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girls for sex, it was hard for the girls to understand how to like

boys and men without also liking the sex boys and men wanted.

The girls were told nice things about human sexuality and also told

that it would cost them their lives—one w ay or another. The

mothers walked a tough line: give the girls a good attitude, but

discourage them. The cruelty of the ambivalence communicated

itself, but the kindness in the intention did not: mothers tried to

protect their daughters from many men by directing them toward

one; mothers tried to protect their daughters by getting them to do

what was necessary inside the male system without ever explaining

why. T hey had no vocabulary for the w h y— w hy sex inside marriage was good but outside marriage was bad, w hy more than one man turned a girl from a loving woman into a whore, w hy leprosy

or paralysis were states preferable to pregnancy outside marriage.

T hey had epithets to hurl, but no other discourse. Silence about

sex in marriage was also the only w ay to avoid revelations bound to

terrify— revelations about the quality of the mothers’ own lives.

Sexual compliance or submission was presented as the wife’s natural function and also her natural response to her sexual circumstance. That compliance was never seen or presented as the result of actual force, threatened force, possible force, or a sexual and

social cul-de-sac. It has always been essential to keep women

riveted on the details of submission so as to divert women from

thinking about the nature of force—especially the sexual force that

necessitates sexual submission. The mothers could not ward off the

enthusiasm of sexual liberation— its energy, its hope, its bright

promise of sexual equality— because they could not or would not

tell what they knew about the nature and quality of male sexuality

as they had experienced it, as practiced on them in marriage. T hey

knew the simple logic of promiscuity, which the girls did not: that

what one man could do, ten men could do ten times over. The girls

did not understand that logic because the girls did not know fully

what one man could do. And the mothers failed to convince also

because the only life they offered was a repeat version of their own:

and the girls were close enough to feel the inconsolable sadness and

the dead tiredness of those lives, even if they did not know how or

why mother had gotten the way she was. The girls, having been

taught well by their mothers to like men because they were men,

picked flower-children boys over their mothers: they did not look

for husbands (fathers) as dictated by convention but for brothers

(lovers) as dictated by rebellion. The daughters saw the strained

silence of their mothers on sex as a repudiation of the pleasure of

sex, not as an honest though inarticulate assessment of it. The disdain, disapproval, repugnance for sex was not credited as having any objective component. What their mothers would not tell them

they could not know. They repudiated the putative sexual conservatism of their mothers for so-called sexual radicalism: more men, more sex, more freedom.

The girls of the counterculture Left were wrong: not about civil

rights or the Viet Nam War or imperial Amerika, but about sex

and men. It is fair to say that the silence of the mothers hid a real,

tough, unsentimental knowledge of men and intercourse, and that

the noisy sexuality of the daughters hid romantic ignorance.

Times have changed. The silence has been shattered—or parts

of it have been shattered. Right-wing women defending the traditional family are public; they are loud and they are many. Especially they are loud about legal abortion, which they abhor; and what they have to say about legal abortion is connected to what

they know about sex. They know some terrible things. Right-wing

women consistently denounce abortion because they see it as inextricably linked to the sexual degradation of women. The sixties did not simply pass them by. They learned from what they saw. They

saw the cynical male use of abortion to make women easier fucks—

first the political use of the issue and then, after legalization, the

actual use of the medical procedure. When abortion was legal, they

saw a massive social move to secure sexual access to all women on

male terms— the glut of pornography; and indeed, they link the

two issues, and not for reasons of hysteria. Abortion, they say,

flourishes in a pornographic society; pornography, they say, flourishes in what they call an abortion society. What they mean is that both reduce women to the fuck. T hey have seen that the Left only

champions women on its own sexual terms— as fucks; they find the

right-wing offer a tad more generous. T hey are not dazzled by the

promise of abortion as choice, as sexual self-determination, as

woman’s control of her own body, because they know that the

promise is crap: as long as men have power over women, men will

not allow abortion or anything else on those terms.

Right-wing women see in promiscuity, which legal abortion

makes easier, the generalizing of force. T hey see force in marriage

as essentially containable—contained within the marriage, limited

to one man at a time. T hey try to “handle” him. T hey see that

limitation—one man at a time— as necessary protection from the

many men who would do the same and to whom they would be

available on sexual-liberation terms— terms fortified and made genuinely possible by abortion rights. With all their new public talk, they continue the traditional silence of women in that they are silent about forced sex in marriage: but all they do is predicated on a knowledge of it, and they do not see how more force is better than

less force— and more men means more force to them.

Right-wing women accuse feminists of hypocrisy and cruelty in

advocating legal abortion because, as they see it, legal abortion

makes them accessible fucks without consequence to men. In their

view, pregnancy is the only consequence of sex that makes men

accountable to women for what men do to women. Deprived of

pregnancy as an inevitability, a woman is deprived of her strongest

reason not to have intercourse. Opposition to birth control is based

on this same principle.

Right-wing women saw the cynicism of the Left in using abortion to make women sexually available, and they also saw the male Left abandon women who said no. They know that men do not

have principles or political agendas not congruent with the sex they

want. They know that abortion on strictly self-actualizing terms

for women is an abomination to men—left-wing men and right-