Standish yelled from my right and broke my train of thought: ‘There must be more! I don’t give a shit if Nick has looked – I’m checking for myself.’
I turned as he stormed past behind my trench. ‘What are you after?’
‘There’s got to be more RPG rounds.’
‘Twenty-four, that’s all we’ve got. There’s none down there.’
‘According to you.’ It was like we were back on the team job. He was the captain, I was the trooper. What the fuck did I know?
He carried on heading for the track and I grabbed my AK, leaped out and followed. ‘I’ll cover you.’
‘I don’t need babysitting. Stay there.’
And with that he headed off without a backward glance.
7
20:27 hours
There was nothing else to do now but stand behind the gun and try to make sense of the shifting shadows below me.
From time to time I talked to the kids, even though I was pretty sure they didn’t understand a word. ‘Know what? It wasn’t that long ago I was sitting in Raffaelli’s with a cappuccino, waiting for her in the tent there to join me for lunch. I know you two don’t even know what a cappuccino is, but anyway – now look at me. Stuck here in this trench with you two, the fucking Chuckle Brothers. Bit of a difference, yeah?’
They looked at me as if I was stark staring mad. Well maybe I was.
‘And now she’s in that tent with someone else, not me, and I’m beginning to wonder if maybe she’ll be happier that way. He spends his whole time saving people’s lives and helping old ladies across the road, and I’m on stag behind a fucking gun. So what do you two think of that?’
They said bugger-all.
‘Exactly. And where the fuck is Standish?’
I glanced down the next time the moon appeared. My two new mates sat gazing at me, their chins resting on their knees.
‘Tell you what,’ I said, ‘I’ll be back in a minute. Don’t go anywhere, will you?’ I gave them a manic smile, lifted the jerry-can on to the back-blast channel, picked up the AK and jumped out of the trench. I headed for the tents, taking the water with me.
I was greeted by the glow of the Tilley lamp as I went through the flaps. Tim was still on his cot, looking after the gunshot wound next to him.
There was no sign of Standish. The other casualty was lying on a blanket on the floor. It was too hot and clammy for his wounds to clot. Silky knelt by him, wiping his forehead and tending the punctures in his skin.
Tim looked up. ‘The one down there’s OK for now, but this one . . .’
The boy turned his face to me. ‘Mr Nick . . .’ I thought he tried to smile, which only made it worse for me.
‘You should get on the floor yourself, once the shooting starts again.’
Silky was still smiling. It was as if she actually liked this shit. ‘Don’t worry, we’ll be fine. How are you?’
‘Never better.’ I treated her to the same mad grin I’d given the Chuckle Brothers. ‘I just thought I’d bring this.’ I put the jerry-can on the floor. ‘The boy might need some.’
A loud yell filled the night, followed by a screamed warning. It was Bateman. Then there was a burst of fire.
‘Get down! Get down!’
I ran outside. A succession of yellow muzzle flashes speckled the darkness at the front of Bateman’s trench.
I could see a figure running up the track, in the direction of the new fall across the river. It didn’t take a genius to realize who it was.
And Bateman was keeping his word.
I ran over and jumped in next to him. I started to get the AK into my shoulder.
‘No man!’ He slapped his hand on the barrel and pushed it into the mud. ‘Better idea.’ He was so close his saliva pelted my face. ‘I’ll get him,’ he screamed. ‘He will fight. If not, I’ll kill him.’
The kids in Bateman’s trench cowered away from him, their bony hands over their ears.
Bateman turned and picked up his AK.
I held him back. ‘We can’t afford to lose another man.’
Crucial had opened fire on the body scrambling uphill. Bateman pulled away from me. ‘If I fuck this up, man, you kill that goddamn coward, no matter how long it takes. Do that for me.’
I nodded. He smiled, than ran towards the track, screaming to Crucial to hold his fire.
I watched Standish in the moonlight, maybe two hundred and fifty metres away now, scrambling up to the lip of the valley. Bateman wasn’t far behind him, going for it like a mountain goat on a promise.
A second later I saw muzzle flashes. But Bateman wasn’t returning fire. He wanted a capture.
Standish was just short of the lip, firing downhill. Then he lost his footing, tumbled and slid. He dropped his weapon and crashed into Bateman.
Bateman was on top, giving Standish the good news with his fists. Then he was dragging Standish further downhill by his leg. Standish struggled, but was losing ground. The fucker was going to fight alongside us whether he liked it or not.
The moon went behind a cloud.
When it next appeared, Bateman was on the ground. Standish was on top of him, a rock in his hand. He brought it down, again and again, then grabbed his weapon and ran back uphill.
I took aim, took first pressure, but couldn’t fire. I couldn’t see much from this distance, but Bateman looked as though one side of his head was missing. Somehow, even without a weapon, he was still going for him. I hoped he’d wring the fucker’s neck.
Standish turned and stared down at the man a few metres below him. He brought the weapon into his shoulder and fired.
The muzzle flashed and Bateman toppled backwards.
I squeezed my trigger and tracer arced uphill. More followed from Crucial. Some of it struck rock and ricocheted into the air. Some floated over the lip and disappeared.
Good. I wanted that spread. I wanted to cover every square metre of hillside with five-round bursts. ‘Bastard!’
But when we stopped firing, Standish was gone.
Bateman lay face down on the track about twenty metres away from the lip. A small river of muddy water cascaded over his lifeless body.
8
No point worrying about what had just happened. Bateman was dead – nothing we could do about it. We had to move on.
Sam took command. ‘Listen in. We still stand our ground. I’ll take Bateman’s gun. Let’s get on with it.’
I fantasized that maybe Standish was lying just over the lip, with his intestines hanging out like the boy’s. That would have been nice.
Silky was in the backblast channel of my trench.
‘Bateman’s dead.’
‘He’s not the only one.’ She looked away. ‘I’m afraid we couldn’t save the boy . . .’
All my energy drained out of me. I had to sit. I had to put my head in my hands and sort myself out.
The Chuckle Brothers looked up at me from the bottom of the trench. A bony finger pointed at me. ‘Mr Nick, Mr Nick.’
‘That’s right, mate. Mr Nick. This is Miss Silky. Back in a minute, yeah?’
I walked her back to the tent. Tim was on the floor with the other kid, washing the fragmentation wounds with water from the jerry-can. The boy was still breathing, but his eyes were glazed. My kid was now on the ground too, but covered with a blood-soaked blanket.
Tim glanced at me. ‘What are we going to do, Nick?’
‘There’s just three of us out there now. We’re still holding till first light; then we’ll go for it.’
His eyes narrowed. ‘I heard two of them arguing about using the boys . . .’
We looked at the huddle in the middle of the tent.