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(as Temple reacts)

Oh yes, I'm still playing; I'm going to ride this one too. Go ahead.

(prompting) Temple Drake-

TEMPLE

-Temple Drake, the foolish virgin; that is, a virgin as far as anybody

went on record to disprove, but a fool certainly by anybody's standards

and computation; seventeen, and more of a fool than simply being a virgin

or even being seventeen could excuse or account for; indeed, showing

herself capable of a height of folly which even seven or three, let alone

mere virginity, could scarcely have matched-

STEVENS

Give the brute a chance. Try at least to ride him at the fence and not

just through it.

TEMPLE

You mean the Virginia gentleman.

(to Governor)

That's my husband. He went to the University of Virginia, trained, Uncle

Gavin would say, at Virginia not only in drinking but in gentility

too-

STEVENS

-and ran out of both at the same instant that day eight years ago when

he took her off the train and wrecked the car at the moonshiner's house.

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TEMPLE

But relapsed into one of them at least because at

least he married me as soon as he could.

(to Stevens)

You dont mind my telling his excellency that, do

you7

STEVENS

A relapse into both of them. He hasn't had a drink since that day either.

His excellency might bear that in mind too.

GOVERNOR

I will. I have.

(he makes just enough of a pause to cause them both to stop and

look at him)

I almost wish-

(they are both watching him; this is the first intimation we

have that something is going on here, an undercurrent: that the

Governor and Stevens know something which Temple doesn't: to

Temple)

He didn't come with you.

STEVENS

(mildly yet quickly)

Wont there be time for that later, Henry?

TEMPLE

(quick, defiant, suspicious, hard)

Who didn't7

GOVERNOR

Your husband.

TEMPLE

(quick and hard)

Why?

GOVERNOR

You have come here to plead for the life of the mur

deress of your child. Your husband was its parent too.

TEMPLE

You're wrong. We didn't come here at two o'clock in

the morning to save Nancy Mannigoe. Nancy Man

nigoe is not even concerned in this because Nancy

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Mannigoe's lawyer told me before we ever left Jefferson that you were not

going to save Nancy Mannigoe. What we came here and waked you up at two

o'clock in the morning for is just to give Temple Drake a good fair

honest chance to suffer-you know: just anguish for the sake of anguish,

like that Russian or somebody who wrote a whole book about suffering, not

suffering for or about anything, just suffering, like somebody

unconscious not really breathing for anything but just breathing. Or

maybe that's wrong too and nobody really cares, suffers, any more about

suffering than they do about truth or justice or Temple Drake's shame or

Nancy Mannigoe's worthless nigger life-

She stops speaking, sitting quite still, erect in the chair, her face raised

slightly, not looking at either of them while they watch her.

GOVERNOR

Give her the handkerchief now.

Stevens takes a fresh handkerchief from his pocket, shakes it out and

extends it toward Temple. She does not move, her hands still clasped in her

lap. Stevens rises, crosses, drops the handkerchief into her lap, returns to

his chair.

TEMPLE

Thanks really. But it doesn't matter now; we're too near the end; you

could almost go on down to the car and start it and have the engine

warming up while I finish.

(to Governor)

You see? All you'll have to do now is just be still and listen. Or not

even listen if you dont want to: but just be still, just wait. And not

long either now, and then we can all go to bed and turn off the light.

And then, night: dark: sleep even maybe, when with the same arm you turn

off the light and pull the covers up with, you can put away forever

Temple Drake and whatever it is you have done about her, and Nancy

Mannigoe and whatever it is you have done about her, if you're going to

do anything, if it even matters anyhow whether you do anything or not,

and none of it will ever have to bother us any more. Because Uncle Gavin

was only partly right. It's not that you must never even look on evil and

corruption; sometimes you cant help that, you are not always

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warned. It's not even that you must resist it always. Because you've

got to start much sooner than that. You've got to be already prepared

to resist it, say no to it, long before you see it; you must have

already said no to it long before you even know what it is. I'll have

the cigarette now, please.

Stevens takes up the pack, rising and working the end of a cigarette free,

and extends the pack. She takes the cigarette, already speaking again

while Stevens puts the pack on the desk and takes up the lighter which the

Governor, watching Temple, shoves back across the desk where Stevens can

reach it. Stevens snaps the lighter on and holds it out. Temple makes no

effort to light the cigarette, holding the cigarette in her hand and

talking. Then she lays the cigarette unlighted on the ashtray and Stevens

closes the lighter and sits down again, putting the lighter down beside

the pack of cigarettes.

TEMPLE

Because Temple Drake liked evil. She only went to the ball game

because she would have to get on a train to do it, so that she could

slip off the train the first time it stopped, and get into the car to

drive a hundred miles with a man-

STEVENS

-who couldn't hold his drink.

TEMPLE

(to Stevens) All right. Aren't I just saying that?

(to Governor)

An optimist. Not the young man; he was just doing the best he knew,

could. It wasn't him that suggested the trip: it was Temple-

STEVENS

It was his car though. Or his mother's.

TEMPLE

(to Stevens) All right. All right.

(to Governor)

No, Temple was the optimist: not that she had foreseen, planned ahead

either: she just had unbounded faith that her father and brothers

would know evil when they saw it, so all she had to do was, do the one

thing which she knew they would forbid her to do if

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they had the chance. And they were right about the evil, and so of course

she was right too, though even then it was not easy: she even had to

drive the car for a while after we began to realize that the young man

was wrong, had graduated too soon in the drinking part of his Virginia