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Temple had hidden them, and getting the letters and getting rid

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of him forever, instead of hiding the money and jewels from Temple in her

turn-which was what Temple herself thought too apparently, since she-

Temple-told him a lie about how much the money was, telling him it was

only two hundred dollars when it was actually almost two thousand. So you

would have said that he wanted the money indeed, and just how much, how

badly, to have been willing to pay that price for it. Or maybe he was

being wise, smart,' he would have called it-beyond his years and time,

and without having actually planned it that way, was really inventing a

new and safe method of kidnapping: that is, pick up an adult victim

capable of signing her own checks-also with an infant in arms for added

persuasion-and not forcing but actually persuading her to come along

under her own power and then-still peaceably-extracting the money later

at your leisure, using the tender welfare of the infant as a fulcrum for

your lever. Or maybe we're both wrong and both should give credit-what

little of it-is due, since it was just the money with her too at first,

though he was probably still thinking it was just the money at the very

time when, having got her own jewelry together and found where her

husband kept the key to the strongbox (and I imagine, even opened it one

night after her husband was in bed asleep and counted the money in it or

at least made sure there was money in it or anyway that the key would

actually open it), she found herself still trying to rationalise why she

had not paid over the money and got the letters and destroyed them and

so rid herself forever of her Damocles' roof. Which was what she did not

do. Because Hemingway-his girl-was quite right: all you have got to do

is, refuse to accept it. Only, you have got to be told truthfully

beforehand what you must refuse; the gods owe you that-at least a clear

picture and a clear choice. Not to be fooled by . . . who knows? probably

even gentleness, after a fashion, back there on those afternoons or

whenever they were in the Memphis . . . all right: honeymoon, even with

a witness; in this case certainly anything much better lacked, and

indeed, who knows? (I am Red now) even a little of awe, incredulous

amazement, even a little of trembling at this much fortune, this much

luck dropping out of the very sky itself, into his embrace; at least

(Temple now) no gang: even rape become tender: only one, an indi-

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vidual, still refusable, giving her at least (this time) the

similitude of being wooed, of an opportunity to say Yes first, letting

her even believe she could say either one of yes or no. I imagine that

he (the new one, the blackmailer) even looked like his brother-a

younger Red, the Red of a few years even before she knew him, and-if

you will permit it-less stained, so that in a way it may have seemed

to her that here at last even she might slough away the six years'

soilure of struggle and repentance and terror to no avail. And if this

is what you meant, then you are right too: a man, at least a man,

after six years of that sort of forgiving which debased not only the

forgiven but the forgiven's gratitude too-a bad man of course, a

criminal by intent regardless of bow cramped his opportunities may

have been up to this moment; and, capable of blackmail, vicious and

not merely competent to, but destined to, bring nothing but evil and

disaster and ruin to anyone foolish enough to enter his orbit, cast

her lot with his. Butby comparison, that six years of comparison-at

least a man-a man so single, so hard and ruthless, so impeccable in

amorality, as to have a kind of integrity, purity, who would not only

never need nor intend to forgive anyone anything, he would never even

realise that anyone expected him to forgive anyone anything; who

wouldn't even bother to forgive her if it ever dawned on him that he

had the opportunity, but instead would simply black her eyes and knock

a few teeth out and fling her into the gutter: so that she could rest

secure forever in the knowledge that, until she found herself with a

black eye and or spitting teeth in the gutter, he would never even

know he had anything to forgive her for.

This time, the lights do not flicker. They begin to dim steadily toward

and then into complete darkness as Stevens continues.

Nancy was the confidante, at first, while she-Nancy -still believed

probably that the only problem, factor, was how to raise the money the

blackmailer demanded, without letting the boss, the master, the

husband find out about it; finding, discovering-this is still

Nancy-realising probably that she had not really been a confidante for

a good while, a long while before she discovered that what she

actually was, was a spy: on her employer: not realising until

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after she had discovered that, although Temple had taken the money and

the jewels too from her husband's strongbox, she-Temple-still hadn't

paid them over to the blackmailer and got the letters, that the payment

of the money and jewels was less than half of Temple's plan.

The lights go completely out. The stage is in complete darkness. Stevens'

voice continues.

That was when Nancy in her turn found where Temple had hidden the money

and jewels, and-Nancytook them in her turn and hid them from Temple;

this was the night of the day Gowan left for a week's fishing at

Aransas Pass, taking the older child, the boy, with him, to leave the

child for a week's visit with his grandparents in New Orleans until

Gowan would pick them up on his way home from Texas. (to Temple: in the

darkness) Now tell him.

The stage is in complete darkness.

Scene Two

Interior, Temple's private sitting- or dressing-room. 9:30 P.M. June

thirteenth ante.

The lights go up, lower right, as in Act One in the transition from the

Court room to the Stevens living room, though instead of the living room,

the scene is now Temple's private apartment. A door, left, enters from the

house proper. A door, right, leads into the nursery where the child is

asleep in its crib. At rear, french windows open onto a terrace; this is

a private entrance to the house itself from outdoors. At left, a closet

door stands open. Garments are scattered over the floor about it,

indicating that the closet has been searched, not hurriedly so much as

savagely and ruthlessly and thoroughly. At right, is a fireplace of gas

logs. A desk against the rear wall is open and shows traces of the same

savage and ruthless search. A table, center, bears Temple's hat, gloves

and bag, also a bag such as is associated with infants; two bags, obvi-

ously Temple's, are packed and closed and sit on the floor beside the

table. The whole room indicates Temple's imminent departure, and that

something has been vainly yet savagely

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