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seems to be some of this, quite a lot of this, which even our first paid

servant is not up on; maybe because he has been our first paid servant

for less than two years yet. Though that's wrong too; he could read eight

years ago, couldn't he? In fact, he couldn't have been elected Governor

of even Mississippi if he hadn't been able to read at least three years

in advance, could he?

STEVENS

Temple.

TEMPLE

(to Stevens) Why not? It's just stalling, isn't it?

GOVERNOR

(watching Temple) Hush, Gavin.

(to Temple)

Coup de grace not only means mercy, but is. Deliver it. Give her the

cigarette, Gavin.

TEMPLE

(sits forward again) No, thanks. Really.

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(after a second) Sorry.

(quickly)

You'll notice, I always remember to say that, always remember my

manners,-'raising' as we put it. Showing that I really sprang from

gentlefolks, not Norman knights like Nancy did, but at least people who

don't insult the host in his own house, especially at two o'clock in the

morning. Only, I just sprang too far, where Nancy merely stumbled modestly:

a lady again, you see.

(after a moment)

There again. I'm not even stalling now: I'm faulting -what do they call it?

burking. You know: here we are at the fence again; we've got to jump it this

time, or crash. You know: slack the snaffle, let her mouth it a little, take

hold, a light hold, just enough to have something to jump against; then

touch her. So here we are, right back where we started, and so we can start

over. So how much will I have to tell, say, speak out loud so that anybody

with ears can hear it, about Temple Drake that I never thought that anything

on earth, least of all the murder of my child and the execution of Li nigger

do efiend whore, would ever make me tell? That I came here at two o'clock in

the morning to wake you up to listen to, after eight years of being safe or

at least quiet? You know: how much will I have to tell, to make it good and

painful of course, but quick too, so that you can revoke or commute the

sentence or whatever you do to it, and we can all go back home to sleep or

at least to bed? Painful of course, but just painful enough-l think you said

'euphoniously' was right, didn't you?

GOVERNOR

Death is painful. A shameful one, even more sowhich is not too euphonious,

even at best.

TEMPLE

Oh, death. We're not talking about death now, We're talking about shame.

Nancy Mannigoe has no shame; all she has is, to die. But touchi for me too;

haven't I brought Temple Drake all the way here at two o'clock in the

mornim, for the reason that all Nancy Mannigoe has, is to die?

STEVENS Tell him, then.

248 WILLIAM FAULKNER

TEMPLE

He hasn't answered my question yet.

(to Governor)

Try to answer it. How much will I have to tell? Don't just say

'everything.' I've already heard that.

GOVERNOR

I know who Temple Drake was: the young woman student at the University

eight years ago who left the school one morning on a special train of

students to attend a baseball game at another college, and disappeared

from the train somewhere during its run, and vanished, nobody knew

where, until she reappeared six weeks later as a witness in a murder

trial in Jefferson, produced by the lawyer of the man who, it was then

learned, had abducted her and held her prisoner-

TEMPLE

-in the Memphis sporting house: don't forget that.

GOVERNOR

-in order to produce her to prove his alibi in the murder-

TEMPLE

-that Temple Drake knew had done the murder for the very good reason

that-

STEVENS

Wait. Let me play too. She got off the train at the instigation of a

young man who met the train at an intermediate stop with an

automobile, the plan being to drive on to the ball game in the car,

except that the young man was drunk at the time and got drunker, and

wrecked the car and stranded both of them at the moonshiner's house

where the murder happened, and from which the murderer kidnapped her

and carried her to Memphis, to hold her until he would need his alibi.

Afterward he-the young man with the automobile, her escort and

protector at the moment of the abduction-married her. He is her

husband now. He is my nephew.

TEMPLE

(to Stevens, bitterly)

You too. So wise too. Why cant you believe in truth? At least that I'm

trying to tell it. At least trying now to tell it.

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(to Governor) Where was I?

GOVERNOR

(quotes)

That Temple Drake knew had done the murder for the very good reason

that-

TEMPLE

Oh yes. -for the very good reason that she saw him do it, or at least his

shadow: and so produced by his lawyer in the Jefferson courtroom so that

she could swear away the life of the man who was accused of it. Oh yes,

that's the one. And now I've already told you something you nor nobody

else but the Memphis lawyer knew, and I haven't even started. You see? I

cant even bargain with you. You haven't even said yes or no yet, whether

you can save her or not, whether you want to save her or not, will

consider saving her or not; which, if either of us, Temple Drake or Mrs

Gowan Stevens either, had any sense, would have demanded first of you.

GOVERNOR

Do you want to ask me that first?

TEMPLE

I cant. I dont dare. You might say no.

GOVERNOR

Then you wouldn't have to tell me about Temple Drake.

TEMPLE

I've got to do that. I've got to say it all, or I wouldn't be here. But

unless I can still believe that you might say yes, I dont see how I can.

Which is another touch~ for somebody: God, maybe-if there is one. You see?

That's what's so terrible. We dont even need Him. Simple evil is enough.

Even after eight years, it's still enough. it was eight years ago that

Uncle Gavin said-oh yes, he was there too; didn't you just hear him? He

could have told you all of this or anyway most of it over the telephone

and you could be in bed asleep right this minute-said how there is a

corruption even in just looking at evil, even by accident; that you can't

haggle, traffic, with putrefaction-you cant, you dont dare-

(she stops, tense, motionless)

250 WILLIAM FAULKNER

GOVERNOR

Take the cigarette now.

(to Stevens) Gavin-

(Stevens takes up the pack and

prepares to offer the cigarette)

TEMPLE

No, thanks. It's too late now. Because here we go. If we cant jump the

fence, we can at least break through it-

STEVENS

(interrupts)

Which means that anyway one of us will get over standing up.