"Utgar, please. This ship is heaped with wounded. My children are down there!"
"Yeah. I know. So you" d best lay down your arms, hey? Back up against the starboard rail. Archers down from the masts. Everybody calm — and I'm sure for everyone but you, Drakasha, there's a happy arrangement waiting."
"Throats cut and over the side," shouted Treganne, who appeared at the top of the companionway with a crossbow in her hands. "That's the happy arrangement, isn't it, Utgar?" She stumped to the quarterdeck rail and put the crossbow to her shoulder. "This ship is heaped with wounded, and they're my responsibility, you bastard!" "Treganne, noV Drakasha screamed.
But the scholar's deed was already done; Utgar jumped and shuddered as the bolt sank into the small of his back. The grey sphere tipped forward and fell from his left hand; his right hand pulled away, trailing a thin, white cord. He toppled to the deck, and his device vanished from sight into the hold below. "Oh, hell," said Jean. "No, no, no," Ezri whispered. "Children,"Jean found himself saying, "I can get them—"
Ezri stared at the cargo hatch, aghast. She looked at him, then back to the hatch. "Not just them," she said. "Whole ship." "I'll go," said Jean.
She grabbed him, wrapped her arms around him so tightly he could barely breathe and whispered in his ear, "Gods damn you, Jean Tannen. You make this… you make it so hard."
And then she hit him in the stomach, harder than even he had thought possible. He fell backward, doubled in agony, realizing her intentions as she released him. He screamed in wordless rage and denial, reaching for her. But she was already running across the deck toward the hatch.
15
Locke knows what Ezri means to do the instant he sees her make a fist, but Jean, his reflexes dulled by love or fatigue or both, plainly doesn't. And before Locke can do anything, she's hit Jean, and given him a shove backward so that Locke tumbles over him. Locke looks up just in time to see Ezri jump into the cargo hold, where an unnatural orange glare rises from the darkness a second later.
"Oh, Crooked Warden, damn it all to hell," he whispers, and he sees everything as time slows like cooling syrup-
Treganne at the quarterdeck rail, dumbfounded; clearly ignorant of what her erstwhile good deed has done.
Drakasha stumbling forward, sabres still in her hands, moving too slowly to stop Ezri or join her.
Jean crawling, barely able to move but willing himself after her with any muscle that will lend him force, one hand reaching uselessly after a woman already gone.
The crew of both ships staring, leaning on their weapons and on one another, the fight for a moment forgotten.
Utgar reaching for the bolt in his back, flailing feebly. It has been five seconds since Ezri leapt down into the cargo hold. Five seconds is when the screaming, the new screaming, starts.
16
She emerged from the main-deck stairs, holding it in her hands. No, more than that, Locke realized with horror — she must have known her hands wouldn't last. She must have cradled it close for that very reason.
The sphere was incandescent, a miniature sun, burning with the vivid colours of molten silver and gold. Locke felt the heat against his skin from thirty feet away, recoiled from the light, smelled the strange tang of scorched metal instantly. She ran, as best she could run; as she made her way toward the rail it became a jog, and then a desperate hop. She was on fire all the way, screaming all the way, unstoppable all the way.
She made it to the larboard rail and with one last convulsive effort, as much back and legs as what was left of her arms, she heaved the shipbane sphere across the gap to the Dread Sovereign. It grew in.1 brightness even as it flew, a molten-metal comet, and Rodanov's crew-folk recoiled from it as it landed on their deck.
You couldn't touch such a thing, she'd said — well, clearly you could. But Locke knew you couldn't touch it and live. The arrow that took her in the stomach an eyeblink later was too late to beat her throw, and too late to do any real work. She fell to the deck, trailing smoke, and then all hell broke loose for the last time that day. "Rodanov," yelled Drakasha, "Rodanov!"
There was an eruption of light and fire at the waist of the Dread Sovereign; the incandescent globe, rolling to and fro, had at last burst. White-hot alchemy rained down hatches, caught sails, engulfed crew-folk and nearly bisected the ship in seconds.
"If they would burn the Sovereign" shouted Rodanov, "all hands take the OrchidV
"Fend off," cried Drakasha, "fend off and repel boarders! Helm hard a-larboard, Mum! Hard a-larboard!"
Locke could feel a growing new heat against his right cheek; the Sovereign was already doomed, and if the Orchid didn't disentangle from her shrouds and bowsprit and assorted debris, the fire would take both ships for a meal. Jean crawled slowly toward Ezri's body. Locke heard the sounds of new fighting breaking out behind them, and thought briefly of paying attention to it, but then realized that if he left Jean now he would never forgive himself. Or deserve forgiveness. "Dear gods," he whispered when he saw her, "please, no. Oh, gods."
Jean moaned, sobbing, his hands held out above her. Locke didn't know where he would have touched her, either. There was so little her left — skin and clothing and hair burned into one awful texture. And still she moved, trying feebly to rise. Still she fought for something resembling breath.
"Valora," said Scholar Treganne, hobbling toward them, "Valora don't, don't touch—"
Jean pounded the deck and screamed. Treganne knelt beside what was left of Ezri, pulling a dagger from her belt sheath. Locke was startled to see tears trailing down her cheeks.
"Valora," she said, "take this. She's dead already. She needs you, for the gods" sakes." "No," sobbed Jean. "No, no, no—"
"Valora, look at her, gods damn it. She is beyond all help. Every second is an hour to her and she is praying for this knife."
Jean snatched the knife from Treganne's hand, wiped a tunic sleeve across his eyes and shuddered. Gasping deep breaths despite the terrible smell of burning that lingered in the air, he moved the knife toward her, jerking in time with his sobs like a man with palsy. Treganne placed her hands over his to steady them, and Locke closed his eyes. Then it was over.
"I'm sorry," said Treganne. "Forgive me, Valora, I didn't know — I didn't know what that thing was, what Utgar had. Forgive me."
Jean said nothing. Locke opened his eyes again and saw Jean rising as though in a trance, his sobs all but stifled, the dagger still held loosely in his hand. He moved, as though he saw nothing of the battle still raging behind him, across the deck toward Utgar. Ten more Orchids fell at the bow saving them, following Zamira's orders, shoving with all their might against the Sovereign with spears and boathooks and halberds. Shoving to get her bowsprit and rigging clear of the Orchid, while Rodanov's survivors at the bow fought like demons to escape. But they did it, with Mumchance's help, and the two battered ships tore apart at last.
"All hands," shouted Zamira, dazed by the effort it suddenly required, "All hands! Tacks and braces! Put us west before the wind! Fire party to main hold! Get the wounded aft to Treganne!" Assuming Treganne was alive, assuming… much. Sorrow later. More hardship now.