“Did you have to reinforce and refinish the entire pier?”
“A good pier is a necessity, and that’s something that would take stone masons weeks, if not months. Sario thinks his family might want to open a factorage here. He likes the pier and the harbor.”
Vaelora shook her head.
“While you’ve been recovering, have you discovered anything of interest in Rholan and the Nameless?” Quaeryt leaned forward slightly, shifting his weight on the chair that he’d wished he’d imaged to be a bit more comfortable.
“You’re humoring me.”
“I am … but humor me as well.”
After the smallest of sighs, Vaelora picked up the small leatherbound volume that was Rholan and the Nameless. For a time, she flipped through the pages. Then she stopped and began to read.
“As with all who think themselves philosophers, Rholan seldom allowed small inconsistencies of fact or of logic to get in the way of powerful words. Whether such inconsistencies were small or not, he always considered them so, as when he insisted in a homily that the Naedarans were ‘negligible nabobs of nothingness.’ When Chorister Thamus told him that Naedara had rivaled Bovaria in power, Rholan dismissed Thamus’s words with the statement that the so-called ancients of Naedara knew nothing of true power. This was despite all the documents and books that mentioned them in the great library of Tela, before it burned. Rholan said that since he’d seen no proof, and what proof there might have been was as smoke, then there was none.”
Vaelora slipped her worn leather bookmark into the book, closed it, and looked at Quaeryt.
“Why did you find this so interesting?” he asked.
“There were two things. The writer quoted exact words from Rholan’s homily. The writer also knew of the great library and what was in it, including material about Naedara. Naedara wasn’t that widely known in the east of Lydar, especially in Rholan’s time.”
“So you’re saying that the writer knew Rholan very well and was also high in position, from a High Holder’s family, possibly even a High Holder?”
“I don’t see how it could be otherwise.”
“And the writer has no compunctions about revealing Rholan’s imperfections, regardless of whether he revitalized the worship of the Nameless all across Lydar.”
“Except in Khel,” Vaelora pointed out.
“That’s interesting, given that Rholan didn’t like the Naedarans, and there’s definitely a link between them and Khel.”
“The writer doesn’t say he didn’t like them.”
“If he called them ‘negligible nabobs of nothingness’ he didn’t like them. That’s not exactly a favorable description,” Quaeryt pointed out.
“It also suggests he might not have been fond of imagers.”
“That’s true … in a way,” mused Quaeryt. “The book doesn’t ever mention imagers, but does that reflect Rholan or the author … or both of them?”
“Both, I’d guess, but it’s not likely we’ll ever know.” Vaelora smiled sardonically. “It does make me wonder just who wrote the book … and why.”
“There’s not even a name at the end, just the letters that look to be a fanciful curlicued version of ‘The End.’”
“I’ve never heard of it, and Father’s library was not small.”
“There was nothing like it in the scholarium library in Solis, and I’ve never heard of any chorister who spoke about it, but then, I also haven’t asked.”
“How about leaving on Samedi?” Vaelora said quietly.
“Have you had another farsight image?”
She shook her head. “The ones I’ve had have all been … well … frightening, even the one that turned out well.”
“The one about me, you mean?”
She nodded.
“But you’re worried about your brother?”
“I’m worried about him when you’re not around, and we’ve been gone long enough for there to be trouble.”
“I’ll think about leaving on Samedi when I see how you are tomorrow.”
“You’re stubborn.”
“No … I’m worried about you.”
Quaeryt was relieved that she smiled softly.
7
Quaeryt woke abruptly, not because he had heard something, but because the silence was overpowering. He immediately glanced from the pallet where he lay to the bed where Vaelora slept. In the darkness, he could see nothing. Nor could he hear anything, not even her breathing. Was she breathing?
He started to sit up, but found he could not move, except for his head, as if he were pinned to the pallet by unseen chains. Then the thinnest streams of silver light flowed from the cracks and gaps in the boards covering the gun port of the old Antiagon stone fort and into the makeshift quarters section.
The light formed an archway, and through the archway stepped the figure of a man with hair like flowing silver, standing at the end of a road of reddish silver that stretched up behind him through the stone ceiling and up and out into a night sky filled with brilliant silver-white stars. In one hand, he held a dagger with a blade of brilliant light. Across his back was a mighty bow, and in his other hand was something shimmering so brightly that Quaeryt could not determine what it might be … a key, a small book, a coiled chain of gold…?
The silver-haired figure surveyed Quaeryt before he spoke. “The road back only goes forward. What is done is done forever.”
“I know that,” protested Quaeryt.
“You know it, yet you do not, for you know, and do not believe what you know. The road forward always reveals what should have been seen in the past and was not. That is the lot of most men. You must not act or see as most men do.”
“That’s easy enough for you to say.” Quaeryt regretted the words as soon as they left his lips.
“Words can always excuse. What is done is what matters.” The silver-haired man smiled ruefully. “Do not argue over what is not and may never be.”
The light faded, and Quaeryt found he could sit up.
“Quaeryt?” asked Vaelora, alarm in her voice.
“I’m here.” Quaeryt quickly stood and moved to the side of her bed, reaching down and taking her hands.
“That light … that figure. He looked like Erion.”
“Did you see him?”
“He was talking to you, about the road going back going forward. You were talking, too.” She struggled into a sitting position. “I could see a reddish silver road behind him, going through the roof into the heavens. The stars were so bright.”
Quaeryt shivered, and not from the chill in the air. “I thought I was dreaming it. I couldn’t move, and I couldn’t hear you breathing.” He said quickly, “You’re all right, aren’t you?”
“I’m … fine. I don’t hurt.” In the dimness, Vaelora’s free hand reached out and touched his face, her fingers running down the line of his jaw. “You’re here. You’re real.”
“I hope so.”
“Then … either we both dreamed it … or…”
Quaeryt feared he understood. Had he actually imaged his dream into a half reality? Had it happened because of his worries about Vaelora’s farsight? Or was there truly an Erion? He almost wanted to burst into ironic laughter. For a man who doesn’t even know whether there’s a Nameless … to see and talk to Erion in the dark … and have Vaelora see him as well … Are you going mad?
He shook his head.
8
Roughly two quints before midday, Quaeryt glanced to the woods east of the river road, then across the brush that sloped down to the waters of the River Laar, then back to the comparatively narrow track that passed for a road in southern Bovaria. After a time he turned in the saddle and asked Vaelora, riding beside him, “How are you feeling?”
“Dearest … you’ve asked that almost every glass since we left Kephria this morning. I will tell you if matters are not right.”
Quaeryt winced at the clipped words and exasperated tone. “I can’t help it.” He ran his left hand over the staff in the holder, a staff he had imaged into being the day before, since his previous staff had disappeared in the last battle in Variana. He’d tested the new staff, and from what he could tell it was solid, yet not a dead weight.