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unheard voice crying thinly out of the roar of a mob: 'Wait, look here,

listen-'

Because they were too busy raging and sweating among the dismantled logs and

felling the new ones in the adjacent woods and trimming and notching and

dragging them out and mixing the tenuous clay mud to chink them together

with; it was not until the second day that they learned what was troubling

Ratcliffe, because now they had time, the work going no slower, no lessening

of sweat but on the contrary, if anything the work going even a little

faster because now there was a lightness in the speed and all that was

abated was the rage and the outrage, because somewhere between the dark and

the dawn of the first and the second day, something had happened to them-the

men who had spent that first long hot endless July day sweating and raging

about the wrecked jail, flinging indiscriminately and savagely aside the

dismantled logs and the log-like laudanum-smitten inmates in order to

rebuild the one, cursing old Holston and the lock and the four-three

-bandits. and the eleven militiamen who had arrested them, and Compson and

Pettigrew and Peabody and the United States of America-the same men met at

the project before sunrise on the next day which was already promising to be

hot and endless too, but with the rage and the fury absent now, quiet, not

grave so much as sobered, a little amazed, diffident, blinking a little

perhaps, looking a little aside from one another, a little unfamiliar even

to one another in the new jonquil-colored light, looking about them at the

meagre huddle of crude cabins set without order and every one a little awry

to every other and all dwarfed to doll-houses by the vast loom of the woods

which enclosed them-the tiny clearing clawed punily not even into the flank

of pathless wilderness but into the Join, the groin, the secret parts, which

was the irrevocable cast

196 WILLIAM FAULKNER

die of their lives, fates, pasts and futures-not even speaking for a while

yet since each one probably believed (a little shamefaced too) that the

thought was solitarily his, until at last one spoke for all and then it was

all right since it had taken one conjoined breath to shape that sound, the

speaker speaking not loud, diffidently, tentatively, so you insert the first

light tentative push of wind into the mouthpiece of a strange untried

foxhorn: 'By God. Jefferson.'

'Jefferson, Mississippi,' a second added.

'Jefferson, Yoknapatawpha County, Mississippi,' a third coriected; who,

which one, didn't matter this time either since it was still one conjoined

breathing, one compound dream-state, mused and static, well capable of

lasting on past sunrise too, though they probably knew better too since

Compson was still there: the gnat, the thorn, the catalyst.

'It aint until we finish the goddamned thing,' Compson said. 'Come on.

Let's get at it.' So they finished it that day, working rapidly now, with

speed and lightness too, concentrated yet inattentive, to get it done and

that quickly, not to finish it but to get it out of the way, behind them;

not to finish it quickly in order to own, possess it sooner, but to be able

to obliterate, efface it the sooner, as if they had also known in that

first yellow light that it would not be near enough, would not even be the

beginning; that the little lean-to room they were building would not even

be a pattern and could not even be called practice, working on until noon,

the hour to stop and eat, by which time Louis Grenier had arrived from

Frenchman's Bend (his plantation: his manor, his kitchens and stables and

kennels and slave quarters and gardens and promenades and fields which a

hundred years later will have vanished, his name and his blood too, leaving

nothing but the name of his plantation and his own fading corrupted legend

like a thin layer of the native ephemeral yet inevictable dust on a section

of country surrounding a little lost paintless crossroads store) twenty

miles away behind a slave coachman and footman in his imported English

carriage and what was said to be the finest matched team outside of Natchez

or Nashville, and Compson said, 'I reckon that'll do'-all knowing what he

meant: not abandonment: to complete it, of course, but so little remained

now that the two slaves could finish it. The four in fact, since, although

as soon as it was assumed that the two Grenier Negroes would lend the two

local ones a hand, Compson demurred on the grounds that who would dare

violate the rigid protocol of bondage by ordering a stableservant, let

alone a house servant, to do manual labor, not to mention having the

temerity to approach old Louis Grenier with the suggestion, Peabody nipped

that at once.

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'One of them can use my shadow,' he said. 'It never blenched out there with

a white doctor standing in it,' and even offered to be emissary to old

Grenier, except that Grenier himself forestalled them. So they ate

Holston's noon ordinary, while the Chickasaws, squatting unmoving still

where the creep of shade had left them in the full fierce glare of July

noon about the wagon where old Mohataha still sat under her slave-borne

Paris parasol, ate their lunches too which (Mohataha's and her personal

retinue's came out of a woven whiteoak withe fishbasket in the wagonbed),

they appeared to have carried in from what, patterning the white people,

they called their plantation too, under their arms inside the rolled-up

trousers. Then they moved back to the front gallery and-not the settlement

any more now: the town; it had been a town for thirty-one hours now-watched

the four slaves put up the final log and pin down the final shake on the

roof and hang the door, and then, Ratcliffe leading something like the

court chamberlain across a castle courtyard, cross back to the store and

enter and emerge carrying the iron chest, the grave Chickasaws watching too

the white man's slaves sweating the white man's ponderable dense

inscrutable medicine into its new shrine. And now they had time to find out

what was bothering Ratcliffe.

'That lock,' Ratcliffe said.

'WhatT somebody said.

'That Indian axle-grease,' Ratcliffe said.

'WhatT they said again. But they knew, understood, now. It was neither lock

nor axle-grease; it was the fifteen dollars which could have been charged

to the Indian Department on Ratcliffe's books and nobody would have ever

found it, noticed it, missed it. It was not greed on Ratcliffe's part, and

least of all was he advocating corruption. The idea was not even new to

him; it did not need any casual man on a horse riding in to the settlement

once every two or three weeks, to reveal to him that possibility; he had

thought of that the first time he had charged the first sack of peppermint

candy to the first one of old Mohataha's forty-year-old grandchildren and

had refrained from adding two zeroes to the ten or fifteen cents for ten

years now, wondering each time why he did refrain, amazed at his own virtue

or at least his strength of will. It was a matter of principle. It was

he-they: the settlement (town now)-who had thought of charging the lock to

the United States as a provable lock, a communal risk, a concrete

ineradicable object, win lose or draw, let the chips fall where they may,

on that dim day when some Federal inspector might, just barely might, audit