand grasped the controlling rheostat. Power surged into the dead man’s body.
After a while Harker rose and joined the group round the table. Needles wavered and leaped high, indicating that life had returned. But—
“Look at the EEG graph,” Raymond said hollowly.
The graph held no meaning for Harker. But he did not need to look there to see what had happened.
The eyes of the body on the table had opened, and were staring toward the ceiling. They were not the beady, alert, eager eyes of Senator Thurman. They were the dull, glazed, slack-muscled eyes of an idiot.
Chapter XV
For a moment, no one spoke.
Harker stood some five feet from the operating table, looking away from the creature under the machine, thinking, These people are like small boys with a new shiny toy. I should never have trusted them alone. I should never have gotten involved in this.
“What do we do know?” Lurie asked. The gangling biologist was nearing a state of hysteria. Sweat-drops beaded his forehead. “The man’s mind is gone.”
“Permanently?” Harker asked. “There’s no way of restoring it?”
Raymond shook his head. “None. The EEG indicates permanent damage to the brain.”
Harker took a deep breath. “In that case, there’s nothing for us to do but kill him again and dispose of the body.”
The suggestion seemed to shock them. Barchet reacted first: “But that’s murder!”
“Exactly. And what did you think you were committing the first time you killed Thurman?” There was no answer, so he went on. “According to the present law of the land, you were all guilty of murder the moment you put the chloroform-mask over Thurman’s face. The law needs fixing, now, but that’s irrelevant. You made yourselves subject to the death penalty when you abducted him, incidentally.”
“How about you?” Barchet snapped. “You seem to be counting yourself out.”
Harker resisted the impulse to lash out at the little man who had caused so much trouble. “As a matter of fact, technically I’m innocent,” he said. “The kidnapping and murder both were carried out without my knowledge or consent. But there isn’t a court in the world that would believe me, so I guess I’m in this boat with you. At the moment we all stand guilty of kidnapping and first-degree murder. I’m simply suggesting we get rid of the evidence and proceed as if nothing had happened. Either that or call the police right now.”
Raymond said, “I think you’re right.” The lab director’s face was green with fear; like the rest of them, he was awakening slowly to the magnitude of their act. “We did this thing because we thought we were serving our goal. We were wrong. But the only way we can continue to serve our goal is to commit another crime. We’ll have to dispose of the body.”
“That won’t be hard,” Vogel said. “We dispose of bodies pretty frequently around here. I’ll do a routine dissection and then we’ll just make sure the parts get pretty widely scattered through the usual channels.”
Raymond nodded. He seemed to be growing calmer now. “Better begin at once. Chloroform him again and do the job in the autopsy lab. Make it the most comprehensive damn autopsy you ever carried out.”
Silently Vogel and the other surgeon wheeled the body out, with Lurie following along behind. In the empty operating room, Harker glared at Raymond and Barchet. He felt no fear, no apprehension—merely a kind of dull hopeless pain.
“Well done,” he said finally. “I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel now.”
Raymond pursed his lips nervously. “I think I know. You’d like to strangle us, wouldn’t you?”
“Something like that,” Harker admitted. “Why did you have to do it? Why?”
“We thought it would help us,” said Barchet.
“Help? To kidnap and kill a United States Senator? But—oh, what’s the use. Just remember now that there are six of us who know about this. The first one who cracks and talks not only sends all six of us to the gas chamber but finishes reanimation permanently.”
Suddenly he did not want to be with them. He said, “I’m going to my office to get some papers, and then I’m going home. Can I trust you irresponsible lunatics for an entire weekend?”
Raymond looked boyishly at his shoes; Barchet tried to glare at Harker, but there was something sickly and unconvincing about the expression. Harker turned and headed out.
He made the long journey from the lab to his home by taxi, an extravagance that he did not often permit himself. Tonight it seemed necessary. He had no heart for facing other people in a public jet, for buying tickets at a terminal, for doing anything else but sitting in the back of a cab, with the driver shrouded off by his compartment wall, sitting alone and staring out at the bright night city lights as he rode home.
Friday, May 24, 2033. Harker thought back to the morning when Lurie had first come to him. That had been a Wednesday; May 8, it had been. Two weeks and two days ago, and in that time so much had happened to him, so many unexpected things.
He had lost his affiliation with the law firm. He had re-entered public life, this time as publicity agent, legal adviser, and general champion of a weird and controversial cause. He had become a stranger to his family, a man bound up entirely in the many-levelled conflicts arising out of the simple announcement that a successful reanimation technique had been developed.
He had watched two dogs and two human beings, both of them dead, return to the ranks of the living. He had watched a third man, a great man, a former idol of his, suffer death in the name of this strange cause.
He had become a murderer and a kidnapper. Unintentionally, true, and after the fact; but his guilt was as sure as that of the man who had lowered the chloroform.
Forces ranked themselves against him: Mitchison, Klaus, Jonathan Bryant—petty little men, those three, but they could cause trouble. Barchet, who was on their side and still managed to hurt them with everything he did. The Church; the American-Conservative Party; the ignorant, fearful people of the world, swayed by whatever hysteria happened to be in the air at the moment.
Had it been worth it?
He thought back, putting himself in the shoes of that James Harker of May 8, 2033 who had made the decision to go ahead. The bait had been the image of Eva, drowned, beyond his grasp. Eva might have lived.
Yes, he thought, it’s worth it.
Abruptly the gloom began to lift from him. He realized that none of the things that had happened to him mattered—not the dismissal by Kelly, nor the crimes for which he had assumed the burden, nor the inner turmoil which was exhausting him. How transient everything was!