"I see," Evelyn said again. "Perhaps we could talk for just a moment, Sam."
Sam shifted his jaw, but he nodded.
"We'll just be a minute," he said, turning to me. "Why don't you go have a look at your mother's old room?"
"Sure," I nodded dumbly.
"Turn right at the top of the stairs," he said. "It's at the end of the hall."
I excused myself and slid the study doors behind me. As I walked up the steps, strange feelings started to flow through me—broken, choppy signals, pieces of emotions—leaving me a quivering mess. My mother's house. Here it was, just like she'd described it. The four-paneled doors with the old sliding bolts. The stairs that Sam tumbled down. I even bent down and saw the thick chip that she had taken out of one of the banisters while she was carrying her bicycle down after Sam had stashed it on the widow's walk. It had been painted over, but the mark was still there.
This was my mother's house.
I found the room at the end of the of the hall and cautiously opened the door. In my imagination, I was about to be swept back to the early 1970s. My mother had described her bedroom in her Book of Shadows. The walls were blue, and she had painted yellow stars on them. There was a braided carpet on the hardwood floor. She had bamboo blinds on the windows and paper lanterns lights. Her bed was covered on an old family crazy quilt. She had a portable record player and a desk with a typewriter. There were pictures of her favorite rock stars on her closet doors.
The room I found myself in was narrow and sterile, painted a plain off-white, all traces of my mother's handiwork gone. The floor was covered in a plush coffee-colored carpet. There was a neat worktable by the window, a bookcase, and a large cabinet filled with various Wiccan and household supplies. None of the furniture my mother had described remained—not even the old bed. Nothing. It was all gone, all traces of my mother ripped away. I couldn't help but think of what was still going on at my own house, with Hilary and her plans for total home domination.
For the first time on this insane trip, the weight of it all hit me. I was lost. It seemed as if my grandmother wasn't exactly overjoyed to see me. And something just didn't feel right. Everybody was on edge. I had thought that I would find my mother here somehow, or at least some loving relatives or warm memories. But this sterile room made it obvious that there was nothing here for me.
Voices. I looked around. I could hear voices. Was I going crazy now? No, I realized. There was a heat vent in the corner. I was hearing the conversation coming up from below.
"… and it just came down?" Ruth was asking.
"Right down. No warning… well, except for Alisa. It's a good thing she was there."
"How big was it?"
"Big enough," Sam said. "It would have knocked me out or worse."
"Aunt Evelyn," Ruth said, her voice full of fear, "we can't let this go on. It's worse each time. Remember what happened with Brigid and the oven. And now this. They both could have been killed."
What was this? What were they talking about? This was more than just one branch.
"The counsel," Sam added, his voice firm. "Mom, it's time we called them. This is really a matter for them. They have the resources, and they have the specialists—"
"I have worked with specialists," Evelyn cut in, "They did nothing, I am dealing with this…"
The sound of breaking glass caused me to jump, and I turned to see what had formerly been a lamp. Now it was a pile of glass pieces sitting under a cockeyed shade on the floor. I rushed to pick them up. Oh, God. Another telekinetic hiccup. The lamp was clearly unfixable. I was so desperate I tried to spell it back together, but the truth was, I didn't know many spells and certainly not any for lamp repair. There was nothing I could do. The branch, the phone—now I'd gone and broken my grandmother's lamp.
As I fought off tears, a blond girl around my age peeked in the doorway. She had some of Evelyn's regal bearing, but her eyes were more soulful, like Sam's. Her golden hair was coiled on top of her head.
"Who are you?" she asked, looking at me as I stood there, caught red-handed with the lamp fragments. I quickly set them on the nearby bookcase.
"I'm Alisa," I said, wiping my eyes. "Sarah Curtis's daughter."
The girl looked confused, then amazed.
"I know who Sarah is," she said. "She had a daughter?"
I nodded. There I was. Proof.
"Goddess," she said brightly. "That means we're cousins, sort of. I'm Brigid. Ruth is my mom. Aunt Evelyn is my great-aunt." She stopped and cocked her head. "Are you all right?"
I wasn't sure what she was talking about for a second, then I realized that my eyes were probably still a bit teary. And there was the lamp, of course.
"Oh," I stepped away from the broken bits of green glass. "Sorry about the lamp, I, uh… I'm fine. I was just looking at my mother's bedroom, but I'm done now."
"This was your mom's bedroom?" Brigid said, looking around. "I didn't know that. I thought it had always been a workroom."
Brigid, at least, seemed kind of interested in me—this strange new cousin who'd shown up out of the blue, busted a few things, and seemed to know the history of her house. I guessed I'd be curious about someone like me, too.
"Are you staying here?" she asked, shifting a stack of beaded bracelets up and down her arm.
"No," I said, "I'm staying with Sam. We just came over to say hi. I don't know what we're doing now. Sam is busy talking to… my grandmother."
"Big conference talk, huh?" she said with a smile. "Aunt Evelyn can be kind of intense. It takes a while to get to know her. You look a bit freaked out."
I laughed nervously, incredibly thankful that someone seemed to understand something about my situation. "I am," I admitted. "Just a little."
"I'm about to go out," she said. "I'm going to meet my boyfriend, Charlie, for lunch. You're more than welcome to come with me. I promise, I'm not as scary."
Charlie, I thought. That must be the guy from the e-mail.
"Is that Charlie Findgoll?" I asked. "I found the Web site for his shop. I wrote to him. That's how I got in touch with my uncle."
"Oh, right." She nodded. "He told me about that. You made his day. He's always complaining that no one looks at his Web site. You should come with me and meet him."
That sounded really good. Anything to get out of here.
Brigid escorted me back downstairs and boldly slid open the parlor doors. Evelyn, Sam, and Ruth were huddled together by the desk. They stopped talking the moment we walked in, which made me queasy.
"I'm going to meet Charlie," Bridig said, unaffected by the oppressive air in the room. "I thought I'd take Alise. You guys look busy."
"Great," Sam said, seeming very distracted. "That seems like a good idea."
Much as I wanted to avoid the topic, I had to tell them about the lamp.
"I kind off… broke a lamp. I don't know how. It fell off the shelf."
Ruth and Sam exchanged looks.
"What? That old green one?" Sam said. "It's fine. Don't worry about it."
Evelyn was twisting her lips in a thoughtful grimace and rearranging the alignment of her desk blotter.
"You're welcome to join us for dinner, Alisa," she said crisply. "If you would like to come back."
If this had been a movie, thunder would have cracked overhead and a horse would have whinnied. I'd never heard such an ominous invitation in my life.
"Thank you," I said, my voice near a whisper.