Musa had seen Earth—
The curfew-bell rang quietly. "Party's over," somebody said, and people groaned and wondered if they could negotiate the ladder.
"Want us to leave him?" Musa came to her to ask.
"Yeah," she said; and gave Musa a bleary hug and a kiss, and a sloppy, passionate kiss to Gabe McKenzie, too. "See you later," she said with his hands all over her. "Owe you one."
" Majorone," he said.
"I got to get my stuff," she said, remembering that. But people had been halfway considerate, piling fiches and viewer on the bunk, taking their empties with them, so she grabbed up the fiches and stuck them in her patch-pocket and she grabbed up the viewer and she shoved that deep into her bedding.
Then she just collapsed with NG for a pillow, struggled and worked one-armed to get the safety mesh across both of them, sort of, and clipped it in.
And passed out.
"What in hell—" NG mumbled sometime during the night, and stirred and lashed out with his arm, or he had been doing that and that was why her shoulder hurt.
"'S all right. I got you. Go to sleep."
"Hell!" He flailed out again, kneed her good, trying to straighten himself out, and then he got the safety mesh clip undone and that spring-wound itself back across her while she was trying to get her arms around him and reason with him.
"You're all right. You're in my bunk, settle down—
"Shut up!" came a female voice from next door.
"Shhhsssh," she whispered, trying to hold onto him the while. "Curfew's long gone.
Lie still."
"Going to my bunk," NG muttered, shoving his legs off and tearing loose from her.
"You're in the loft," she hissed, fast, while he could still hear her, because in his condition she wasn't sure he wouldn't walk right into the net or right off the ladder.
He left. She got up and she followed him, staggering and reeling herself, saw he got down the ladder all right before she went back to her bunk and fell in, doing the netting on autopilot, that was all she had left in her.
Mel Jason was pissed, no question about that. Mel stormed past her when she was dimly taking account of the fact she didn't have to put on yesterday's jumpsuit to make the showers, she was still wearing it.
So, well, Jason was always pissed.
She ran her hand through her hair, got up, staggered over to the edge of the balcony and hung there on the safety netting to get her eyes in focus and see that Musa was up and Musa had NG in view, NG already up and looking like he had been through the showers ahead of the wake-up, his clothes being unrumpled. So she went back and made her bunk—the lump she found doing that was the viewer, that had to be stowed underneath; and her thigh-pocket was full of fiches, but they were all still flat. Everything seemed to have come through all right, except she had a headache.
Except when she got downside she was running late, NG and Musa were already out at breakfast, she supposed: almost everybody was ahead of her.
And that almostwas Lindy Hughes.
Didn't mind being in line for the head in front of that man; didn'tlike being in the showers with him damn near the last in quarters.
But you didn't shy off.
So she just went on ahead in when a guy came out, meaning there was a stall free; and she went in, stripped down for a quick rinse and a dry—mind your own damn business, Yeager, she was telling herself, soaping up.
The door opened. Hughes was standing there.
"I hear you'll do it for anybody," he said.
"Want to find out?" she said. "Or you want to keep what little you got?"
He made a grab for her. She just grabbed his coveralls and went with the grab, and Lindy Hughes kept going, right into the wall and the shower toggle.
"My God!" she yelled, bashed the back of his head with her elbow, his face with her knee, and let him hit the floor, then when he stirred, smashed down on his head with her bare foot, again and a second time when he kept trying to move. Then she stepped out past his body and looked at Davies from Cargo, who was out in the aisle, naked as she was; so was Gypsy Muller. "I tell you, that damn fool came charging right into the wall, hit his head something terrible. Somebody better call infirmary."
"Shee-it," Davies said, and grabbed his clothes; "Shit for sure," Gypsy said, looking at her and Hughes' clothed legs lying across the shower threshold.
As Hughes' friend Presley showed up in the doorway.
"Better call infirmary," she said. "Your friend slipped."
"You damn bitch!" Presley said.
"Hey, it ain't myfault." She edged past Davies in the body-wide aisle. "God, I got soap all over. 'Scuse, please."
"Damn bitch!"
"You got trouble," Davies warned her.
"Yeah."
Presley was picking Hughes up, Hughes was coming around, sitting up bleeding from the forehead. Nastycut.
"Be nice," she said to Hughes. "And Iwon't say it was rape."
Hughes looked at her with murder on his face.
"We was just doing an exotic in the shower," she said. "You just hit the soap. Right?"
Man added it up—two witnesses and Presley.
"You damn whore," he said.
"You want you and me to go up to the captain's office? I'm for it.—Or you want to go up to infirmary and just tell 'em how you hit some soap and slipped? I'llsave your ass for you. You can owe me one."
Maybe Davies and Gypsy would back her. Maybe they'd side with Hughes. But she didn'tthink so in Gypsy's case.
"Son of a bitch"! Hughes said, blotting his forehead.
Not a sound from anybody then, except Presley helped Hughes get up.
And Gypsy said, after Hughes was on his feet: "Looked like a slip to me. Nobody needs any damn trouble, Lindy."
"Yeah," Davies said.
Hughes glowered, blotted his forehead with the back of his hand—he was dripping red on the tiles.
And he shoved Presley out ahead of him and left.
Bet let go her breath.
"Thanks," she said; and looked at them—Gypsy who stood there in the altogether and Davies who was grabbing after his towel.
"Late," Davies said. "Damn, we're going to be late."
Gypsy just stared at her. Then he nodded, once, decisively, and didn't look unhappy.
She went and rinsed the soap off before it ate her skin, washed the blood off the shower floor, grabbed her clean clothes and tossed the old ones in the bin.
Not a drop of blood on those.
Mainday crewman opened the outside door, first of the incoming shift. "Evenin'," she said, uncomfortable in his staring at her.
But about half a dozen mainday crew were out there, and she got more than one stare on her way out, felt them uncomfortably close against her backbone from there to the door and out.
CHAPTER 18
LATE FOR SURE. She came kiting into Engineering, said, "I'm here, sir," to Bernstein, and Bernstein gave her a moment's glowering attention that upset her stomach.
"Everybody gets one," he said.
"Yessir," she said, fast and sharp, and went to check the duty board.
Not to socialize for a while, NG and Musa both being on the rounds and on the reports: no shop-jobs, no fix-ups, a real conspicuous shortage of fix-ups lately on alterday shift, main-day doing the scut-work, since it had three times the personnel. Bernstein's list under her name was short: Calibrations Check Assist: see Musa.