Two blocks north of her address, a crowd of people were holding an impromptu barbecue, using up whatever meat and poultry they had on hand because their power was out. That was the thing about earthquakes-the damage was always scattershot, hopscotching from street to street.
Driving through Venice, she saw additional signs of hard shaking. Though the epicenter was several miles to the east, the coastal areas were particularly vulnerable to seismic waves. The tremors could literally churn the sandy soil into quicksand. Venice, built on swampland, faced the most serious hazard.
She passed the splintered remnants of someone’s deck, which had plunged onto the patio below. Farther down the block, a front gate had been wrenched askew, while across the street a palm tree had canted into the side wall of a two-story Mediterranean home.
All around her there was the same uncanny quiet she remembered from the aftermath of other quakes. Birds did not sing. There was an eerie calm, surreal as the stillness in the eye of a hurricane.
She put these thoughts out of her mind. It was best to be alert. She was entering Dogtown.
In the 1970s, when Venice had been a sprawling seaside ghetto with redevelopment still decades away, one of the most dangerous neighborhoods was the no-man’s-land straddling the district’s border with the city of Santa Monica. Some quirk of the law had left the jurisdiction of the area north of Navy Street and south of Pier Avenue undecided. Since neither the Santa Monica Police Department nor the LAPD could confidently claim authority there, the narrow slice of coastal land had gone largely unpatrolled.
Some of Dogtown had been reclaimed by the developers, but not all. The Oakwood neighborhood, in particular, was a nest of blight where tenacious gangbangers hung on in rent-controlled apartments while new buildings went up around them. The new arrivals lived behind locked doors, protected by security fences and dogs-like her new neighbors, she realized. Maybe Richard’s neighborhood wasn’t so different from hers, after all.
She parked outside the Oakwood Chateau, a ridiculously misnamed Art Deco pile, three stories of peeling paint and rusted fire escapes. The building had a security door and an intercom system, but both were broken, as usual. She entered the sour-smelling lobby and found an out of order sign tacked to the elevator. She didn’t want to ride the elevator, anyway. Being trapped in a confined space wasn’t the safest strategy in the Oakwood Chateau, and not just because of aftershocks.
She took the stairs. In the past she had sometimes encountered people sleeping on the landings, but today the stairwell was empty, any sleepers presumably having been roused by the quake. Weak bulbs screened by wire cages cast a dull yellowish glow over the concrete steps and graffiti-covered walls.
On the third floor she exited into the hallway. Most of the apartments had their doors open for a cross breeze. The screams of crying infants and the blare of television sets in many languages assaulted her.
The door to apartment 32 was closed. She gave the door a single sharp rap.
From inside came a low, suspicious growl. “Yeah?”
“It’s me,” she said.
“Who?”
“Jennifer. Your sister.”
“What do you want?”
“Just seeing if you’re okay.”
“Why wouldn’t I be?”
“There was an earthquake, Richard. Open the door, please.”
She wondered if he would just ignore her. Then she heard a tread of footsteps on creaky floorboards.
The door opened, just wide enough to pull the security chain taut. Richard stared at her through the gap. Though he was only five foot eight, he had the lanky build of a taller man-long bones, thin wrists and ankles, a narrow neck perched on coat-hanger shoulders. His chestnut hair was prematurely thinning on top, making him look older than twenty-eight.
“I’m fine. See?”
The door began to close. Jennifer jammed one sneaker against it. “Aren’t you going to invite me in?”
“Why?”
“I came over here to see you.”
“You’ve seen me.”
“To visit, Richard.”
Grudgingly he unhooked the chain and walked away, leaving her to push the door open and enter.
His apartment was a sad, dusty hole. No paintings on the walls. Minimal furnishings. An old portable TV on a battered stand. The windows looked out on a rusty fire escape above an alley lined with trash bins. There was a bedroom and a tiny kitchen, but the whole place was scarcely bigger than a closet. At night vagrants gathered in the alley, yelling drunkenly and peeing against the wall.
She felt the familiar ache in her heart. She hated being here. Hated seeing him like this. She couldn’t help remembering how he used to be. It was impossible to make sense of a world where something like this could happen to her baby brother.
At least the place was intact. She saw no cracked plaster, no broken glass.
“How are you doing?” she asked.
“Hanging in there.”
“Taking your meds?”
“Is that what this is? Checking up? Spying on me? You’re always spying on me.”
“I’m not spying, Richard.”
“Bullshit. You come around all the time, asking questions.”
She often stopped by, just to be sure he was okay. She drove him to the psychiatrist at the clinic for his weekly sessions. She dropped off his prescriptions.
“Goddamned doctor sent you here, didn’t he? Fucker’s never trusted me.”
“No one sent me. I’m just worried about you.”
“I’m taking the damn meds.”
He was on olanzapine, an antidepressant. When taking the drug, he displayed hand tremors and tics of the mouth and eyebrows. She wasn’t seeing those side effects today.
That was the trouble with treating schizophrenia. The patient was his own worst enemy. Richard was too paranoid to dose himself on a regular basis. He got to thinking the meds were poison.
If he were in a supervised environment, he would have to take the pills. But she couldn’t have him committed unless he’d been determined to be a danger to himself or others. Otherwise, he could check himself out of an institution at any time.
Besides, there were times when he was lucid. Those times gave her hope, even though objectively she knew that schizophrenia was cyclical, varying from dormancy to the more dangerous active phases.
He appeared to be in an active phase now.
“It’s important to stay on your dosage, Richard.”
“You don’t have to tell me.”
“I just hope you aren’t — ”
“I said, you don’t have to tell me!”
Nothing would be gained by bullying him. If she came on too strong, he would simply retreat further. The trick was to speak slowly, to be gentle and supportive. And not to let him see how much it hurt her to be here with him.
“The manager says your rent is overdue,” she said.
“Fuck him.”
“It’s March fourth. You’re supposed to pay on the first of the month. We’ve talked about this.”
“Talk, talk, all you ever do is talk.”
“We can set up automatic payments from your bank account, the way we discussed — ”
“I don’t want any damn computers digging around in my money. They’ll steal it. Like you want to.”
“I don’t want your money, Richard.”
“Like hell you don’t.” He jerked away from her, shoulders hunching. “That’s all you care about. It’s the only reason you’re here.”
Richard, still unaffected by the disease when their mother died, had inherited the liquid assets and family papers. By now he should have been ruled incompetent to handle the money, but she knew that if she ever tried, it would only exacerbate his paranoia. Anyway, there wasn’t a lot of money left.
The thought of the family documents in his possession raised a possibility in her mind. “Did you ever look through those old papers? The ones Mom passed down to you?”