Ede looked at him across the sextant, which he had been about to place in its well-worn case.
He said, almost shyly, "I used to work with these, sir. A Parsons model, one of the earliest I ever saw."
In the sudden silence Rist saw the pain in his eyes, and wondered how it had all gone wrong. Attempted murder, they said. Youth and something else had saved him from the gibbet. Rist pushed it aside. It happened. Ede was paying the price for whatever it was. After all, you didn't ask forgiveness when you were trying to hack out an enemy's guts with dirk or cutlass!
He asked, "What about magnifying glasses? For chart work and that sort of thing." He turned away. Far enough, you idiot.
But Ede said, "I can repair them, sir. I made some once for my…" His employer, he had nearly said. The man he had stabbed almost to death.
Rist nodded. "I'll speak to the first lieutenant. Can't promise anything, but we could find work for you here." He added scathingly, "Anything to keep some snotty blowhard out from under my feet!"
He did not mention Sandell. He did not need to.
Rist was thinking of Galbraith, how they had been together in that raid off the African coast, the exploding charges, the chebecks like fireballs while they had floundered to safety. He liked the first lieutenant; they got on well. Galbraith would be thinking much the same about his own dwindling chances of promotion. Others seemed to get it as if it were their right. Or because they knew somebody…
He heard the bell chime from the forecastle, and thought of the rum which would soon be served in the warrant officers' mess. After that, he had been ordered to take a boat ashore and stay in company with the captain's new clerk, a strange old bird if ever there was one. But afterwards, if he could find the house, if it was still there, he might seek a little pleasure with one of the girls.
He was forty-two, but told himself that he did not look it.
Adam glanced through the open port again, at another vessel which was swinging to her anchor, to make a perfect twin with her reflection.
A Portuguese flag; it was a joke when you thought about it. All the big powers beating the drum about banning slavery, Portugal most of all.
He gave a wry smile. And yet they shipped more black ivory than any one.
He looked at his hands in the dusty sunlight.
Slavers, then. He turned away. And I was one of them.
Captain Adam Bolitho climbed through Unrivalled's entry port and paused to raise his hat to the quarterdeck, and the flag which hung so limply that it was scarcely moving. As he walked past the side-party he felt the sweat run down his spine and gather above his belt, and yet despite the busy afternoon ashore, the rituals of meeting the Governor and clearing the ship to take on supplies and fresh water, he felt strangely alert. Perhaps it was just being back on board, something he knew and trusted.
Like the faces around him, some so familiar they could have been aboard since the ship had first run up her colours, when the world had been so very different. For all of us. Yet he knew that several of them had only joined at Penzance, mere days ago. Were they regretting it? An impulse, seeking something they had believed lost?
Galbraith greeted him and said, "Fresh water will be brought out by lighters in the forenoon tomorrow, sir." His strong features were full of questions, but he added only, "Two hands for punishment, sir." It sounded like an apology. "Working on the jetty, drunk. There was a fight."
Adam glanced past him, feeling the heat striking down through the taut rigging, the neatly furled sails. "Who was in charge?"
"Mr Midshipman Fielding, sir. He is usually very good in such matters. He is young…"
"All the more reason why he should be respected, not abused because of it."
Fielding, the midshipman who had once awakened him from a dream. That same dream. Another memory.
He said, "Deal with it when we are at sea." He shaded his eyes to study the other anchored ships nearby. Mostly small local craft, they would have no difficulty clearing the harbour even with a light breeze. He thought of the people he had seen on the waterfront. The watching faces, interested, indifferent, it was impossible to tell. Like some Spanish officers from the visiting frigate; there had been a group of them waiting for their boat by the stairs. They had doffed their hats; a couple of them had smiled politely. Was it really so simple, so easy to forget, to wipe out the madness, the ferocity of battle which they had all suffered? Could I?
He saw Partridge, the barrel-chested boatswain, giving instructions to one of his mates. A flogging, then. Partridge would never even question it. When it came down to it, the Articles of War and a thin line of marines was the final extent of a captain's authority.
He turned his head, missing something Galbraith was saving.
It was Partridge, big fists on his hips, an amused grin on his sun-reddened face.
"She may 'ave a fancy Portuguese name, my son, but I knows er of old!" He seemed to realise that Adam was listening and explained, "The brigantine over yonder, sir. The old Rebecca as she was in them days. First tasted salt water in Brixham."
Adam stared over his massive shoulder. Like the flaw in the pattern, the face in the crowd which is so easily missed.
"You're certain?"
Parker, one of the boatswain's mates, grinned. "Never forgets, sir!"
Partridge seemed to realise it was not merely idle comment. He said, "My father worked at the yard in Brixham, sir. There was money trouble, and someone else paid for Rebecca to he completed." His eyes sharpened. "The rig I remembers most. The extra trys'l. Rare, unless you've got spare 'ands to manage 'em. She were in all kinds o' trouble, even had a run-in with the Revenue boys. Then she vanished out o' Brixham. Disappeared." He looked around at their faces. "Till now."
Galbraith said, "She's taken on no stores since we anchored, sir. And she's unloaded none, either. Time in harbour costs money. Unless…"
Adam touched his sleeve. "Come aft with me." He looked across the water again. Perhaps it was meant to he. Or maybe he needed to delude himself. There was no mail or message for Unrivalled. Nothing. So why had he noticed the black-hulled brigantine? Even the name Albatroz across her counter, when the gig had pulled him hack to the ship.
"You've a good memory, Mr Partridge. It may be a great help."
Partridge rubbed his chin and said, "Well, she's not in ballast, sir. My guess is she'll be up an' away before dawn. I could take a party o' picked men an' go over…"
He looked down, surprised as his captain gripped his arm.
"A Portuguese ship, in a Portuguese harbour, Mr Partridge? It goes beyond our powers. Some might even say it is what certain people are expecting, hoping we might do." He smiled suddenly. "But we shall see, eh?"
Galbraith followed him aft beneath the poop, saw him glance at the nearest ladder as if he had remembered something.
Adam said, "Call all hands early, Leigh. Mr Partridge may be right. I want to work clear of the anchorage as soon as possible. We shall use boats to warp her out if need be." He gave that rare smile again. "My orders state quite clearly, with all despatch. So be it, then."
He entered his cabin and hesitated. "There was no mail for the ship, Leigh, new or old. It will doubtless catch up with us one day!" The smile would not return. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a letter to write."
He walked to the stern windows and stared at the nearest ships and the waterfront beyond them. On his way to pay his respects to the Governor he had seen a little stall; it could hardly be called a shop. But it had reminded him of the one in Malta, where on a reckless impulse he had purchased the small silver sword with the single word Destiny engraved on the reverse. Like some mindless, lovesick midshipman. But she had taken it, and had worn it. With him and for him.
And she had been here, in this ship. In this cabin.
He sat down and pulled open his shirt to cool his body.