In the control room, Kennedy wrote letters to Cohen’s wife and sister, to McNaught’s mother, and the families of the other deceased. She thought of her own babies, Carlotta and Marie, of the letter she might want to receive, and took her time perfecting her prose, using words like service, and honor, and courage.
That done, she had Hurst contact HQ again. “I’d appreciate an update,” she told her commander.
“We’re still working on it,” the commodore said.
Kennedy wanted to scream, but he was their lifeline, the man in charge of getting them off this ridge so, for the sake of her crew, she kept her voice even. “Ensign Rafferty’s condition has deteriorated.”
“Look, Captain, the US Navy is doing everything it can. We think we’ve located you, but there are issues on the surface—a storm is hampering our rescue efforts. You need to trust me, as soon as we get a break in the weather, we’ll get your people out of there.” His voice was overly cheery. Putting a positive spin on things to keep up morale.
Pulling her jacket around her shoulders, Kennedy checked the battery power: 38 percent. They were running out of time.
She wrote to Carlotta and Marie. Handwritten notes. So young, Marie, would likely forget her if she didn’t come home, her face blurring in her daughter’s memory, but Carlotta was older and would remember. Kennedy labored over the paragraphs, yet the words were insufficient and lackluster. Nothing could capture her feelings for them, the ache their loss would cause her.
In the end, she quoted Apollinaire:
“Vienne la nuit sonne l’heure / Les jours s’en vont je demeure.”
“Let night come, toll the hour. The days pass by, I remain.”
If they ever saw the letters, Cole would explain. Perhaps he would take them to Paris, so they could watch the gray water of the Seine pass beneath the bridge.
Of course, they might never get her letters. The US Navy was good at keeping secrets. The SSBN James Madison had clipped a Soviet sub in 1974 during the Cold War, and nothing was known of it for forty-three years. In forty-three years, her girls would be in their fifties—older than she was now.
The sub creaked under another tumble of debris.
Or, the Tartarus might just be one more in a litany of ships lost to the stygian depths. Kennedy folded the notes and left them on her desk.
On the third day, Rafferty passed away.
Kennedy wrote another letter, then put in another call. “Sir, you do realize that very soon my crew is going to be sucking rubber.” Already, the air in the sub was dangerously thin. Kennedy struggled to concentrate, her head fuggy with headaches—although that might also be sleep deprivation.
“I’m sorry, Captain.”
“The weather’s still too dangerous?”
“Yes.” His tone was guarded.
“We’re talking hours, not days.”
“I understand.”
Kennedy’s skin prickled. This was ridiculous. “Sir, exactly how far away is the rescue ship? Assuming the weather abates, how long before you can get a submersible down here? Because ten minutes or two hours too late, the result for us is going to be the same.”
The commodore said nothing.
Her heart skipped. The reality was as blinding as the ocean was dark. “There is no rescue attempt,” she whispered.
The commodore sighed. “Captain Jones, I’m so sorry. The Tartarus is state-of-the-art, the culmination of decades of investment in submarine tech. My people said the only way to get the Tartarus up fast enough was to hire outside help. Imagine if a tech company like MobyCorp, or Poseidon Industries were to get hold of the blueprint. They’d reengineer it and sell it on to the foreign power with the deepest pockets. The White House can’t allow it. There’s too much at stake.”
Kennedy shivered. So, there it was. After days of fobbing her off, here was the truth at last. “You’re sacrificing my crew.”
“For the safety of the American people, yes.”
“What of the forty-six American people on the Tartarus? What about them? What about us?” Her voice was shrill.
The commander clucked his tongue. “When we bring Tartarus up later—when we can do it in-house, quietly—your crew and your families will be… looked after.”
“Cold comfort, sir.”
“Executive Officer Cohen would have understood. He knew his orders…”
This time Kennedy cut the connection, blood thundering in her veins. Cohen! Dependable, solid Cohen, her executive officer, had been planted to countermand her orders in the event the little lady stepped out of line. Kennedy clenched her teeth so hard she risked cracking the enamel. What would his single mother have made of that?
But her anger wasn’t going to help things. She needed to think. Again, she focused her mind on the ebb of the tide, breathing in slow waves, dampening her fear. “Masterton—John—would you ask Scotty to join us, please?”
“Fuck!” Scotty cursed when he heard the news. “Fuckity-fuck-fuck!”
Masterton closed his eyes, his lips quivering. When he opened them, he said, “What about other countries? The Russians. The Chinese. South Korea. They all have subs. There might be someone out there. We could send out an SOS.”
“Fat chance,” Scotty said.
He wasn’t wrong. The Atlantic Ocean was massive. Depending on where their rescuers were, getting to them could take days.
Scotty shrugged. “But I’m not against giving it a go. I wouldn’t mind seeing Central Park again.”
“Ensign Hurst.” Kennedy turned to her comms officer.
Hurst lifted her earphones off one ear. “Yes, ma’am?”
“If there are any other subs within shouting distance, I want you to raise them, please. Anyone at all.”
Hurst’s eyes widened, but she bent her head and fiddled with her dials.
Kennedy looked at Scotty and Masterton. “For the record, this is on me,” she said firmly. Masterton opened his mouth, but Kennedy held up her hand. “No. If we come through this, my report will say you did your best to dissuade me, but I refused to listen.”
Her shipmates nodded. What they were suggesting was treason; if they succeeded, there would be hell to pay. Still, rescue, even by a foreign power, was better than being dead. Kennedy prayed there was someone out there.
At last, Hurst turned to her. “Someone’s scrambling our communications, ma’am. Flooding the frequency,” she said. “If there is a sub in the vicinity, they’re not going to hear us over the noise.”
Masterton’s shoulders slumped.
“Fuck,” Scotty said again. “They’re killing us.”
Kennedy glanced at her screen. “We’ve still got 12 percent. We could have a go at powering up and seeing if we can blast ourselves off this ledge. There’s a small chance we could get clear of the rock, make it to the surface.”
“And we throw open a window when we get there,” Scotty said glibly.
“We’ve got to try something,” said Masterton.
“Tell the crew to strap in,” Kennedy said.
“Ma’am,” Hurst interrupted, before they’d had a chance to move. “I’m getting something. It sounds like… like a craft.”
“Another sub?” The commodore had made it clear there was no help coming, still Kennedy’s hope flared.
Hurst frowned. “Maybe. Except… so strange… and it’s as if it’s coming from below us.”