"Did you find him?"
"No, we didn't."
"That's too bad," she said. "Was he a nice old man?"
"The best."
"Maybe you'll find him later."
"Maybe we will," said Vickers. "Why are you upset?"
"You remember what Crawford said?"
"He said a lot of things."
"But what he said about what would come next. You remember that?"
"I can't say that I do."
"Well, he said clothing would be next. A dress for fifty cents."
"Now that you mention it," said Vickers, "it all comes back to me."
"Well, it happened."
"What happened?"
"A dress. Only it wasn't fifty cents. It was fifteen!"
"You bought one?"
"No, I didn't, Jay. I was too scared to buy one. I was walking down Fifth Avenue and there was a sign in the window, a little discreet sign that said the dress on the model could be had for fifteen cents. Can you imagine that, Jay! A dress for fifteen cents on Fifth Avenue!"
"No, I can't," Vickers confessed.
"It was such a pretty dress," she said. "It shone. Not with stones or tinsel. The material shone. Like it was alive. And the color… Jay, it was the prettiest dress I have ever seen. And I could have bought it for fifteen cents, but I didn't have the nerve. I remembered what Crawford had told us and I stood there looking at the dress and I got cold all over."
"Well, that's too bad," said Vickers. "Buck up your nerve and go back in the morning. Maybe they'll still have it."
"But that isn't the point at all, Jay. Don't you see? It proves what Crawford told us. It proves that he knew what he was talking about, that there really is a conspiracy, that the world really does have its back against the wall."
"And what do you want me to do about it?"
"Why, I–I don't know, Jay. I thought you would be interested."
"I am," said Vickers. "Very interested."
"Jay, there's something going on."
"Keep your shirt on, Ann," said Vickers. "Sure, there's something going on."
"What is it, Jay? I know it's more than Crawford said. I don't know how —»
"I don't know, either. But it's big — it's bigger than you and I can handle. I have to think it out."
"Jay," she said, and the sharp tenseness was gone from her voice. "Jay, I feel better now. It was nice to talk to you."
"You go out in the morning," he told her, "and buy up an armful of those fifteen-cent dresses. Get there early ahead of the crowd."
"Crowd? I don't understand."
"Look, Ann," Vickers said, "when the news gets around, Fifth Avenue is going to have a crush of bargain hunters like nothing you've ever seen before."
"I guess you're right at that," she said. "Phone me tomorrow, Jay?"
"I'll phone."
They said good night and he hung up, stood for a moment, trying to remember the next thing that he should do. There was supper to get and the papers to get in and he'd better see if there was any mail.
He went out the door and walked down the path to the mailbox on the gatepost. He took out a slim handful of letters and leafed through them swiftly, but there was so little light he could not make out what they were. Advertising mostly, he suspected. And a few bills, although it was a bit early in the month for the bills to start.
Back in the house he turned on the desk lamp and laid the pile of letters on the desk. Beneath the lamp lay the litter of tubes and discs that he had picked up from the floor the night before. He stood there staring at them, trying to bring them into correct time perspective. It had only been the night before, but now it seemed as if it were many weeks ago that he had thrown the paperweight and there had been a crunching sound that had erupted with a shower of tiny parts rolling on the floor.
He stood there then, as he stood now, and knew there was an answer somewhere, a clue, if only he knew where to find it.
The phone rang again and he went to answer it. It was Eb, asking: "What do you think of it?"
"I don't know what to think," said Vickers.
"He's in the river," Eb maintained. "That is where he is. That's what I told the sheriff. They'll start dragging tomorrow morning as soon as the sun is up."
"I don't know," said Vickers, "Maybe you are right, but I don't think that he is dead."
"Why don't you think so, Jay?"
"No reason in the world," said Vickers. "No actual, solid reason. Just a hunch."
"The reason I called," Eb told him, "is that I got some of those Forever cars. Came in this afternoon. Thought maybe you might want one of them."
"I hadn't thought much about it, Eb, to tell you the truth. But I might be interested."
"I'll bring one up in the morning," said Eb. "Give you a chance to try it out. See what you think of it."
"That'll be fine," said Vickers.
"All right, then," said Eb. "See you in the morning."
Vickers went back to the desk and picked up the letters. There were no bills. Of the seven letters, six were advertising matter, the seventh was in a plain white envelope addressed in a craggy hand.
He tore it open. There was one sheet of white note paper, neatly folded.
He unfolded it and read:
_My dear friend Vickers:_
_I hope that you are not unduly worn out by the strenuous efforts which you undoubtedly will have thrown into the search for me today._
_ I feel very keenly that my actions will impose upon the kind people of this excellent village a most unseemly amount of running around to the neglect of their business, although I do not doubt that they will enjoy it most thoroughly._
_I feel that I can trust your understanding not to reveal the fact of this letter nor to engage any further than is necessary to convince our neighbors of your kindly intentions in what must necessarily be a futile hunt for me. I can assure you that I am most happy and that only the necessity of the moment made me do what I have done._
_ I am writing this note for two reasons: Firstly, to quiet any fear you may feel for me. Secondly, to presume upon our friendship to the point of giving some unsolicited advice._
_ It has seemed to me for some time now that you have been confining yourself too closely to your work and that a holiday might be an excellent idea for someone in your situation. It might be that a visit to your childhood scene, to walk down the paths you walked when you were a boy, might clear away the dust and make you see with clearer eyes._
_ Your friend,_
_Horton Flanders._
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
I WILL not go, thought Vickers. I cannot go. The place means nothing to me now and I do not want it to mean anything now that it is forgotten — now that it is forgotten after all these years of trying to forget it.
He could have shut his eyes and seen it — the yellow clay of the rain-washed cornfields, the roads all white with dust winding through the valleys and along the ridgetops, the lonely mailboxes sitting on forlornly leaning fence posts stuck into the ground, the sagging gates, the weather-beaten houses, the scraggy cattle coming down the lane, following the rutted path that their hoofs had made, the mangy dogs that ran out and barked at you when you drove past their farms.
If I go back they'll ask me why I came and how I'm getting on. "Too bad about your Pa, he was a damn good man." They'd sit on the upturned boxes in front of the general store and chew slowly on their cuds of tobacco and spit out on the sidewalk and look at him out of slanted eyes and say: "So you write books. By God, some day I'll have to read one of your books; I never heard of them."