‘No!’
He buried his face in the paper pillowcase.
The voice grew softer, working its way into his brain.
You loved her, didn’t you, Leo? You’d have done anything for her. She says so herself, in her letter.
Is that what happened? You didn’t do it out of anger, but out of . . .
Love.
Do you love me, Leo?
He sat bolt upright, rubbed his eyes with his fists. His neighbour had fallen silent. When? Impossible to tell. He’d completely lost track of time.
‘Leo would do anything for me. Whatever I ask of him.’ That’s what she wrote in her letter. She wrote that she was going to die, that she’d chosen someone to help her. Is that what happened, Leo?
‘No . . .’
He wrapped his arms around his knees, shook his head.
The image appeared once again, the same image that broke through the grey fog inside his head with increasing frequency. It could be a dream – at least that was what he kept telling himself, but it felt so real.
Elita lying on her back on the sacrificial stone. Eyes open. Looking straight through him.
Do you love me, Leo?
‘Yes,’ he sobbed. ‘Yes, I love you.’ He hid his face between his knees.
I am the spring sacrifice, Elita whispered. All that dies shall be reborn.
She gasped. Her eyes widened. He could see his own reflection in them. One hand was raised above his head. It felt as heavy as a stone.
Do you love me?
Did you kill her, Leo?
Do you love me?
Did you kill her . . .
The bang made him jump. The sound of one of the guards hammering on his door.
‘Up you get, Rasmussen. The police want to question you again.’
47
INTERVIEWER: You said you were never at the stone circle.
LEO RASMUSSEN: That’s correct.
INTERVIEWER: And you’re absolutely sure of that?
LEO RASMUSSEN: Yes.
INTERVIEWER: Just like you’re absolutely sure that you didn’t see Elita.
LEO RASMUSSEN: Yes. Can I ask a question?
INTERVIEWER: What?
LEO RASMUSSEN: My mother hasn’t been to see me for over a week. Not since Elita’s . . . (INAUDIBLE)
INTERVIEWER: Not since Elita’s funeral?
LEO RASMUSSEN: Yes. She used to come every day.
INTERVIEWER: I know.
LEO RASMUSSEN: I’m worried that something might have happened to her.
INTERVIEWER: So she didn’t say anything to you?
LEO RASMUSSEN: About what?
INTERVIEWER: Your family have gone, Leo. Left you in the lurch.
LEO RASMUSSEN: When?
INTERVIEWER: The day after the funeral. One of the guys from the castle called round and the place was empty, the cars gone. No one has seen Lasse, Lola or your mother since then.
LEO RASMUSSEN: That can’t be right. Are you looking for them?
INTERVIEWER: Why would we do that? None of them is suspected of a crime. And you’re an adult – twenty years old, with your own lawyer. You don’t need any help from your mummy, do you?
LEO RASMUSSEN: (INAUDIBLE)
INTERVIEWER: Let’s go back to Walpurgis Night. So you’re absolutely certain that you weren’t at the stone circle, and you didn’t see Elita?
LEO RASMUSSEN: Yes.
INTERVIEWER: The thing is, we’ve found something very close to the spot where the body was discovered. Can you tell me what this is?
LEO RASMUSSEN: It’s . . . It’s my cap badge. From my beret.
INTERVIEWER: ND. Norrland Dragoons. A cavalry regiment originally, I believe. I myself was a coastal ranger. I know how hard you have to work to be awarded your beret and badge. It’s something precious, isn’t it?
LEO RASMUSSEN: Well, yes . . .
INTERVIEWER: So how do you explain the fact that your badge ended up in the forest only twenty-five metres from Elita’s dead body?
LEO RASMUSSEN: I . . . (INAUDIBLE)
INTERVIEWER: Could you repeat that, please?
LEO RASMUSSEN: I can’t explain . . .
INTERVIEWER: ‘Leo would do anything for me. Whatever I ask of him.’ That’s what she wrote in her letter. Is that what happened, Leo? Did Elita want you to kill her? Was that why she was waiting for you in the forest? Was the whole thing actually her idea?
LEO RASMUSSEN: No, no, no!
INTERVIEWER: Elita was manipulative – plenty of people have said so. She was fascinated by death, and wanted to be the spring sacrifice. Did you agree to help her, Leo? Did you pick up a stone and hold it above your head as she lay there on her back in her white dress? Maybe you didn’t intend it to go any further?
LEO RASMUSSEN: No, no . . .
INTERVIEWER: You were angry with her – perhaps that made it easier. She’d rejected you. If you couldn’t have her, then nor could anyone else. Or was it all just a game? Elita liked games, dressing up, acting out little stories. She liked to be the centre of attention. She didn’t want you, didn’t want to run away with you, and yet she’d had the nerve to ask you to help her with this stupid charade. You were angry, hurt and drunk. And now she was lying there in front of you, kitted out as the spring sacrifice, asking you to kill her. The woman who’d just turned you down, laughed at your pain. All you had to do was bring the stone down on her face – that would stop her laughing. Maybe you didn’t even do it deliberately. Maybe you just dropped the stone. Maybe the whole thing was just a tragic accident?
LEO RASMUSSEN: (SOBS)
INTERVIEWER: Perhaps your mother can’t stand any more of your lies, Leo. She’s realised what actually happened, and she’s not coming back until you tell the truth.
LEO RASMUSSEN: (CRIES)
INTERVIEWER: I can see you’re suffering, Leo. You’ll feel better as soon as you get it off your chest. Was it an accident, Leo?
LEO RASMUSSEN: I . . . I don’t remember. I fell off the horse. (CRIES) My mother . . .
INTERVIEWER: But you do remember being there? In the stone circle?
LEO RASMUSSEN: M-maybe.
INTERVIEWER: And that you were angry with Elita?
LEO RASMUSSEN: Yes. (CRIES) But I loved her.
INTERVIEWER: So you did it out of love? Could it have been an act of love? Because she asked you to do it?
LEO RASMUSSEN: Maybe. (CRIES)
INTERVIEWER: It’s OK, Leo. You’re doing really well.
LEO RASMUSSEN: (SOBS HELPLESSLY)
INTERVIEWER: So shall we say that you did it out of love?
INTERVIEWER: You’re nodding, Leo, but you have to say it out loud for the tape. Did you kill Elita out of love?
LEO RASMUSSEN: Mm . . .
Thea lets out a long, slow breath. In spite of the dry, typewritten transcript, she can feel the charged atmosphere in the room. The interviewer was manipulative, exploiting Leo’s isolation, his love for Elita, the sense of abandonment he must have felt, knowing that his mother had gone.
She doesn’t know if the police are allowed to do that. Her only experience is what she’s seen on TV crime shows, and it’s nothing like what she’s just read.
She rubs her forehead, feeling overwhelmed by the whole thing. Exhausted. But there is one document she hasn’t yet read, and which interests her. Something she knows a lot more about than police interrogation and crime scene reports.
The form is old and typewritten, but she is familiar with the language of the autopsy report from her time as a forensic pathologist.
The summary on the first page is aimed at non-medical personnel, such as police officers, prosecutors, defence lawyers and judges. It states baldly that Elita Svart died as a result of blunt force trauma to the head. Her injuries indicated that she was subjected to one or possibly two violent blows to the upper part of the face, which led to instantaneous death. The murder weapon is described as a large blunt object, probably a stone.